qirc replied to your post “i miss my cat so much. just thinking about his name makes me cry. he…”
I’m so so sorry. I know the pain so well. It’s unbelievably unbelievably difficult. I really hope things get better and you are able to remember your cat fondly soon without any pain.
qirc replied to your post “the pain of losing my cat is staggering. i’ve never felt such grief. i…”
I know it’s just horrific, this pain. I know it feels as if it will never go. It’s going to hurt and hurt and nothing I say can take away the agony. I’m desperately sorry. I promise he’s peaceful now and your peace will come too some day. It will not hurt so much.
Thank you for your kind words. I really hope I will find peace at some point. I’m still crying every day and if I suppress it, I wake up from crying in my dreams. I knew it would break me, but still I’m surprised by the veracity of it. I’m so lonely without him by my side all the time, I got to spend over a third of my life with him and now there’s this gaping space left behind. But what can you do about sickness. Basically life sucks. I hope you have found peace, too, since you talk of knowing this pain so well.
