satoru pauses mid-sentence, raising his eyebrows. âuhâ, hm?â
you can feel the irritation building in your body. âyou havenât slept in four days?â
suguru continues washing dishes as he silently observes the interaction. he knows better than to get involved when he hears that tone.
your other boyfriend clears his throat, shuffling back and forth on his feet. whatever story he was telling has been completely forgotten about.
âsatoru, youâre about to piss me off.â
âbaby!â, he whines, drawing closer to put his hands on your waist. you donât return his touch, opting to keep your arms crossed over your chest. âbaby, the higher ups needed me for these missions.â
âi donât give a dâ,â you pause, narrow your eyes at him, and sigh. âi donât care.â
satoru gives you a puppy-eyed pout, glancing at suguru for help. help he unfortunately wonât be receiving.
âitâs fine.â satoru tries to calm your anger. he gently squeezes your hips, resting his forehead against yours. he can tell it isnât doing a thing.
âi only have a few more days of missions.â your face twists into something wicked. satoru wouldâve kept this from you, but he knows if you found out afterwards, his life would probably be on the line.
âyouâre not going.â, you snap. âtell them youâre using time off. matter of fact, go upstairs and get ready for bed. iâll tell them myself.â
âbabyyyy.â, satoru whines again at you. âyou know I donât like you talking to the higher upsââ
âyou know i donât like you abusing yourself for their sake. now youâre on a sex ban. get upstairs, now.â
he sputters. âwhaâ?! a sex ban?â
âthatâs what i said.â
the glare you give him lets satoru know youâre not joking in the slightest. he shares another glance with suguru, but your tone seeps of finality. heâs fucked up, royally. no pouts, pleads, or puppy-dog eyes will get him out of this one.
he utters a final, dejected âyes maâamâ and carries himself off to bed.
with satoru taken care of, you raise a brow at your other partner who has remained silent throughout this entire ordeal.
âwhenâs the last time you slept?â
suguru has nothing to worry about. even with his sporadic insomnia, he was able to get at least 6 hours of sleep a night in between his own missions. so, he doesnât know why heâs sweating so hard.
âyesterday.â, he answers with a timid, placating smile. âi slept almost all night.â
you study him for a couple seconds. it feels like hours to suguru. he withers under your contemplative stare, wondering if he sounded convincing enough for your liking.
âmhm.â, you hum at him, and suguru stops holding his breath. âdone with the dishes?â
âi have a few more.â
âiâll do those. you go upstairs, too.â
suguru canât tell whether or not you believe him, but he also doesnât want to argue with you. he slinks off feeling like heâs also been scolded, murmuring his own âyes, maâamâ as he passes by.
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eeeeh, but can you really blame me for thinking about how satoru and suguru completely crumble the moment they see you cry?
itâs not even that noticeable, you swear. and itâs not because of them, either.
itâs the little things that linger too long, too close. gnawing at the spaces between your ribs and clawing their way to your heart, just so you could have something to feel. something to clasp your fists around, even if the thorns pierce through your knuckles and bleed exhaustion all over you.
you break softly. quietly. like a burnt out forest fire scorched by its own flames. like a tide-kissed grain of sand that longs to swallow the moon whole so it could never leave again. like a wound that itches too loudly under your skin, yet snarls in agony when you touch.
(luckily for you, theyâre here to pick the pieces back up.)
âbaby,â you hear satoru say. not softly, no. never softly. satoruâs always a bit cracked around the edges, isnât he? and cracked things cannot be soft. but he tries, tries to melt the edges that threaten to consume you whole.
a hand on your shoulder blade. not gentle, but tender. that must be suguru. heâs always like that, too. all too knowing, even when he shouldnât be. you hate how he knows not to look at you with those all-too-knowing eyes of his. how he knows, to not know.
âiâm. . iâm alright,â you hear yourself say. the crack in your voice shatters something in them, too. not that you notice, when youâre too busy shaking off the blood in your hands. âiââ
âyou arenât,â and before you can utter a word, warmth like no other engulfs your lost soul whole, covering your bones like a cool blanket and kissing the forest fire asleep.
âbut you will be,â satoruâs pale eyes flutter shut, nose brushing into yours.
