#please keep in touch

Since everyone seems to be jumping ship, I'll put my information out there for my mutuals and any followers who care.

Twitter- iceygirl37 (Best place to find me, very active there)

Snapchat- sebgayrat (I'm not on often but I do have notifications on if you wanna snap)

Instagram- thebiggayrat (Almost never on but I'm thinking about rejoining)

I’m just now getting penalized, without warning, from things that have happened over months and months of time. I was unfollowed without any warning by @hellstate--rp for things that I didn’t do. I have connections here, and I am other people’s connections

Now, let me tell you a few things that the admins have told me in my release letter. 

They told me that if I didn’t feel included that was my own fault, that I should stop badgering people and pestering them OOC for replies. 

In return, I dropped Aspen (who I’ll visit again later) and Quinn, and held on to both Ryann Jamison and Kinsley. I removed myself from the OOC to prevent myself to see people in there asking ( or begging depends on how you look at it) for plots and connections. If I removed the temptation, I wouldn’t get the opportunity to meet the new people who came in unless they came to me through DM. Honestly, it worked! Or so I thought it did. My plotting and friendship circle became really small but it was worth it because I was badgering anyone for plots. 

I talked to Luna about this specifically in September.

Currently, I only talk to about 5-8 people in this roleplay group, most of them I know on a personal level. So, if I offended any of you in any sort of way, I wish I could say I’m sorry, but I’m not, because you allowed it to happen. Instead of being up front like some people and saying “no I don’t want to plot with you, I don’t think our characters are compatible because of A, B, C,” cool, I get it, I’ll leave you alone. Do not, I repeat, do not, placate someone for the sake of it. If you’re not into it, tell them. 

Rule of thumb for being a good fucking person. 

I feel like this is also a culprit. 

I was accused of stealing the character @hauntedhunting with my own character.

Let me just point out, first and foremost, and say that I dropped Aspen back in mid September. I would also like to point out, clearly, the admins do not read the bios you send in. Scan, maybe, read? No. 

I talked to Hunter’s mun personally, at the time we were also talking about opening a The 100 RP together. She was helping me with bios and such. It would be natural to assume we were friends, Hunter and Kinsley got along, we were talking all the time and bonding over our matching dogs. So, when I thought it would be, perhaps an idea to bring out a connection for both Hunter and Jesse since I was fairly new here. Apparently, I went to the wrong person. 

Originally, it was fine, she was going to get me the outline of their background because, apparently, it was something that needed to be done anyway. So, I waited, and it got procrastinated and procrastinated, and eventually it was brought up that I could go ahead and make a character. The bio points were even told to the Mun in question. There was nothing said about it. 

Months go by, our characters don’t even interact. I eventually drop Aspen because the admins tell me about point A. 

In recent months I no longer plot with or talk to @hauntedhunting. 

I don’t tag all of my trigger warnings and have inappropriate plots.

This one, I can almost understand. ALMOST. A few months ago I had a plot where Kinsley got shot, apparently I didn’t trigger warn the threads, which I did, see here. (X) The tag it literally /tagged/tw+blood. If that’s not tagging it, I don’t know what is. This was also a thread that happened months ago. Months and months and months have gone by since this thread happened. 

I also was accused of not tagging “drug use” which was pot, which in some states in America, where I live, is not considered a criminal offense, DC is one of those places. I live in DC. I don’t see other people getting kicked out for having their character smoke pot, in fact, it’s even turned into a crucial point in the roleplay, its a thing that some characters are built off of. Yet, I get kicked out for not tagging it, even though its legal where I live. 

Apparently, I also “sexualized” Kinsley. I don’t know how that happened, but apparently it did.

So, I would also like to point out that some of the characters that were unfollowed along with me, without any warning, were people that I frequently plotted with. Coincidence? I think not.

So, if any of you tagged below would like my personal information, feel free to message me, I’m going to be keeping all of my characters and moving them to a different roleplay. 

I love you lot, but apparently these Admin’s have had it out for me since the beginning, since I’ve spoken to them before and fixed my actions months ago for accusing me of “forcing characters into plots.” I’ve adored the threads and players I’ve met here, and I hope to keep in touch with you.

Hello all, I've decided to take a break from blogging for now and into the foreseeable future, although I'm not sure for how long. Explanation under the cut: