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I know tumblr probably isn't the best place to ask, regardless it's probably the most honest.
For six months now almost without fail I get several really crap, and in some cases I would go so far as to say life affecting symptoms as they could have a MASSIVE impact on myself/job/future job (because however unlikely it may seem what if I get confrontational enough to end up with some sort of police run-in say road-rage?(and if I want to be a lawyer I can't have any convictions >_< - I don't want any either I hasten to add!!)). So here's my symptoms, if you have any advice on what I should do (yes probably see my doctor, but she is a bitch who has already made up her mind about my family and just cba to deal with that right now) it would be really helpful!!
Obvious one: REALLY friggin angry a day or two before my period. I've had fights with my sister, my mum, my boss and I've also been quite snappy with my boyfriend at times. Also the road rage to the point it is probably quite dangerous.
If not angry then teary. Someone pushed in front of me in the queue at Costa yesterday and I nearly burst into tears. Happens a LOT with the guys at work when their joking (which however stupid doesn't normally affect me) makes me want to run away and cry.
Sadness, self-loathing feeling like shit (normally because of the above two).
Not wanting to be around people for fear of freaking out with crying/anger.
Horrible cramps. Worst I've had in my life feels like my body is tearing itself apart.
Difficulty concentrating to the point I cannot write my notes, I can't enjoy normal casual activities like browsing the internet etc. Then consequent frustration at this lack of ability TO DO ANYTHING.
I'd say this normally all happens over the span of 5 days to a week my period starting on like day 2/3. UGH and this week I have been quite depressed and anxious at least three days beforehand. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. My current tactic is to just hide at home and try to ignore everything, but I can't. My mum told me to try and avoid people/topics I feel confrontational towards when I feel angry, but the problem is that is normally the first warning signal that PMS is starting. I literally have no idea that I will flip out at someone until it happens. And that is really the worst part of all this because it is the most destructive. If I was just in pain and a little sad I think I could deal with it, but when I know I could cause a massive scene either from crying/fighting or both it's quite scary.