âand weâll hold you till then,â hums suguru, pressing his lips against your nape, âand forever.â
Satoru and Suguru were already dating when you met them, though you all quickly became inseparable.Â
Honestly? You were positive this whole thing was Suguru's idea. Heâd been sitting with the weight of his feelings for a while. He knew what he felt for you, he recognized it, accepted it before anyone else did. So of course he brought it to Satoru first. Quietly. Carefully. Something like, âHey, I think I might be in love with her too. What do we do with that?â
And Satoru? He probably took, what, four seconds to process it before going, âOh?? Okay!!â
He was thrilled, honestly. The man had so much love in his body it practically leaked out of him. And sure, he knew Geto loved him deeply and endlessly, but he also knew he could be a little clingy sometimes (his words, not yours. At least he was self aware). So the idea of having two people to smother with affection instead of one? It was the easiest choice he could have made. He already adored you. He always had.
But even with both of them on the same page, so aligned it was almost scary, they were still nervous. Hesitant, even. Because it wasnât just some new phase or thrill; it was you. Their best friend. The person who knew them too well, who made everything feel easy. The last thing they wanted was to risk that.
What if you didnât want to change anything? What if it made things weird? What if they lost you?
But then Suguru noticed how you instinctually bounced between the two of them depending on what mood you were in; feeling silly and a bit unhinged, wanting nothing more than to lean into your unending curiosity and desire for adventure? Satoru was your man; the two of you were never not doing something; frequenting the city, shopping and snacking and chatting about everything, which inevitably led to y'all being at a random party across town just because you felt like it.
Not many people could hangout with Satoru for extended periods of time without getting annoyed, but it was like you and him were two halves of the same whole, well...aside from Geto, of courseâŠthe two of you complimented Satoru in different but fulfilling ways. You matched him, and Suguru balanced him.Â
And if you were craving calmness and deep, intellectual chats filled with quick wit and the occasional dose of sarcasm, youâre hanging out with Suguru, your legs thrown over his thighs as he manspreads on the couch. His presence was just so comforting, and the two of you never ran out of things to say. He made you feel seen. He supported you unconditionally, all while dismissing the pressure to conform to anyone else's standards. Geto just wanted you to be you.Â
The two of them harbored a safe space for each part of your personality, and when you were all together, there was an unspoken balance between you. The laughter was unending and it never once felt awkward or forced, even when you had first met them. It felt...natural. Like this was the reality that the three of you were meant to live.Â
You started to notice your feelings for the both of them about three months into your friendship, but didn't want to overstep any boundaries or insert yourself into their relationship. Though it had been years now since you had first met the two of them, you still felt slightly ashamed for viewing your friends in a seemingly inappropriate way. You attempted to push those feelings away, but the longer this played out, the harder it was to ignoreâŠ
.â âĄâ§âËă°.
You were sat on the couch of their shared apartment, sipping on some wine, snacks littering the coffee table as some random movie faded into background noise. You found yourself tied up in harmless banter, going back and forth with Satoru over god knows what. It was rare for someone to entertain Gojo's ramblings, but you were fair game, loving the challenge of his stubbornness. Suguru was smiling admirably at the two of you from a loveseat to the left, and though he looked calm on the outside, his mind was racing; Is now the time? Should I ask? Should we do this?Â
You excused yourself and went to the bathroom. But rather than actually using the toilet, you leaned over the sink, splashing cool water on your face and silently thanking the heavens that you could blame your intensely blushed face on the alcohol.
But you didn't even drink enough to have a buzz from the wine. It was them making you red in the face: How effortless it was to joke around with Satoru (while others viewed him as immature, you saw him as someone who's healing their inner child, and the two of you had similar senses of humor. It was so easy for him to make you laugh and vice versa). Not to mention how intently Suguru listened to you when you spoke...it was like he was trying to look through you, like he was holding on to every single word. And his emotional intelligence coupled with his unintentional siren eyes definitely didn't help your nerves.
And as comfortable as you felt around them, the deeper feelings you had were becoming unbearable.
But while you hid yourself away in the bathroom, the two guys were having a whispered meeting, psyching themselves up to finally ask you to join them:Â
"Suguru...we've been putting this off for long enough. Tonight's the night," Satoru whispered. His eyes darted between his boyfriend and the hallway, on the lookout for you to reappear. His hand grasped Geto's as he rubbed gentle circles into his skin.
Suguru offered him a gentle squeeze in response, nodding his head as he chewed the inside of his cheek. "I know, I know...but who's gonna bring it up?" he asked softly.Â
"Oh, definitely you," Satoru replied, almost like it was obvious, leaning back on the couch cushions.
