#poly nblm

i really do love the idea of having more than one partner so fucking much. I love my current partner a lot, and i would love to see him being loved and cherished the way he deserves,

they way two people love are never exactly the same either, being loved in a multitude of ways and seeing the person i love also experiencing that makes my heart feel like it’s gonna explode

like imagine, there are parts of people you can’t and shouldn’t have to give away of yourself, but that’s okay because your partner has other people and lovers to help fill those gaps and where those partners fall short you succeed and it’s a balancing act that takes time and patience but makes the individual bonds stronger and make the world feel much more whole

me: *thinks abt being in my late thirties, coming home to my spouse(s) and making dinner together, and us showering together and them gently helping me wash my hair and me washing theirs. afterwards we crawl into bed and they’re reading and I’m on my laptop doing whatever. we’re exchange a few words but are ultimately comfortable with the silence. our cat manages to find a space between our tangle of legs to curl up in. Our window is cracked and the summer air is making the room comfortably warm.*

i sit and day dream about potential futures that are endless and potentially lovers

all while having a constant in my mind of my current partner and that reliability