#post 59

“Yet here you are,” Queen Apailana said.

“I request that on my signal, you shut down all comm systems on Naboo. Internal and external comm systems.”

The Queen looked startled. “That is quite a large request,” she said.

“Queen Apailana, the Jedi as we knew them are no more,” Ferus explained. “Jedi Master Solace and I are among the last left alive. You were once a friend of the Jedi and the Republic. Please trust us once more.”

Observation de deux paysages urbains (port de l'arsenal) et de la partie supérieure d'un lampadaire. Ils ont réalisés à l'aquarelle et aux crayons de pastel sec.

Okay... So Brett texted me yesterday. Last night. I thought about just not replying. I was planning to kill myself last night. But... I replied. He said he just didn’t know what to say the night before. He just needed to let it all sink in. and that’s why he didn’t reply. which is one of the reasons I guessed. so, of course, he said the typical thing, you know,  “suicide is never the answer”  or whatever. but he did say something that made me wonder. he believes that if you won’t go do heaven. He thinks you go to hell if you kill yourself. honestly, I wasn’t sure. I did a lot of research online and I was convinced I would still go to heaven. but... now an actual person thinks you won’t. I think I'm going to ask him about it. see why he thinks this way. anyhoo, on a different note, terry isn’t at school. he didn’t say why... but at least he tested me to let m know.