yes, this is your annoying and talkative blogger but i want to announce that i am now scaramouche's sugar baby glider so i want you all to know that and i won't be called just "kana" from this day onward.
also, if you have any scaramouche content, please tag me. send me links, dm me about him đđťââď¸đ§đťââď¸ i'm still open for horny thoughts about other characters but scaramouche makes me act up no matter what i think of đ¤¸đťââď¸đ¤¸đťââď¸đ¤¸đťââď¸
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Hello! Welcome to my stim / playlist blog! Here, I make stimboards and small playlists based on requests!
I go by "Mod Entropy (đ)" on this blog but you may refer to me as just Entropy or as any of the names listed on my main blog @ciel-c0re !
Rules:
- Playlists are restricted to ocs only!! Apologizes!! This might change when I get more experience! Also I will not use songs that have slurs in them!! If I ever do, its an accident and I will remove it if necessary
- Anon is on but I would much prefer if you use an "anon" name just so I can add it to the post!! It's not required but preferred so it easier to tag stuff :) i.e. Dante Anon, Cat Lady Anon, Flower Anon, etc
- DNI IF: You're racist, NSFW blog, Kink blog a TERF, transmed, a rad fem, an anapro / thinspo supporter, homophobic, transphobic, an lgbtq exclusionist, xenophobic, a littlespace / MAP, anti-anti / proshipper, "anyone can interact" blogs, demonise DID / OSDD systems, are a bi/pan lesbian or a bi/pan gay or support anything of the sort!!
- If a blog reblogs a post, or if I use gifs / material from a blog that fits my DNI criteria or is obscenely problematic, please send me an ask saying so!! I don't want to accidentally support people who should not be supported
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Specialties:
- HLVRAI related stim boards
- Omori related stim boards
- Sciencecore / Internetcore
- Portal / Half Life related stim boards
- Wii / DS / Lowpoly stim boards
What I will NOT do:
- Anything related to my DNI list
- Add gifs with IRL bugs in them <3 sorry aaa they make me uncomfy
- Voltron
- Anything related to IRL people
- Country Humans
- Hetalia
- Yandere Sim
- TPN / The Promised Neverland (its a trigger for me)
- Heathers Remake (musical / film is fine!! Just not the series)
- Killing / Stalking
- IDV (again, trigger)
- DNF / Dreamnotfound
- GLaD0S x Wheatly (the ship, individual characters are A-OK!)
- Dream / Schlatt / A6D (other Dreamsmp characters are fine!!! No issues there)
- Enstars (trigger)
- Any stim boards about Chiaki Nanami (partial trigger but other danganronpa characters are fine!)
- FNF / Any mods related to such (it's something I'm not entirely sure on atm?? so i might remove this rule if I can make up my mind)
- Anything related to Vivziepop (i.e. Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, etc)
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List will be updated as time goes on but remember this: I have the right to refuse or delete a request if it makes me feel uncomfortable or doesn't follow the guidelines set out here. If it is not listed here yet still makes me uncomfy, I will either respond to the ask with a reason or I will simply delete it and add it to my list.
If I don't respond, it might also be because I'm busy!! So don't be afraid!!
Summary: Taking place 8 years after Supernova, Maggie and Max are in Grade 12. I wrote the basic plot points in this post. Maggie and Max are the main ship, but you see glimpses of Nodrian, Osby and Danissa. There is the whole Artino Sister Revealâ˘. There is a fun fight scene in chapter 5. The villain is the head of some big drug cartel thing. I wrote some parallels between them and Nodrian just for the fun of it. Basically, PLEASE READ. [AO3 Link]
iâve been thinking on this a lot and i havenât been finding inspiration to write anymore. when i do something i always want it to be the best thing that i can do but I havenât been feeling confident in what I write anymore. iâve thought about this for the past two weeks and i think the best thing for me is to take a break. iâve been writing nonstop since 2017, iâve never taken a break or a hiatus but i think spending some time without writing will make me more confident in what i create. i donât know how long iâll be gone but what I do know is that Iâm not quitting writing, i love this blog a lot and i love all my works to much to do that. so my inbox is closed and all the requests I have in there will be released when I decide to start posting again. iâm still going to be on this account but the writing is gonna stop. thank you guys for understanding, i just need some time to clear my head and just make sure that the reason why I write is still there.đĽ°â¤ď¸
(Tbh I couldn't think of a name for the fic, but here is what it will be till I find a better one.)
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Virgil remembers the day his mother died clearly. He and his older brother, Remy, were heading home from school, walking since they literally lived right next to it.
Virgil remembers opening the door and nothing but silence greeting them. Absolute silence.
In all honesty that should have been their first clue that something was wrong. There was always sound in their home. Whether is be the shuffling of feet and items as their mom cleaned, or the soft scratches, swishes and mechanic whirls from her making another piece of art or clothing. None of this could be heard that fateful winter day.