Suguru narrowed his eyes at his white-haired counterpart, "So, no...we're doing this together, Satoru."
When you finally returned and sat back down, you could feel the tension that had settled between the three of you. It felt abnormal for the usual dynamic and your heart rate increased at the feeling.
Your eyes drifted nervously between the two men, "...is...everything okay?" you questioned, reaching for your wine and taking a much needed swig. You rolled the stem of the glass between your fingers as you awaited their response.
Suguru finally spoke up after sharing a look with Satoru, "Yeah, everything's fine," he smiled, "We just want to talk to you about something," he murmurs, shifting his weight in his seat before turning his body to face you.
His dark eyes and unwavering attention made your hands tremble slightly. Your gaze meandered toward Gojo, who occupied the space next to you, then back to Geto, before nodding slowly.
Satoru sat up a bit. "We've been thinking a lot about our friendship lately...about how close we've all become..." he trailed off and glanced at Geto.
"Yeah, it's rare to find this kind of connection with people. We trust you and care about you so much," Suguru added.
You looked between the two of them, your brows furrowed deeply. "Why does it feel like you two are getting a divorce and are about to ask me who I want to stay with..." you half-joked, taking another sip of your wine, "But in all seriousness, you two mean a lot to me. So, what's goin' on?"Â
Gojo laughed at your comment before speaking up, "We've been talking about something for a while now, and we wanted to share it with you because it's important to us."
Your heart felt like it was going to beat out of your chest. Panic bloomed, subtle but rapid, like the fizz in your half-finished wine glass. You were terrified they had caught on, had noticed the lingering glances, the way you always sat a little too close to Suguru when you were tired, the way your laugh came too easily around Satoru. You thought youâd been discreet.
One hand twirled the wine glass around in slow, absent circles, the other clenched tight, tucked beneath your thigh like you could keep your nerves from spilling out if you just held them in hard enough.
You glanced between themâSuguru sitting composed but visibly tense, and Gojo, still smiling, but with an undercurrent of seriousness in his eyes that made your stomach twist. You nodded once, just barely. You weren't sure if you were giving them permission to keep talking or trying to brace yourself for whatever came next.
A deep breath broke the silenceâGetoâs. His voice was low, steady, but you could hear the effort it took to speak so plainly. "We love each other deeply, and we've also realized how much we care about you," he said, shifting again like he couldnât quite get comfortable with the weight of what he was about to say.
"Weâve been considering the idea of opening our relationship to include you, if thatâs something youâd be interested in."
You blinked. And then blinked again. You took another sip, as if the wine was the reason this conversation seemed real. But it was real, and this was actually happening.Â
The words didnât register at first, not really. You stared at him like youâd misheard, like if you just kept looking long enough, heâd laugh and say he was joking. Your breath caught in your throat and you nearly choked on it, coughing once before covering your mouth like that would hide the shock painting your face.
Your ears were ringing, the edges of your vision buzzing, like the room itself had tilted. But beneath the static, there was this creeping warmth. It was an overwhelming, radiant kind of relief that made your fingers tremble. They werenât uncomfortable with your feelings. They knew, and they wanted you.
And then, just as quickly, the shock gave way to a strange kind of disbelief, like youâd stepped into a dream, one too good to be real. Your mind spiraled with thoughts, too fast to catch: Are they serious? What does this mean? How long have they been thinking about this?
Youâd wanted them for so damn long. In different ways, at different times, but it had always felt hopeless. Forbidden, even. A deep, lingering sense of guilt followed you around for mentally inserting yourself into their relationship. It was like wanting the sun and the moon but the gravitational pull from both kept you...stuck. And now they were sitting across from you, calm and honest, asking if you wanted them back.
Your chest was tight with emotion. You could barely find your voice. You looked between them again, your mouth slightly open, like you might say something, anything, but all that came out was a quiet, âYouâre serious?â
Satoru grinned, soft and real. âDead serious, sweetheart.â
Suguru nodded. There was something rare and vulnerable in his gaze that made your heart twist. âOnly if you want to. Thereâs no pressure. But we had to ask.â
You felt like crying. Or laughing. Maybe both, simultaneously. Because somewhere deep down, part of you had wanted this for so long, and now that it was real, you almost didnât know how to hold it.
"...Really? SoâŠso, how would that work?" Your body was putting in overtime to keep your voice level, but in reality, you were elated. And as Suguru started to lay everything out, you began to feel more and more on board with the whole scenario.Â
"We understand if it's not for you. But we wanted to be honest about our feelings and see if you might feel the same way," Geto concluded, his eyes searching yours for any sign of apprehension.
