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  Hi Tumblr, how is life over here? Is there still space for new users? I hope so for good ones. Is there a lot of Russians or was it just “suggested” cause “the system” still recognizes me as one... (after 10 years in states).

  How would people react if I write in Russian? Is there a “translate” button?

  Is it a good space to belch out something that other platforms are either too perfect or too judgmental for?  - I’m looking for one. 

  You know, in Russia when you are a good professional - you know it all. Or at least you know where to look for answers. Yes, that means that if you are a doctor - you will have (and share) an opinion about my allergies even if you are an oculist. In States it’s the opposite, and takes time to get used to. The fields of power are divided in a precise manner. And a crypto currency attorney wouldn’t dare to share his law experienced opinion on your divorce. Not his department.

  There are goods and bads in it, I’ll remain neutral for now, just observations. A little over a year ago my life (90% of it was training horses - 10 horses a day every say) got a new addition - social networks. Boom, and many are watching me (@yulia_brat - IG). When ones are watching - others want to use you as a channel. They are ready to pay for it. Interesting. Even better.

  When you communicate with so many people from around the world, especially with entrepreneurs that are looking for advertisement - they end up asking all types of questions. That taught me that I have answers. A year later I founded an advertising agency offering my expertise with horses - it’s called Stable Productions.

  The Universe seems to be extremely supportive, and it’s encouraging. In order to give success a fair chance I had to take risks - quit on the habitual field of training horses and free time for computer, marketing labor. All that to make money to have my own horses. Vicious circe, but not the most dumb idea.

  So as of right now - I’m a social media, marketing, advertisement, communications AND equestrian professional. Well, and a model..for fun. Lots of hats. Now, operating so many hats in US, as I said, is like being a Zebra in a night club - most people have never seen you before, and they are finger pointing at you. They don’t know what to think, but they are curious and ask questions. I try to break it down for them, make it easy to digest.

  Same with social medias - I can not be a model on Facebook - my horse community will judge me for being not 100% horse trainer.  I can not be “not ideal” on Instagram - people come to that platform seeking inspiration, not emotional worries of others. On TikTok I should be funny, on Twitter I need to care for politics, on YouTube I need to be informative of a certain niche.

  So sometimes I feel that I’m loosing Yulia. Cause yes, business oriented, well structured brain can divide files into folders, and folders into drawers, and drawers into platforms. But I realized I also need space for being just my whole self, without segregating. It’s all cool stuff, I’m happy to share, but I’m tired of filtering, mimicking, and simplifying. 

  May be here?

 Thank you.