I finished that piece from my WIP drabble. Again this was something Iâd already written, the very first piece I did for this fandom a couple years ago. I went in, tweaked it, cleaned it up and added onto it a little bit for a prompt fill.
Season Prompt: by a lake in soft summer rain
"Peace is not the absence of conflict, but the ability to cope with it."
It was quiet. No, not the sort of tense silence that often fell before some terrible calamity, or like the dread-inducing nothingness of nights inside the walls of Kirkwall had been. What it meant, this time, was peace.
However, the absence of suspicious whispers, of inebriated shouting and glass clinking, or even the distinct clash of steel on steel wasn't so readily welcome. One would think after days spent slinking through taverns or traveling under cover of darkness, somehow avoiding needless conflict, that Hawke would relish the quiet. Instead, it was jarring, ill-fitting, and he was finding it a bit difficult to readjust.Â
The two apostates, Anders and himself, had bid Kirkwall no remorseful farewells some weeks ago by now. A whole month had passed while they were in the wind. That he had even stayed in Kirkwall so long had been for his family more than anything - not the family he lost but the one he gained. His companions had filled the void left behind after one loss followed another, and they became the family he needed in his worst moments.
It was not so unfamiliar to him, the fugitive lifestyle, and not wholly unwelcome either. Quite frankly, his past experiences had already acclimated him towards the nomadic habits, always moving and never lingering anywhere long. So embracing the lifestyle once more didn't bother him. It was going to be a process. He could handle it. He had come through so much, and this would be minuscule in comparison.Â
Their travels brought them to the outskirts of the Korcari wilds, halfway to the home of his youth - Lothering.Â
Hawke had received no news of the Blight razed town and was left to assume it lost to the Maker-begotten spawn. It was the first time in years he spent any significant length of time thinking about it. Curiosity over what they might find nibbled at him and with their travels temporarily suspended Wyatt had the time to think about it more earnestly. Ideally, they would skirt through the Hinterlands to reach Lothering within a few days. As for how long they planned to stay depended upon the state of the village.
Hawke laid claim to a bare patch amongst the overgrown vegetation and reclined against the hard trunk of a tree while they took a brief respite. Summer was upon them, and the humidity within the wilds could be rather unforgiving. Anders spotted a place to cool off and wash up, while Hawke wanted nothing to do with the lake, perfectly happy on dry land. Finn joined him in the shade, but not before digging himself a mabari-sized recess in the dirt to get at the mud below the surface. Before long, Hawke found himself nodding off for a few passing minutes at a time. While he wanted to succumb, to drift off peacefully and enjoy this pause, he fought against the urge. They were still too exposed, even at the edge of the wilds. At least when they reached the town, they had a chance to blend in.
Vision hazy as he forced his eyes open again; they focused on a welcome sight in the distance. Wyatt grinned as he silently admired his companion.
Anders had already discarded all clothing from the waist up and let his hair hang loose around his shoulders as splashed his face with the fresh river water. He seemed to relish what little relief it inevitably brought. Seconds passed before the man finally craned his neck to glance behind him, peering through a curtain of blonde. "See something you like?" He spoke with a slight smile and raked his fingers through his hair, giving it a good shake.
Hawke folded his arms behind his head, playing coy but utterly incapable of hiding the hopeless pining he felt. "Now, whatever gave you that idea?"
"Just a hunch," was Anders's reply as he continued preening.
By now, dark clouds had rolled in and covered the sun. Though spared from its harsh rays, the impending threat of a storm was the trade-off.
When Hawke closed his eyes and settled against the tree, fully intending to take advantage of the shade, it was one drop - two drops - on his cheek that startled him awake. With a groan, he turned his gaze up at the sky accusingly, just as Anders scurried up from the shore. "Well, so much for just a brief stop."
While the drizzle steadily developed, Hawke still sat there quietly, admiring his companion, who was already making short work of their makeshift shelter. Eventually, Anders stopped and leveled a confused frown at him. "You're certainly welcome to sleep out in the rain if that's what you'd like, but I rather like being dry. So if you don't mind," he gestured passively to the mess at his feet, visibly annoyed.Â
With a smile on his lips and a chuckle low in his throat, Hawke rose to his feet. Rather than take up a corner of the tent, he collected Anders into his arms in a single smooth action.
There was some resistance from the man, some hopeless writhing while he sputtered protests, but half-heartedly at best. "Nope," Hawke mumbled against Anders's lips, kissing the corner of his mouth and along his jaw. "Too good not to take advantage of this."
"Love, please," Anders pleaded between fits of laughter. "We're going to be drenched..."
An actual summer shower was in full swing now, but while the soft rain soaked both men and the ground around them, Wyatt couldn't bear to pull himself away from Anders, who had since stopped resisting and started kissing back in earnest. This continued for a few minutes until they finally parted, panting, and breathless with their foreheads gently pressed together. It was Hawke who spoke first and held Anders' face in the palms of his hands. He felt like he could breathe again for the first time in years as if the weight on his chest suddenly lifted.Â
"Maker, is it good to be home."