Jan 18, 2020
Dreaded message
I got the dreaded “we need to talk” message yesterday, and that something had been bothering them, but they wanted to talk about it in video chat and they haven’t been able to video yet. I’m someone who feels all my nerves in my stomach so it’s been in one giant knot since - so tight from worry that I’ve puked twice because of the pain that the suspense is causing me. I’m nervous and I know I’m most likely making a far bigger deal out of it than it is likely to turn out to be, but I don’t do well at all whenever I hear that “we need to talk” line, especially when they than make me wait to hear it instead of just ripping the bandage off.