"I appreciate you both being so open about this..." Your voice trailed off as you looked at Suguru, then to Satoru, and back again. You were deep in thought as you weighed your options. It was one thing to daydream about a relationship like that, but it was a whole different ballpark when actually attempting it.Â
Gojo spoke up once more, "Above all else, we want to make sure this is something you're comfortable with...a relationship where the three of us are equally involved and supportive of each other."
"Communication is going to be key. We want you to feel comfortable expressing any thoughts or concerns along the way," Suguru added.Â
Silence fell as you pondered the offer presented to you. you smiled at the two of them before speaking up, "I'd love to give it a try. You are both important to me and I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it before."Â
As the words of affirmation left your lips, you were immediately tackled into the couch by your overjoyed, blue-eyed (boy)friend, encompassed in a body-crushing bear hug. Geto quickly joined the two of you on the couch, placing a gentle peck to both you and Satoru's cheek.Â
This marked the start of a flourishing relationship, just you and your boys against the world, a beautiful dynamic operating with a deep sense of mutual respect, love, and open communication.
The minute the three of you decided to give polyamory a try, the world felt like it shifted on its axis, a wave of normalcy washing over all of you. The dynamic was perfect, and you always caught yourself wondering why this didn't happen sooner.Â
It didnât feel unnatural or complicated like youâd feared. If anything, it was the opposite. A strange and beautiful wave of normalcy settled over the three of you. Like you had just remembered something you were never supposed to forget.
The dynamic fell into place effortlessly. Suguru, as always, was the grounding forceâcalm, intentional, fiercely attentive. He took on the role of caretaker with ease, though he'd never say it out loud. It wasnât in the dramatic gestures, but in the way he placed a hand on your back when you looked overwhelmed, or quietly handed Satoru a bottle of water when heâd clearly forgotten to drink anything all day. He made sure you both ate when your schedules got chaotic, that you went to bed instead of overextending yourselves. He didnât nagâhe guided, steady and warm.
Suguru had always carried a kind of weight in his presence, but now that weight felt like protection instead of distance. You and Satoru gave his life color, purposeâand in return, he anchored you both without ever demanding anything back. But of course, you gave it anyway. In quiet gestures, in lazy mornings spent curled together in bed, in the way you learned to read the tiniest flickers of expression on his face and respond to them before he even asked.
Satoru⊠well, not much had changed on the surface. He was still loud, still playful, still the first to suggest impulsive ideas like midnight ice cream runs or building a blanket fort just because. But there was a softness to him now, a depth that had always been there but now showed itself more readily. He teased, flirted, jokedâbut he was also the first to notice when you were feeling distant, the first to ask, âAre you okay?â with a hand over yours and a rare kind of quiet in his voice.
He was touch-starved in the way only someone who gives so much could be, and now that you were his, he made no effort to hide how much he loved being loved. You caught him staring all the timeâat you, at Suguruâlike he couldnât believe any of this was real. Sometimes heâd just sigh and press his forehead to your shoulder and mumble something like, âThis is the best timeline,â and then pretend it hadnât happened at all.
Despite the deep feelings and the complicated history, what surprised you most was how easy it all felt. How often you found yourself laughing. How domestic it became without even trying.
Suguru was surprisingly touchy when no one was looking. Youâd be brushing your teeth, and heâd wander in to tuck your hair behind your ear like it was nothing. Or heâd rest his chin on your shoulder while you were making tea, arms snaking around your waist, quiet and content. His love language was care disguised as routineâalways making sure your phone was charged, that you took your meds, that Satoru didnât eat cake for breakfast (again). And the best part? He never needed thanks. He just looked at you like, of course Iâll take care of you. Youâre mine.
Satoru, on the other hand, was as dramatic and extra as ever, but now he had two people to dote onâand be doted on by. Heâd wear matching socks with you and pretend it was a coincidence. Heâd climb into bed with you and Suguru and sigh like the day had personally attacked him, only to melt into your arms five seconds later. You once caught him trying to braid Suguruâs hair while he was half-asleep, and instead of stopping him, Suguru just sighed and let him keep going, eyes closed, face soft.
.â âĄâ§âËă°.
It was a lazy morningâone of those rare days where no one had anywhere to be and the sun was barely creeping through the blinds. You stirred awake to the sound of quiet humming, familiar and slightly off-key, and the sensation of something warm and heavy draped across your waist.
