yes, I am aware these are paragraphs. whataboutit?? 

still right where you left me | pynch (my favourite child) 

In that moment, all was quiet. And that’s when Adam knew. He remembers thinking then - maybe it’s not something that can be put into a box, love. It makes him quiet and calm, it makes him loud and fearless. It’s everything and nothing all at once, every good thing in the world mixed with every terrifying thing. It’s being vulnerable and it’s being free. It’s nothing within the comprehension of a human brain, but oh did Adam want to learn.

So, when Ronan uttered his name, “Adam”, in a small, unRonan like voice, as if he was uttering a prayer and not Adam’s unmeaning, unimportant name, Adam had leaned forward and kissed him.

oh brother, when I come to knock on your door | buddie 

Maddie stares at them openly, her mouth rounded in a soft O until her vision blurs with tears. She had hoped - god she had hoped - that Evan would find happiness wherever he goes. That was partly the reason she was so insistent to send him far away from Hershey. She wanted him away from Doug, and she wanted him away from the sharp talons of Margaret and Phillip Buckley - but more than all that, she wanted him to be free. And here he is now, a husband and a father, and well. Maddie may have made some bad calls in her life, but Evan was always what she was most proud of. The lovely boy who turned into an even amazing man. She feels like her heart could burst.

this love came back to me | buddie 

“I hate it because you’re right. I’m not his dad. I’m not anyone’s dad. That’s Eddie, and he’s such a good one you know? He lives and breathes for that kid, and I could live a hundred lifetimes and never be as good as he is. So why is it that everytime I look at them, I think mine?”

cold sheets, but where’s my love? | pynch (adam-declan in-laws dynamic my beloved)

“You’re not fucking invincible, Parrish,” Declan says angrily. “What will I do if you scry too far and can’t come back? What if whatever the fuck this Lace is finds you in there? What if they can use you to track us here, or even better, directly to Ronan? What am I supposed to do if you fucking die, Parrish? What am I supposed to tell Ronan?” His voice is a whisper as he speaks the next thoughts, ones Adam never wanted voiced. “What do I do if Ronan dies? Matthew dies? What do I have left, then?”

right now (I wish you were here with me) | pynch 

The only thing Adam Parrish had which belonged to his own name was his independence, his autonomy, and there was nothing he valued more.

And yet. Yet. With Ronan, it doesn’t feel like he is giving himself up. No - he is giving himself up, but he isn’t losing himself. Loving Ronan feels as charged as making a deal with Cabeswater. It is a constant rustle in his deaf ear, a melodious hum repeating nothing but home, home, home.

say you won’t let go | buddie 

“That was you being stupid and reckless and not caring about the consequences of your actions. That was you not accepting that your life matters to other people too! You are so goddamn stuck in the past, you didn’t think about your present. Your future .” They’re standing inches apart now, Eddie’s chest heaving. “What was I supposed to tell Chris if you didn’t make it out, huh? Did you even think about him? Did you think about me? You keep telling me you’re here, but then you keep trying to leave me! So go on, tell me it’s okay. I fucking dare you, Buckley.” 

(they won’t hurt you anymore) you can let them go | buddie 

“Not my problem? You’re right - it’s not my problem, because Buck isn’t a problem. Buck is kind and selfless, the best goddamn brother and partner and father anyone has ever seen, but he is not a problem.” He spits that last word out as if it tastes poisonous on his tongue. Buck has been called it enough times that the bullets bounce off him now, but Eddie’s tone makes him think maybe he feels the wounds Buck has been telling himself don’t exist in the first place.

in a faith forgotten land | pynch 

“ I love you,” he says again, “and I choose you, and goddammit Ronan you know I don’t take that lightly. You are the annoying fucker who risks my life crashing a moving dolly and can’t obey a motherfucking speed limit to save your life and you are the love of my fucking life and you are home. Don’t you get that? You are home, and you are the only damn thing in my life that is real, the only thing that I can’t fake and I love you. So tamquam, Ronan.” 

hard for me to go home (be so lonely) | buddie

Buck and Eddie’s relationship had been forged in the fire of a bomb too. Their vow had been cemented in the aftermath of an explosion. Except, Buck was in an explosion again. He was in a car, with a bomb, and he was in there alone. Because of Eddie. Because Eddie had promised to have his back, and he didn’t. 

you are not alone | stevetony & irondad

“Don’t get your hopes up, kiddo,” Tony says, “meeting your heroes can be very disappointing.”

