;sldkfjlskdfj that dean abandonment gifset is literally making my brain unspool into gross soggy grey layers on the floor DEAN you are LITERALLY ROMANTICIZING A TIME IN YOUR LIFE THAT WAS /BAD/. your childhood was NOT GREAT. when you were a "family," John would take off and not leave enough money to feed Sam, LIKE. DEAN. WHAT GOES THROUGH YOUR HEAD.
you’re really gonna make me do this on an otherwise peaceful friday night but it says so much about him that he’ll take that incredibly unhealthy dynamic over being ALONE because anything is better than having to exist only for himself and by himself. he is so damaged