Satoru.
His hair was a fluffy mess, pillow-creased and wild, his blindfold bunched up like a headband around his forehead. He was curled half on top of you, long limbs tangled like a human octopus, one arm flung across your stomach, one leg hooked over yours. He was still humming, barely conscious, but so deeply relaxed it was like heâd melted.
âMorninâ,â he mumbled against your shoulder, voice thick with sleep.
You tried to stretch, but he clung to you like you were his emotional support body pillow. âYouâre heavy,â you grumbled, affection softening the complaint.
âMm, no Iâm not. Youâre just dramatic.â He nuzzled further into your neck, lips brushing your skin in a way that made your heart stutter.
âDo you ever wake up like a normal person?â
âNope,â he said, popping the 'p' like it was the proudest thing heâd ever said.
You ran your fingers through his messy hair, and he actually purred. Like, audibly. It was so ridiculous you laughed, but he just sighed like your touch was the cure to every problem in the world.
âYou spoil me,â he said softly, quieter now, like the teasing had melted into something real. âYou know that, right?â
You smiled, even though he couldnât see it. âYou spoil yourself, Satoru.â
âYeah, but you do it better,â he replied without missing a beat. âYou make it feel like⊠I deserve it.â
That stilled you. Because under the teasing, under the ego, you knew that was something he struggled withâthat weight he carried behind the blindfold and bravado.
You shifted, just enough to wrap your arms around him, tucking his head beneath your chin. âYou do deserve it. Every bit of it.â
He didnât say anything at first. Just exhaled slowly, fingers curling against your side like he was anchoring himself to the moment. And then, muffled into your skin:
âYouâre my favorite.â
You rolled your eyes, affectionately. âYou say that to everyone.â
âNope.â He lifted his head to grin at you, impossibly soft and just a little smug. âJust you. Donât tell Suguru.â
You laughed and kissed his cheek anyway. âToo late. He already knows.â
Satoru sighed dramatically, burying his face in your neck again. âDamn. Guess Iâll just have to make you love me more today.â
And he would. In all the stupid little ways only he could pull offâbad jokes over breakfast, kissing your forehead like it was a compulsion, wrapping you in his arms like you were the only thing keeping him grounded.
Because when it was just the two of you, Satoru Gojo was less god and more boyâclumsy in his affection, shameless in his need, and so, so easy to love.
.â âĄâ§âËă°.
It was late. The apartment was quiet, the kind of quiet that settles over everything like a blanketâsoft, still, safe. Satoru had passed out on the couch hours ago, limbs everywhere, one sock missing (again). You and Suguru had tiptoed away, not to be sneaky, just⊠because it felt like the right time for a quieter moment. A private one.
You were sitting on the floor of his room, your back against the side of the bed, a record playing low in the background. Suguru sat beside you, legs stretched out, one hand resting between the two of you, pinky just barely brushing yours.
He hadnât said much yet, but that wasnât unusual. Suguru didnât need words to fill the space. He was the spaceâsolid and grounding, always tuned in even when he was silent.
You turned your head to look at him, and he was already watching you. Not staringâwatching. The way he always did. Like you were something worth observing carefully.
âWhat?â you asked softly, smiling a little.
He didnât smile backânot because he wasnât happy, but because he was in that kind of mood. The soft one. The vulnerable one. The Suguru one.
âYou look peaceful,â he said simply. âI like seeing you like this.â
Your cheeks warmed, and you looked away, but not for long. Suguru didnât say things for effect. If he gave you a compliment, it was because he meant it. Entirely. It always landed differentâlike he wasnât just noticing your beauty, he was recognizing it. Respecting it.
âYou make it easy to be peaceful,â you said, resting your head against his shoulder.
He shifted, just slightly, so he could wrap his arm around you, pulling you into his side. âI want to.â
âYou do.â
Silence fell again, but it wasnât awkward. It was the kind of silence that made your chest ache in the best way. The kind that said I donât have to talk to be with you. After a while, he spoke again, voice low, words slow and careful like always. âSometimes I think about how this almost didnât happen. You and me. Us. All of it.â
Your stomach fluttered. âYeah. Me too.â
âI think about all the time we wasted pretending we didnât want more.â
You turned slightly to look at him, and this time he looked away, the smallest flicker of self-consciousness crossing his face.