Peter looks up at Tony, and maybe for the first time catalogues the hurt on Tony’s face, though Tony made a valiant effort to mask it.

“I don’t know, Mr Stark,” Peter says nonchalantly, looking at Tony through a side glance, “mine turned out pretty great.”

🍰 Name one of your fave comfort fics (doesn’t have to be your all time fave)

dory how can you ask me to only say one?? i tried my best and narrowed it down to four!

i'll be there for you because its two of my fav things and the best friends to lovers trope in this is just perfect!

Talk some sense to me one of my fav fake dating fics ever!

skinny fleas you know this was coming :D i love kidfics and this one is both so sweet and heartbreaking at times!

10 yards to go i think this is the first long fic i've read that has like no angst and it has really cute moments!

@ivejardim requested fics that were a continuation of the Pynch first kiss canon scenes.

Unfortunately, there aren’t many that I know of. Here are some one shots I’ve read - a while back, but I'm pretty sure they're canon compliant.

They Pretended To Dream by AnniGrace @foxxhole

anchor by elliptical @crimeronan

it's the hardest one to focus on by arielmagicesi @arielmagicesi  

Hey anon! I have posted some of my fave pynch fic recs here before, and you can also go through my fic rec tag for more things to read!!

As for my own stuff, I have written this pynch fic recently, and I write some headcanons too that you can find here 💕

Some of my fave pynch authors on Ao3, whose work you should def check out: york, roselatte, emmerrr, squash1, momebie (katilara)

Here’s a quick Drabble that I wrote for pynch-week 2018. Sorry if it kinda sucks, this is my first ever fanfiction and it’s like 2:30 am here (Btw that means feel free to leave me a bunch of stuff I can do better next time)

Warning: this has some strong language (swearing)

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It was 8am on Tuesday the 24th of July and Ronan Lynch was dressed to the nines. It wasn’t an unusual occurrence for Ronan to be awake and dressed this early in the morning, hell, by now he was usually out feeding the chickens, but what was notable about him today was that he had shed the usually black of his punk attire and replaced it with as many rainbow coloured things as possible. He’d been sneaking back to the house for weeks with scraps of rainbow clothing in order to make this moment perfect. Adam wouldn’t even know what hit him.

“WAKE UP PARRISH” he yelled right into Adam’s one good ear before smoothly stepping back just in time as Adam sat bolt upright in bed.

“Jesus fucking Christ Ronan” Adam groaned as he slumped back into bed, with his eyes still shut. “what the fuck was that for”

Adam cautiously cracked an eyelid just as Ronan quipped back with “Don’t say his name in vain”, a sly smile creeping onto his face, as he saw the marginal widening of Adam’s eyes and he took in Ronan’s attire.

Adam swore again, pushing himself up onto his elbows in order to further... appreciate the whole scene before him.

“Wow Ronan, I knew we had plans for pride today, but I hadn’t realised you had plans of your own to blind everyone there” he said eyeing Ronan’s honest-to-god holographic rainbow skinny jeans, tie-dye tank and limited edition Doc Martens (with matching socks nonetheless).

“I never would have thought that I’d see the day where I whitnessed clothing that rivalled Gansey’s salmon boat shoes, but I think today might be the day”

Ronan’s grin grew wide enough that it was almost covering his face as he twisted his way and that to demonstrate how the early morning sun reflected off his jeans. They were truly hideous.

