12h mercury - loss of speech, symbolic dream, 3h pluto- discerning, agent of ghosts
if you have the placements:
-mercury in the 12th house
-pluto in 3rd house
do you struggle with communicating, especially forming verbal words? the frustration sometimes to just get my words out is unreal. writing things down is easier, but still i have a long ways to go as for my communication blockages .
after a time in my life where i was extremely social, interacting with hundreds of people, my mercury really showed me how draining others presences can be, meeting tons of people every day, constant performance-based conversations, all the energies, emotions, reflections of other people, noticing lots of things people don't see, the fall showed me forcing myself to match other peoples energy levels would never work out well, 12h mercury need to maintain its own pace and expression.
it can be used positively with meditative practice, with writing and non-verbal expression.
12h mercury feels like the mind needs extra rest to recharge. this mercury needs meditation .it needs to materialize expression because it cannot verbalize its thoughts. these are messages from the 12th house after all. 12h placements are prone to influence of energy for sure, manipulation to naivety, think of cults. this mercury didn't download all of the software lol . sometimes it cannot tell even if it is its own mind. the psyche stretches out like infinite minecraft world .
mercury in 12h combined with pluto 3h also feels like i frequently run into corrupt, shady peoples. especially in religious places like temples, in political scenes, people doing backwards shit. i often caught people in their malicious acts, in lies also. rip
this combination is looking in the dark room with no light switch. the lama passed through home lands long ago to key in the alphabets; the languages of ghosts. like still black water in the upside down. its a tongue-tied situation; a detective of spirits. the prying hands in the dark, gripping, searching for something to flip. it is unable to look away.