âI used to watch you laugh with Satoru,â he continued, âand Iâd wonder what it would be like⊠to be close to you like that. To make you smile that way.â
Your breath caught in your throat.
âI didnât think I deserved it back then,â he said softly, eyes still fixed ahead. âBut you make me feel like maybe I do now.â
You didnât say anything at first. You just reached out and took his hand, lacing your fingers through his, grounding him for once.
âYou do,â you said. âYou always did.â
He finally looked at you, and this time, he smiledâsmall, soft, heartbreakingly genuine.
Then, wordlessly, he leaned in and kissed you. Not like Satoruâs kissesâquick and playful and endless. No, this was a Suguru kiss. Intentional. Slow. Like he was pouring every unspoken thought into it. Like he was giving you something sacred. Because he was.
And when he pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours and whispered, âYouâre my peace.â
You swallowed around the lump in your throat, your heart aching in the best way.
âAnd youâre mine,â you said.
Suguru gave devotion like it was breathing. He didnât just loveâhe chose you, over and over, with every glance, every touch, every quiet act of care.
.â âĄâ§âËă°.
One on one, they were everything you had imagined them to be. But when they both decided to show you just how much they loved you at the same time? It was like being caught in the middle of a one-sided competition where you won every time.
It started with something small. A bad day. You came home quiet, not upset, just⊠low. Drained. And of course, they noticed. Satoru noticed in the way your eyes didnât crinkle when you smiled. Suguru noticed in the way you sighed a little too often.
And that was all it took.
You were suddenly the battlefield for a very soft war.
Suguru made your favorite dinner without asking, and you didnât even realize heâd gone out to buy the ingredients. It was already plated when you got out of the shower, still warm, waiting on the coffee table with a fresh pair of fluffy socks he mustâve pulled from the back of your drawer. It was precisely what you needed, even though you didnât know how to ask. They just knew. Little was said at dinner, but nothing really needed to be said.Â
Suguru gently ushered you to the couch. Then Satoru came into the room with a blanket and immediately sat on your lap. âYour turn to be the little spoon,â he declared, even though the size difference made it slightly ridiculous. He tucked the blanket around both of you and kissed your forehead like he was sealing in warmth.
Suguru sat beside you, arm draped along the back of the couch, fingertips brushing your shoulder, his voice low as he asked how your day went. No pressure, no expectations, no fixing. Just listening.
Satoru, meanwhile, made little dramatic gasps every time you said something mildly annoying that happened. âThey said what to you?? Prison. Life sentence. Iâll teleport there now.â
And it kept going. Suguru offered to braid your hair. Satoru tried to unbraid it just so he could âfix it.â Suguru rolled his eyes and took over again, whispering soft things about how pretty you looked even when you were tired. Satoru kept interrupting with kisses to your temple and shoulder, mumbling, âYeah, and you smell good too. So unfair.â
At one point, you made a sound halfway between a laugh and a whimper. âYou guys are literally overwhelming me with affection right now.â
They both paused. Then Suguru smiled, âGood.â
And Satoru chimed in with, âYou deserve to be worshipped. Let us live.â
After that, they teamed up. You were tucked between them on the couchâSuguru rubbing slow, grounding circles into your back while Satoru played with your fingers like he was counting each one. They talked around you, but every word was for your benefit.
âYou think she knows how good she is?â
âMm. Not nearly enough.â
âWell, thatâs criminal.â
âAgreed.â
You couldnât even respond anymore. Your heart was too full. Your face hurt from smiling. And still, they didnât stop. Because to them, loving you wasnât a competition, but a privilege they both happened to share. And god, they were so good at it.
.â âĄâ§âËă°.
There were little things, too. The mundane kind that somehow became sacred. Suguru read with his head in your lap while Satoru scrolled through his phone, occasionally reaching up to boop your nose. Satoru stealing your chapstick and dramatically applying it like he was doing runway makeup, you walking into the kitchen to find the two of them dancing like idiots to a song on the radio, laughing so hard they could barely breathe.
It wasnât always glamorous, but it was always yours. And in between the chaos and the teasing and the deep emotional undercurrents, there was this unshakable sense of joy. Of having finally found your people. The ones who made the world quieter, softer. Who made even the bad days feel survivableâsometimes with a forehead kiss, sometimes with a warm meal, sometimes with a joke so bad you had to physically throw a pillow at Satoru just to make it stop.
You loved them. You really, really loved them.
And they loved you back with the kind of love that felt like sunshine on skin, like home.