Just as Adam though it couldn’t get any worse Ronan’s grin grew even bigger before cupping his hand to his mouth and yelling “alright brat show him what you’ve got”. Opal came scampering in, in what appeared to be a rainbow, tie-dye dress/ romper/ gypsy pants monstrosity that screamed blue. She had even forgone her usual scull-cap in favour of having little rainbow ribbons braided into her hair. It was at once the best and worse thing he had ever seen in his life- although admittedly still adorable as heckity- aside from whatever the fuck Ronan was wearing of course.

“Don’t worry Parrish, we didn’t forget about you” Ronan cooed, eyes glinting dangerously as he revealed the final piece of his master plan. Ronan was practically shaking in glee as he opened the cupboard door to reveal the most pretentious and impractical outfit Adam had ever seen in his life: a rainbow turtleneck sweater, ripped mom jean cover in multicoloured paint and a matching pair of Docs.

He could only gape before stuttering out “it.. it’s the middle of July... and almost 90 degrees out Ronan. What the fuck”

“Ahh” Ronan pondered our loud. “Well I thought you might say that which is why..” he opened the other cupboard door “I decided to give you choices”

Behind that door was a crop top (also tie-dye, to match with the rest of his family of course) and what could only be described as latex rainbow booty shorts.

Adam gaped. There were no words for the situation, none at all. His logical mind was spinning, clogs clicking, trying to figure out a single way that he could get himself out of this nightmare. Surely he would die of heatstroke in the first outfit, but the second was... was literally the worst thing he had ever seen. Then a sly smile of his own peaked his lips.

“Sounds good guys” he directed at Ronan. “How ‘bout you go and work out some breakfast while I pull this on” he swiftly got up to run his hands along the latex shorts.

Ronan’s glee shivers were back as he looked Adam in the eye once- clearly too caught up in his plan working to see the glint in Adam’s eyes- before pushing A lightly protesting Opal out the door, slamming it shut.

Adam smiled as he quickly shimmied on the crop top from outfit 2 and the mom jeans from outfit 1, hopping a bit in an attempt to not stick his foot through any of the holes, before quickly donning the Doc Martens to match. He quickly smoothed out the shirt before walking slowly and purposefully down the stairs and into the kitchen where his family was waiting.

Ronan turned. And faltered. His plan, hadn’t gone as smoothly as he had anticipated.

Throwing his hands up in the air in defeat. “I mean. I GUESS” he exclaimed before crossing his arms in a huff.

Adam laughed and Ronan considered that maybe his plan had worked after all.

...

Here was some of my clothing inspiration for this post.

These are what I imagined for Ronan’s pants, but skinny jeans covered in rips.

And this is what I imagined for Opal’s outfit but as a romper.

ONE-SHOTS

Non est ad astra mollis e terris via (0.7k)

There is no easy way from the earth to the stars. But Adam made it. And now he has his own star.

(Fluff)

CHAPTERED

In somniis tuis (In your dreams) (1/5)

This is a story about finding your dreams and making your soulmate come true. Or was it the other way around?

(Soulmate AU in which you share your soulmates dreams)

(Soulmate au, dreams, side bluesey, fluff, adam and blue friendship)

Hi! Um, I have a lot of favourite pynch fics, but the ones I get extremely, excessively excited about are - 

-(The time it takes) To believe in Fate by LydiaStJames

-Walls and Bedrock by Douxamer

-Came in Like a Thunderstorm by renlybaratheon

-I don’t wanna know about you new man by boywholivednotdied

Fic by http://etoilearden.tumblr.com/ (EtoileGarden on ao3)

This Fic isn’t very well known but it’s amazing. Adam has a three year old brother named Ethan and he protects and basically brings him up himself. If you want to see the Gang get all sweet and mushy over Adams little brother than you would love this. It’s still has aspects of the Canon magic forest senecio which show up a few chapters in. And updates basically Everyday. Ft Adam saying sweetheart/baby/buddy, cute baby brothers, Ethan taking to Ronan the most, and pie with Persephone.

“Adam Parrish is an only child - not that that affords him any luxuries - for more than a decade. When Ethan is born, it changes his entire life plan, and the canon of his story.