Boo boo, I'm sorry!
I'm sorry i did this to you. I'm sorry i made you feel this way. You have to know this wasn't my intention... I was still broken , and afraid of you walking away. I've never had a normal or equal partnership. I didn't know how to handle anything and i couldn't see the big picture that was right in front of my face. God please I'm so sorry. If i could do all of this over i would change all of my decisions. My foundation is rocking and I'm terrified i won't stay afloat this time. My insides are in knots and i can feel the insanity creeping in. Please don't leave me in this horrible place alone. Im not sure i can survive it. I'm slowly drowning in this despair and hopelessness. The tears will not stop, every moment of every day this is on my mind. I burst out in a cry that grabs at the pit of my stomach that is constantly doing flips and it yanks it out through my throat.
Boo Boo I'm so sorry i love you. i was so blind and ignorant. Forgive me love me. please forgive me I feel that emptiness. Please please don't give up on us. If I can go back and take all that pain away from you I would I would do it in a second. This is my apology more heartfelt and deep then I think even you intended more life altering more humbling period for a second you brought me back brought me back from that dark place and pain and hurt and anger and I don't want to go back just like you don't want to come back to me, but if I'm stuck here alone I'm never going to make it back out. I remember telling you if it's love Let It Go it'll come back I only said that cuz I was positive I loved you not that you knew that but I did. if you can see inside my soul and my spirit you would see how much I love you and how badly I want this how sorry I am. You were never second choice you've always been my only choice I took us for granted I took what you showed me for granted I want a chance to give it back. I know I might never get that chance but this is my apology coming from the pits of my soul or what's left of it. you used to tell me if you could see inside my heart if you could see inside my heart well Vince Vince this is my heart Xposed and open.. I hope you find this apology and you accept it if you don't come back to me I hope you live a full life one of happiness with love I know my heart will always be full of love for you. again I'm sorry boo I would give anything to take it all back.