.â âĄâ§âËă°.
Of course, the intimacy deepened in every way. The friendship youâd all built didnât disappear. It just bloomed, unfurled into something deeper, richer. And with it came the parts youâd never experienced before, not like this. The touches lingered longer, the kisses grew softer or rougher depending on the night, and the tension that had once been so unspoken became a language all its own.
The sexual aspect of it all⊠that was the most unfamiliar territory at first. Not difficult, but definitely an adjustment. It was one thing to imagine it, to dream about what it might be like. But reality, real vulnerability, was a different beast. It wasnât just about desire. It was about trust. About learning new rhythms, exploring each otherâs boundaries, needs, wants.
It would probably start in private moments, organicallyâMaybe you and Suguru share a vulnerable night, talking until the conversation softens into touches, confessions, something deeper. Heâd be intentional, focused on making you feel safe and understood. It wouldnât be rushed. If anything, it was incredibly slow, deliberate. He'd check in constantly, not just with words, but with his gaze, his hands, his presence. Heâd ensure that you had his full attention in the way his fingers would trace along your skin, the way his big hands would hold you, ground you, his voice low when he whispered praise into ear; âThere you goâŠjust relax, pretty girl. Iâll be gentle. Youâre doing so good.â Â
And then, a few days or weeks later, it happens with Satoru. His energy was differentâplayful, disarming, but no less attentive. He would make you laugh right before kissing you breathless, help ease your nerves by being a bit ridiculous, a bit indulgent. Heâd worship you in his own way, probably talk the entire time unless you shut him up with a kiss or sat yourself down on his face. Oh, that sweet tongue of his. But under the teasing, heâd be just as tender as Suguru, even if he hid it behind charm.
The first few times all together were careful, only a little awkward, full of whispered check-ins and shy laughter. But they were also electric, intimate in ways you hadnât even known were possible. Suguru, intense and patient, knew how to read the room, how to guide without being overwhelmed. Satoru, unfiltered and affectionate, knew how to turn nerves into giggles, how to make even the most hesitant moments feel joyful and full of love.
Eventually, it became second nature, like everything else between the three of you.
You found yourself lying in bed with them, tangled in warmth and limbs, wondering why it had taken so long to get here. Why youâd ever thought being âjust friendsâ was enough. Because now you knew what enough really felt like.
And it was this.Â
an: this literally healed a part of me and i feel so full of love. also ik this one wasnt smutty, but don't you worry. i have a nashtyyy one comin soon. and, i started working on a stsg CHAPTERED story. omg. im really diving back in head fuckin' first. ik i said i was working on a dark choso series and a dead dove sukuna series but the subject matter is super heavy so im putting a pause on those for the foreseeable future xx
Am I the only one that can only read a Gojo fic if Geto is like also involved?? Like you want me to eat my peanut butter without my jelly?? NO THANKSS. Mentally satosugu just makes the most sense to me
a/n: on my period and want my men spoiling <3 mentions of fluff, period sex etc!!
-> precisely tweaking. they donât even pretend that itâs a normal/casual thing which comes every month. suguru hates the way your mood turns into a low graph đ and he takes is sooooo personally :( heâs like, âangel- is there anything youâd like? maybe some waffles? maybe something else? what can i do to help make it better?â tweaking like a mother hen.
-> satoru gets you plushie heating bags because of course they are đŻ times cuter and his babygirl shouldnât have anything except cute things. heâs definitely going to get you a kuromi, panda plushie, or something along those lines so you look cutesy in your little blanket with a plushie bag on your pelvis.
-> you love chocolates & suguru knows you do. there are sometimes entire goodies in your refrigerator because his little moonshine angel goddess SHOULD have chocolates duh??? you could find high end brands because he really thinks there must be something taste related otherwise why would they be so expensive? imported chocolates ftw đ
-> âyou know princess, orgasms help~â satoru chirps shamelessly, he donât care: đ€·đ»ââïž and itâs like extra lube for him anyways. đ youâd find him fucking the cramping out of your uterus over and over. he loves to see you whimper in pleasure not pain âŒïž like a good boyfriend should. suguru is nasty too, but it is also :3 on another level. he wants to have a go after satoruâs done with you so you just feel his girthier member stretch you out, mouth agape and sobbing in pleasure perhaps. ;)
-> god forbid if you actually stain your exclusive favorite undies then they would take you to shop asap. they know that mild feeling of regret IS NOT NEEDED in the satosugu household. be prepared for replacement immediately. <33
-> suguru hates it when things make you cry during this phase, so youâd find him exta clingy and touchy. eager to comfort, eager to provide you hugs and cuddles. the warmth of his hand kneading your pelvis and humming softly. he loves to see how his presence alone comforts you to a great degree & you end up napping over his chest.