"Mom?" Virgil had called out, worried. Even Remy was uncharacteristically quiet.
The two children had entered the house slowly, as if afraid to disturb the silence for fear of it swallowing them up. They noticed things disturbed from their normal place. Broken picture frames, things smashed, and weird cut marks in the walls that looked like they came from claws. The 7 and 9 year olds began to huddle together, seeking comfort in one another as they headed to the living room.
Virgil remembers smelling a horrid, metallic smell along with something that smelled like rotten eggs as they drew closer to the living room.
........That's where they found her. Their loving, kind, always smiling mother.....lying on the floor in a pool of blood, a bloody hole where her heart should be.
Virgil remembers screaming, the image of his mother's lifeless golden eyes staring at the ceiling burning into his head.
Unfortunately things go fuzz for him here. 'Shock' the doctors had called it later. Virgil can vaguely recall his brother Remy calling 911.... but virgil couldn't look away, wishing with all his might that his mother would get up, tell him that it was ok.....
.....She never did......
That was 4 years ago.... Since then he had been separated from his brother and placed into foster home after foster home. Weird things kept following him no matter where he went. And now, at 11, he knew he was cursed. That was the only explanation.
He thought his life couldn't ever get better.... Untill he received a strange letter that would change everything. This is Virgil Knights story of how he became
A WIZARD!
@nil-the-glitch (the beginning of the fic you inspired :D )
AN: so this was shorter than I planned for a 'chapter' I promise most of the other ones will be much longer. Sorry it's so short.
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this is going to get kind of long so iâll try my best to shorten it.Â
maybe you have an idea from the title and im pretty sure people have followed me for a while probably saw this coming, but i am most likely leaving this blog.Â
i was initially going to compile a document full of my unfinished works and go but i feel like explaining myself because i couldnât find it in me to leave without saying anything. honestly, i saw it coming and maybe you guys did too. the gaps between when i published my works and empty promises. not only that, but school has been kicking my ass and its probably not a valid excuse lol because other writers produced some vvvv great works while juggling with other activities and im amazed because they are constantly releasing stuff and here i am with constant writers block lolÂ
with that aside, i just donât feel the same happiness liked i used too. in the summer, i was so excited with this blog, and every note or reblog i got made me extremely happy. of course, notes and reblogs donât mean much to me but i canât help but get happy when i see people like my work. but now, i guess, its not the same.Â
now, i write whenever and i force myself too. i feel bad that i have all these requests in my inbox and i force myself to write because itâs just going to sit there and never be written lol. but posting something that i forced myself to write only makes me dislike writing even more if that makes sense haha.
and,,,another thing it has to do with this is mental health wise lol. this year started out great but it slowly went downhill and even now, i still find myself unhappy because of what is happening around me. i donât know when ill get out of this, but i hope its soon.Â
i donât know if iâll comeback, maybe in a few months ill come back and be like ââsiKEEE you thought youâve seen the last of meââ but honestly,,i donât see myself doing that. but if i do, i guess it wonât be on here.
anyways, ik i have lots of stuff unfinished so ill probably compile that in a doc and leave it up for view if anyone wants to see what i wrote and if it made it or not lol. but if youâre curious, send me an ask and ill answer anything really. ask me why im leaving. ask me why i lost inspiration idk. ill probably answer most things.Â
moving on, feel free to ignore this but i want to address some people before i upload the doc and leave. also,,ill probably add more when my heads clear lolÂ
@wannaonestars my fave!! the og!!! queenie, iâll miss you very much. you mean a lot to me and im very glad that i met you!! you make me very happy and even though we donât talk as much anymore, im so glad to have these memories with you and talked as much as we could. i hope senior year is going okay for you!! you can survive college prep, i believe in you!! also, i love scrolling through our old messages because it brings back all these memories of summer and im just??? crying but itâs totally fine :))) i love you lots, and i hope to read more of your writing hopefully!!Â
@singingmyreverie im sorry i never reply,,,you deserve way better than a shitty friend i am lol but im very thankful that i met you and im sosos thankful to have a caring friend like you. you make me happy and really happy!! i love looking back at our convos, and even though we suck at replying to each other lol, im glad that we even managed to talk despite the time gaps lol. thank you for being here.Â
@wanna-one-scenarios !!! my fellow girl group stan,,im so sorry i never reply. i love talking to you about gfriend (aka my ult bias group) and im forever thankful that we managed to talk even though i suck at replying lol im so glad to find someone who loves girl groups as much as i do, and ill never forget your tinder profile ârowleyâ smh !!!!!1!!1 i still have your wanna one album,, that iâll one day send LOL
@jjeehoon my man,, i never reply to you and im so sorry. even tho you âstanâ seongwoo, we all know u stan jihoon smh!!! i love when you talk to me about hello counselor bc thats my fav show!! and i never watched that one w daniel im so sorry,,but maybe one day!! also, im still looking forward with that witch au,,you better pull through LOL but thank you,,, an og!! im so glad to have talked to you and im so glad to see your account grow to what it is today.Â
@imagineproduce101 carina,,,iâll miss you lots. and ik we donât really talk at all lol but im super glad to meet you through the gc!! i get so happy seeing your blog grow to what it is today. i remember reading your oneshots like that woojin one about prom and asking for help in the gc nffknk i also remember contacting you outside the gc because i was so shy jnfsdfjnf and im just super happy to see how far youâve grown,,with tons of followers now?? like wtf u go carina,,,im sososo proud of you!! even though we donât talk at all, iâll be supporting you!! thank you for giving me help when i need it, and i hope youâre super successful from now on!!
