#purifis

‘ i’m perfectly fine. i live on my own. i made up my mind. i’m better off being alone, ’ tells the lie through her teeth as she sees the other in her doorway, the look of pity making her feel a little sick. truth is she wasn’t okay without them, didn’t know if she ever would ever be. 

‘ your beauty never ever scared me, ’ they puff on a cigarette, doe eyes fixed on the other. wants so badly to grab their hand, but something in her head tells warns her not to. ' i know you might have thought you were too much for other people, but not me. '

'  i  don’t  -  blue,  what  the  fuck  are  you  talking  about?  '  eren  feels  like  his  lungs  are  collapsing  with  every  word  that  comes  from  them.  brown  hues  search  for  theirs.  '  blue  please  look  at  me.  what  the  fuck  do  you  mean?  someone  like  you?  '  he  can’t  comprehend  -  they  were  the  best  person  he’s  ever  met.

'  i  don’t  care  if  you’re  sick.  i  don’t  care  if  you’re  contagious.  i  would  kiss  you  even  if  you  were  dead.  '

'  you  want  to  tell  me  something,  i  can  see  it.  so  you  might  as  well  speak.  '

'  oh  ―  i’m  looking  for  affection  in  all  the  wrong  places.  '

'  i  see  you’re  not  getting  much  sleep  either.  should  i  make  us  both  some  tea,  then?  '