#probubly

I feel like Cameron with Bianca in Ten Things I Hate About You, when dealing with friends or people who say we are friends or what ever. Like I do so much for them, and they seem to brush me off, even call me names, like when they are sad I try to cheer them up, when they are hurt I try to comfort them. But over and over again when they say they need this and need that, saying no one cares when I am around and it just...hurts...Like i know I am a shitty rping partner, I know I am a shitty friend, but, I try, I try to care, I try to be there, why do you think I ask is there anything I can do or do you want to do anything? Not just for my own benefit besides just want to be around you and to be friends...I don’t want to date, don’t want to be best friends, don’t want to be around all the time, or what ever, I want you to make your own chooses and to be happy, even if I am never ever in the picture again, I just...want you to know I am there for you...if you need anyone, I try to be, and...don’t want you to ever think you alone...