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satoru indulges ur degradation kink ONCE and suguru fucking kills him. (donât worry he gets better)
Nsfw in tags!! Mdni plz âĄ
TAJNK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU TUANK YOOOUUUUUUUU!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!! HEAR THE TRUTH!!! SEE THE LIGHT!!!!! REMEMBER WHEN I SAID THIS THE TWENTY SECOND OF JUNE TWENTY TWENTY FIVE????
God i ADOOOOREEE THEM and while we're here...while they're both incredibly indulgent and are care takers are heart, its not the same thing, suguru is mama, satoru is cool uncle or older brother lol.
Suguru will say no if it goes against the strict set of morals he has specifically to make sure he treats you right, he ACTUALLY cannot imagine mistreating you EVER even if you verbally say "slap the fuck out of me" its not happening lmaoo
Satoru however,,, while he'd MUCH MUCH MUCH rather praise and take care of you, he's not as maternal and he doesn't a womb that tells him right from wrong lol, so if its something you REALLY really want, he'll oblige, he just doesn't overthink it that much lol.
You're gonna have to sneak around a lot behind suguru's back if you want to get what you want, its fun!!!!!! Bonding time with toru lol he's totally down to play this little game of hide and seek. Mama will find out tho...mama will, and there will be hell to pay for satoru lmaoo,, (scolding + silent treatment + sex ban TAT) you do no wrong ofc, YOU'RE THE VICTIM!!!!!!
compared to satoru, you give suguru a larger margin for a lot of things. you are more forgiving when suguru fucks up instead of when satoru does. why? because satoru is your safety net the same way you are suguruâs. you canât handle it when you feel a frog in your throat at the words of satoru. in a way you could say that itâs perfectly balanced. suguru leans on to you (more) and satoru, and you lean on to satoru (more) than suguru.
satoru also, leans on to you (more) & suguru both. when that dismantles; so does everything around you. in a way you have higher expectations from the honored one just like everyone else around him. does he suffer sometimes because of it? absolutely â do you also love him more because of it?
yeah, nothing, just suguru waking up all of a sudden for the nth time this night.
he swears you two do it on purpose.
(which you do, no shit.)
oh, but you can act aaall innocent you want, but the tiny quirk of your lip is a little too dragged out to be just because of the sleepâ and satoruâs disastrously mortifying snore isnât doing much well, either.
âbrats,â he mutters under his breath, sleep filled fingertips moving aside the absolute glaciers you two have for feet off his stomach.
â. . oh, suguru,â satoru mumbles sleepily, or tries toâ it comes off more as a walmart version of arianaâs high note insteadâ but youâre careful enough to elbow him in the ribs to pass on the signal, ââfucking piece ofâ oh, i mean. suâ. . suguruuu.â
âwhat,â suguru deadpans.
âwhyâd you slide them dawgs off yourââ
âwhyâd you move our feet away?â you take charge immediately, making sure to put on a yawnâ juuuust the right amount of sleepy bewilderedness laced around the edges of your voice, âyouâre . . warm, ya know?â
(a pause.)
and satoru and you can only gaze in scandalized silence as suguruâs broad muscles streeeetchâ for him to roll over onto his side, the back of his stupidly pretty head facing you two.
â. . hey,â satoru sits up, not a speck of sleep in his body whatsoever, âwhatâd you do that for, huh? you tryna start a fight, because i canââ
âcâmoooon,â your hands trace an (you hope) exaggerated graceful line over his spine, watching with unbridled glee when his body does that shiver again, âwe just wanna be warm with you.â
silence.
â. . .â
â. . . absolutely blasphemous, is he disowning us or whââ
âcâmere, you two,â suguru grumbles, ignoring the obnoxious giggles you two let out when his warm hands guide your feet onto his stomach once again. ââand stop being such nuisances. goodness knows i can do with a quiet nap for once.â
satoruâs eyes once again flash with nothing but unfiltered malice, and you already know what's going to happen.
âand that, my fellow passengers, was just the trailer. now buckle up your seatbelts and sit back down, because our next destination is suguruâs giant assââ