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10. How do you spend your free time?

on this gOD DAMN WEBSIT ok well granted i let this website eat up a lot of my time lately & almost certainly have an addiction BUT

i love making music (obvs) and writing lame poems and watching cartoons and TV shows!! my blog prolly makes it pretty clear what cartoons i'm obsessed with. but as far as live action shows go rn i 110% recommend Orphan Black, my friend saintjanet recommended it to me and though i'm only about half way into season 1 yet it is the best thing

WOC main character representation! Explicit MOGAI main character representation! A femme lead who is complex and resourceful and flawed and ruthless and gorgeous and owns her sexuality! A lead actor who plays a dozen actual different roles so well you forget she's just one person! Ahh! AHHH!

*ahem* it's uh... it's good

36. Ideal height?

I try to focus on how much I’ve grown as a person instead and how much more room I have to grow in the future

feralbun answered your post: how do you forgive yourself for a past...

I just get really stoked that whatever I ended up doing to realize how shitty it was seemed to work lol. It happens to us all, really

the best thing that i’ve found is to erase that behavior as much as possible in your own life and call it out when you see it in others

i think it’s actually a nationwide thing, when i donated blood they asked me if i had ever had sexual contact with another man. i know it has to do with the aids scare, but they screen all the blood donated anyways ://

7. what was your life like last year?

a very mixed bag of:

bad (having to move out of grandma’s house due to family drama),

good (moving into a nice apt with sis and dad, not having to see my dad very much),

REALLY GOOD (falling in love for the first time), 

bad again (moving in w now-step-mom, sis getting kicked out, being isolated, relationship strain and ending*),

and fucking terrible. (mental and physical health decline, total monetary destitution, emotional abuse by step-mom and complacency by dad)

7. What happened tonight?

My professor for storytelling workshop told us that she learned last week she has cancer. She didn’t specify what kind—only that it is bad, and very rare. She’s going to learn either tomorrow or Thursday how far it’s progressed.

I never had this professor before, but she is a truly inspiring human being. This was the first time she’s ever designed and taught this course. I just really hope it’s not the last. :(

24. What do you want right this second?

Cuddles and something sweet to eat ffffff

63. First concert?

1. Your romantic interestsyeah that is vague.... like romantic orientation? or ideal romance partner? shoot idk. cute femme person w/ a creative mind and a passion to learn the things!

10. Your day dreams

dag, i'm like always daydreaming constantly... like seriously i noticed only recently that like my mental state 60+% percent of the time could probably be categorized as daydreaming, basically i get lost in my thoughts and that often entails going "elsewhere" in my mind or imagining stuff..... even when i need to pay attention to something/someone which is difficult (esp driving alone, like YIKES)

uhhh but most frequently it's songs in my head either that i love or that i came up with (occasionally both but that makes me feel so vain! :O)

or kissin on cute people... GHHGHGHH

14. Your hopes

a) be healthy b) learn things c) make friends d) find love e) do good f) make music! (visualize like a pyramid where (a) is the base and it builds up that is my ideal)

48. Your role model/inspiration

Neil Cicierega, JT Bruce and Andrew Huang for doing ALL THE THINGS, and Andrew esp. for doing them SO FAST AND OFTEN DANG

my fave communication professor for transforming me and having such a passion for human beings!!

lots of tumblr mutuals who directly or (usually) indirectly taught me things about the world and about myself :>