Yall didn’t deserve me breaking down, worrying yall, and even threatening to block some of yall. Which for, I will also apologize individually. Yall didn’t deserve to be hurt.
I had a trauma response, and sort of freaked out. But still… I should have handled it better. Instead of letting myself implode.
But yeah… I’m doing better. Today will be a good day, first day of my senior year of college. And again… I am sorry for how I acted.
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I did not expect to reach 100 followers before the end of the year!
This community is great! Thanks so much! It's been a blast so far!
So, um.. Hi! I'm StayDandy!
I live in USA .. English is my first and (sadly) only language, but I want to learn Korean (I've gotten to the point of knowing the alphabet, being able to read/sound out words, understand a bit of the sentence structure, and recognize/remember a precious few words).
I started to get into Asian dramas and music early 2021.
I've been watching & reading anime & manga/manwha, since college (*cough*, 10 years ago *cough*), but my interest had faded over time. Until last year's nose-dive back into dramas (Prison Playbook cracked the door, and I slammed it open!). I've been obsessed ever since! 😆
The interest in K/J/C-Music is newer; I hadn't really explored it before this past year (unless you count when PSY originally released Gangnam Style lol) .. I still listen to American music, but K/J/C music has taken over my Spotify, it's now the dominant genre (throw in a little Swedish power-metal and that's basically my Library in a nutshell).
I started exploring the whump community on Tumblr this past April - I was honestly amazed there were so many people with this interest, same as me! I started posting in May - I wanted to join in the fun, & contribute my own backlog of lists (I'd been writing them for over a decade after all, might as well put them to good use).
So.. idk if there's any interest.. I thought I'd share a detailed look at my List posts .. some of it is rather self-explanatory, but some of it might not be .. maybe this'll clarify what & why I format them the way I do.
But if you're just looking for a place to start exploring my page, I'd suggest My Directory. It breaks off to everything else. I organize everything manually so it's as accurate as I can make it.
Thanks again for Following along!
Post Breakdown (below the break) :
I'll use this surprisingly popular post as an example (really would not have guessed that Bridal Mask would receive the attention it did).
First, of course, you get the show title (in English & it's original language) .. a picture for the show (I try to use a pic that has the whumpee(s) in it) .. then a quick synopsis of the show. Simple, self-explanatory.
At the end of the synopsis I include a direct link to an official data site for the show (usually it's MyDramaList for Asian shows, and between Wikipedia or InternetMovieDatabase for English shows).
• I include the "AKA" because there are quite a few shows that go by multiple names because of different translations/interpretations of the original title, or even official title changes before it aired. I've had the issue before of trying to find a show using (unknowingly) an uncommon translation of the title, which made it difficult to find what I was looking for. So, JIC, I include them here.
If there's multiple whumpee's I will color-code them, which carries throughout the list.
• The links on the actor names are searches of my Tumblr. It's an easy way to see if I have any other lists with said actor in it. (I don't include them on English lists because I rarely have multiple lists with the same English actor. In the case that I do, I'll add the link)
The country links back to that country's whump list library.
Next are the notes about the show (any interesting details, what it's adapted from, ect.).. notes about my list.. &/or just my general thoughts on the show.
I use ellipsis ( ... ) for when there's a break between whump scenes.
• Every now and then I will include my own thoughts amongst the whump, usually "subscript & in blue"
• You can see the color-coding in action (I wish Tumblr had more color options).
• When there's multiple whumpees I use a kinda "tag-you're-it" system :
-- I mention a Character (A) and their whump until [chronologically in the episodes] something happens to Character (B), any whump following is (B)'s whump.. until (A) is mentioned by name again, then everything after is (A)'s whump ... and so on and so forth.
(Apparently Tumblr only actually uses the first 20 tags on a post, which is incredibly unhelpful. I still try to include all the key-words in my tags, but they're more for my own quick reference when I manually organize my posts.)
Hello again!
Thanks for reading! I've had people tell me I have an "interesting" way of organizing, & I tend to over-think things (you should see the organized chaos that is my bedroom! lol).
If you have any questions, feel free to ask. I'll do my best to answer. Or if you just want to chat, I'm cool with that too.
And for those of you who've made it to the end of this post;
If you see a show in one of my Libraries that is not marked as a "full whump list" (whether it's been posted already or not), but you're interested in seeing a full list for that show, let me know! I'm already going back and updating some partial lists here and there, but if you ask I'll prioritize your request!
Hope ya'll have a good Holiday season and New Year!
Anger Born of Worry | Punching the Wall | Headache
Set after Finn's Breakdown
As Finn slowly came to, the pain in his head only grew worse. It wasn’t the pain of a seizure, but of a breakdown, of crying so hard he couldn’t breathe, backed into a corner with no other way out. There was a heaviness to his thoughts too, and he caught himself drifting a few more times before he forced himself awake, managing to fight against it. The haze was familiar, the sedation leaving its mark on him. He groaned quietly, stretching out as he shuffled in the bed. His muscles immediately protested, screaming in pain. Maybe he had had a seizure then, but he was sure he could remember it all, there was no time missing and his tongue wasn't bitten either. The bruises starting to appear on his arms finally clued him in, the memories deciding to cause an avalanche. Fuck.
The mug had just been the straw that broke the camel's back, the distress he'd shown to others only the tip of the iceberg. It had only been a matter of time before he snapped, but he'd not expected it to feel so violent, or for it to take as much out of him.
Fao kept a close eye on Finn, making sure he was settled with the sedation. It took a while until he was happy to stop it, but finally he was sure Finn had rested enough and was settled, he let him come out of it.
As Finn stretched out with a groan, Fao looked up from his book. “Hey, sleepyhead. How are you feeling?”
Finn jumped, startling at Fao. "Oh. Hi."
“Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you.”
"Been here long?"
“Me?”
Finn nodded, still not entirely with it.
“Yeah, I’ve been keeping an eye on you.”
"Oh. Cool."
“How are you feeling?”
"My head hurts."
Fao frowned sympathetically. “You’ve been through it, I’m not surprised.”
"Can we chop it off?"
“Chop off your head?”
"Yeah."
“That’s not gonna go so well.”
"Oh. No?"
“No, definitely not.”
"How's mum?"
“Worried about you, I think.”
"I'm okay." He murmured, though wasn't confident himself. "I feel like my head exploded and then got shoved back in my skull."
“I’ll get you some painkillers.”
"Thanks."
“What do you need?”
"Lion."
“I can go get Lion. But what meds? Migraine?”
"No, my head hurts."
Fao hummed. “Alright, I’ll get you something.”
He snuggled back down. "'kay."
Fao stood up, putting his book down on the side. “Won’t be long.”
He'd barely left before Finn called out. "Fao?"
Fao stopped, turning back. “Yeah?”
"I want a hug."
“Meds then hug, yeah?”
His lip wobbled. "I just wanted a hug."
“Hug now then.” Fao said softly, moving back to Finn to hug him gently.
Finn didn't want to let go, arms wrapped around his brother. "Stay."
“You wanted meds for your headache.”
"And a hug."
“Alright.”
"I feel shit."
“God, I bet.”
"I don't want to keep doing this."
“Doing what?”
"All of it, Fao. I can't."
“With Fred and Sheila out of action it’s been hard. You had a rough time, it’s shit. But Fred’s on the mend, so’s Sheila, and you’ll be alright.”
"I don't care about that. I can't do this any more."
“I know it’s hard.”
"Whatever.
Fao sighed. “We’ll take a break, hmm? Go on holiday or something.”
"As if we'd be able to get away."
“Fred can suck it, we’ll go anyway.”
"We'd get done for it."
“What’s he gonna do, kick us out? He needs us.”
"Or the cops would get us."
“As if.”
He groaned. "They've done it before."
“When we do stupid shit. Not rent a cottage somewhere and go off the grid for a week.”
"They'd do us for benzo dealing or some shit with the amount of meds I take."
“You do actually have a prescription for those, though.”
"Do I?"
“Yeah, you do.”
"They won't care."
“Of course they’ll care.”
"They'll still do me."
“They won’t, because they can’t.”
"They'd try."
“Honestly Finn, it’ll be okay.”
"Nothing's gonna be okay." He sighed, settling back onto the bed. "And my head still hurts."
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This is a response to my previous post. First off I wanted to point out the cardboard cutouts
Momakase and Mr. Sparkles in prison uniforms. As well as a shoutout to the framed picture in the back of all the characters, but who is that?
Small pic but I don’t think we’ve seen this girl before and she’s holding a Nintendo Switch.
Not to mention how cute these two are
(right next to each other no less)
I wish I could see it in real life to get better pictures but let’s move on.
This whole twitter post was about a tour of the studios some students went on to see how the show is made and stuff. I’ve been scanning over these images and I could pull out all the stops and say “Why is Obake there? Callaghan and his daughter? TADASHI?” But I really just think it’s a compilation since all the characters are in that image, I believe Butch Hartman did something similar.
Everyone has a breakdown from time to time. Some are big, some small. Either way you should make sure to recover from it well. Here are some things that are good to do after exhausting amount of crying:
Drink some water -I don’t know how about you, but I get really thirsty after crying.
Get some fresh air -You don’t necessarily have to go outside, opened window is better than nothing.
Give yourself time to breathe and recollect your thoughts -You will feel a bit numb for a whileso make sure you don’t rush anything.
Be with someone -Hug someone, call someone or hug your pet. Try not to be alone even if you want to.
Eat something small -Have something you like but try your best to avoid binge eating.
Keep yourself warm -Tea and blanket ASAP
Listen to upbeat music
Read your favourite fiction book -In this case fiction is better because it pulls you in a world full of magic. World that isn’t yours and therefore safe.
Watch something comforting and funny -Whether it’s your favourite youtuber or a show, make sure it’s something that makes you feel good.
Take a warm shower
Take a nap -This one doesn’t work well for me personally, but I do have friends, who would recommend many naps.