@onlyjihoons !!! zelia!! a cutie!!! im so glad to have write you,, and iâve always meant to reply but i feel like its too late,, i hope it is TT but thank for!! iâll really miss reading your writings and im super glad to have met you!! i remember when you told me when you went to a w1 fanmeeting and im still smiling remembering that. thank you for bringing so much happiness and hopefully it isnât too late to reply to your kk message,,im such a bad friend TTT thank you agian.Â
Summary: Reader is prone to panic attacks when it comes to academics and Peter is the only one that is able to calm her down.
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You sat at your desk staring at the array of books around you, though the words were just smudges by now. Finals were coming up in your high school and you were, well I guess you could call it, a little stressed out. If by little you meant teetering on the edge of a breakdown. You took in a rattling breath and that was when the tears started to fall. You werenât going to remember this, that would be mericale work if you did.
Why were finals in high school so important? Well, that goes into your family life. Divorced parents, both obsessed with athletics. A brother that went to state twice with his baseball team, and almost to state twice with his basketball team, and it was only his junior year at the beginning of basketball season. Your cousins, all sports fanatics. Then, then, there was you⌠you loved to read, and paint, and draw, and loved drama club. You werenât athletic, yet that was the most important thing to your parents, to your entire family. You getting Aâs was the only way to earn a little praise and not be outshone by your brother -- who usually got Aâs and Bâs (God! He was perfect in that way too).
You fought to keep studying through the tears, but once the headache started you picked up your phone. There was only one person who could really help you. Your mom wouldnât help in anyway, she would probably end up screaming at you for crying over nothing. You sent a text to your only friend.
[Y/N]: HeyâŚ
It was only a few seconds for a reply, thatâs what you loved about Peter, he could be doing something really important and still text you back within minutes.
Pete: Hey, whatâs up?
[Y/N]: Just⌠studying⌠can you come over?Â
You made the question blatant that something was wrong. You never asked him to come over, it was always âHey, get youâre nerd ass over here and hang out.â or something along the lines. Before the reply, you knew it was most likely an of course, you threw the phone onto your bed. Grabbing the Ibuprofen bottle -- you always had one stashed somewhere in your room -- and water bottle, you took two tablets and wiped your eyes.
You shoved the books away and switched to note packets, not that the result of it would be different and poured over them, waiting for Parker to get there. It didnât take long for a full blown panic attack to swing into effect, though.
You couldnât breath, like a hot metal fist was gripping your lungs, burning and cutting off air. The headache was pounding now and tears stung your eyes as you just doubled over, waiting for it to end. None of the stupid tricks worked when you were this far gone. Not the slowed breathing, not the grounding, nothing. You just let airless sobs rake your body until you felt arms around you.
Peter must have climbed through the window via the fire escape. He rubbed your back as you sobbed talking to you in a quiet voice about nonsense. About movies, and books, telling you cheesy jokes, and about Aunt May, and everything and anything that would make you smile or choke out a laugh. After about forty-five minutes of this you were calmed enough to sit up and wipe your eyes.
âYou okay?â He asked as you studied his face. He had a black eye and a cut on his forehead.
âDid FlashâŚâ You asked in an airy voice, trying to distract yourself from thinking about the attack that just happened.
âThatâs not important,â He hugged you, tight to him. You started to calm down even more than before, his steady breathing steadied your own. His scent made your mind go clear of worries, everything about him soothed you. âYouâre okay, right.â You hummed and nodded, but pulled him closer nonetheless.
âYou know this stuff,â He started to assure you, he kept saying it over and over in a gentle tone. Eventually it lulled you to the point you were almost sleeping. Without a word he picked you up and put you in your bed, crossing to the window and climbing out.
A/N: Okay, wow that ending sucked, but gimme a break, this was my first try. The only reason I even wrote this is because It wasnât leaving me alone anytime soon... I hope -- if someone even reads this -- you enjoy it.