#pixmia

oh fuck. oh shit. oh fu

Dear Inigo: your lovely little face is what sent me spiraling into this little corner of self-love. And I almost didn't love you. Frightening. Nope, I was stuck on your outward appearance of a flirt no better than Virion. (Sorry, Virion fans.) But when I actually supported you with me- er, Robin- I found some depth, and that's when I fell.

God. You and your lovely face. And when you grew in fates, I had found one of the few things I liked about that game. Your character, and your charm... I wouldn't be here without you. 💋 💋 💋

A man for flowers, and a man for my heart.

Dear Sumia: what is with me and ignoring people who are perfect for me? Granted, I was high on a ch*ob*n kick, and I wasn't having none of that "one who is heavily implied to be with chrom" shit.

You are a perfectly wonderful woman, and I shouldn't have judged you for that. You're a reader, have self confidence issues that I definitely feel for, and a wonderful smile. You don't let your interests shame you. Also, uhh. You're really pretty,,,,

Dear Mozu: I saw you, used you, and went "yeah when I use m!corrin for completion sake I'm marrying you." You think that's a sign that I maybe might like you more than a pal? You're strong, friend to those you meet, and damn are you hardworking!

Freckles help. You're also super duper cute! Plus, you kick ASS in battle. Same with my other fire emblem f/o's, really. You also are the only fates-exclusive f/o I have, haha.

Dear Hana Mizuno:  OH MY GOD? YOU WONDERFUL GIRL LET ME HUG YOU. I did not expect a dating sim... About dating fictional high school versions of youtubers where you are the protagonist... To bring me Joy and Love and also some pals.

Also, you. You and your "short" (5'2) self and you character had me entranced since the beginning. We probably relate a bit too much to each other, and I don't want my stuff on you to be about that. You're cute. Your personality is wonderful, and dammit, I WILL PLAY VIDEO GAMES WITH YOU ALL DAY.

I will give you cuddles. You deserve them.

Dear Rudy: I want to watch through log horizon some more. I really need to get to that. You remind me of thst most of all- I don't know you that well? But you're cool, charming, and hilarious.

Sorcerers are cool as well. You and your mannerisms are cool and I could totally imagine dating you. Sorry I don't talk about you more.

Dear Leah: I was playing stardew for the first time and was reading up on the bachelorettes. I read your description, and instantly went "I fucking love you."

YOU SPEAK TO MY CREATIVE SPIRIT. We relate on a lot of things. I love your orange hair, too. You're very cute! So is everyone on this list. Man, you're so cool... We could cuddle by a fireplace and imagine...

Dear Natsuki: you cute motherfucker. I liked you before I even played doki doki- when I only had a glimpse of who you were, due to ALMOST EVERYONE PLAYING FOR THE YURI ROUTE.

I don't hate Yuri. Just. Uh. After a while, I got tired.

Then I played the actual game, and I will kick protag-kun's ass for you. You, who deserves someone who will really understand. You, who needs a friend to lean on. You, who I definitely love more than a friend should. Oops.

: o!!! thank you, mana! I’m not sure what brought this on, but i’m so glad to have a pal like you, who loves her one and only so much, its like they were meant to be!

Pix never was really able to hold onto her memories.

But now that she was here, she was able to reach back and grab those moments in the air, like her problems went away...

... As if. She still forgot shit, and holding onto her memories was a gamble, just like always.

But looking upon Sumia, and her smile... that was something Pix would never forget seeing. That was something Pix would hold onto. Pix wanted to hold onto more about her, and the more she held on, the more she was concerned.

Why was she holding onto so many memories when her memory was so shitty? she forgot who cooked breakfast the other day, forgot when it was her turn to wash dishes, forgot her orders- but she remembered Sumia’s hair, glistening with water, from last month. It was maddening.

Nowi clung onto her arm, and with glittering eyes, said, “You might have a crush on her!”

Pix’s mind held those memories in front of her face.

When Sumia entered the room, Pix was huddled up in the bed, clutching what appeared to be her purse to her chest. She looked down at it, mumbling something under her breath.

“Pix?” Sumia said, and Pix shot her eyes up to the door, then looked away. “Pix, what’s wrong?”

“...Nothing. Nothing should be wrong.” Pix said, gripping the purse tighter. “And yet...”

Sumia approached the bed, and sat on it. Pix looked up to Sumia, grip loosening on the purse. “Do you want to talk about it?”

Pix shook her head, instead rolling over to place her purse beside her, then turning back over. Her face seemed to be red, but that might’ve just been just how she had been cuddled up in the blankets. “... Lay next to me.”

“Pardon?” Sumia said, eyes widening, and she actually felt a little warmth to her cheeks. “But i’m-”

“I want to... c-cuddle with you.” Pix sounded like she had been deliberating over those words. “Please...?”

Sumia had to, at those eyes. She rotated her body, and slid herself under the blankets. Pix squirmed a little bit, adjusting the blanket around herself, as well. 

The two lay there, staring at each other, before Pix grabbed Sumia’s hand. Sumia flushed, face seemingly turning red, before Pix started to rub her fingers.

“... This is comforting.” Pix said, “For reasons you wouldn’t know of.” She pressed Sumia’s knuckles to her forehead, and smiled. “...cold... I am really warm right now.”

“So am I,” Sumia giggled, lifting her other hand to her own forehead. “Must be the warmth of the blanket!”

Oh, she was so incredibly lost.

Pix had no natural sense of direction, and the only thing she knew to look out for was ‘town lights’, so naturally, when going into the forest, she got lost. Her fire magic provided a light, but when night fell, she would have to snuff it to make sure their enemies didn’t find them.

She wanted Sumia, but Sumia was up in the sky, providing air support.

God, she missed Sumia chatting with her while they were walking. Pix looked up to the sky, hoping for a glimpse of the girl she loved to chat with. No sign of any pegasus. Pix huffed, and continued to walk. She would end up in the next town and just ask for the shepherds. That totally wouldn’t get her killed.

She hated being in these parts of the woods, where everyone hated people with Ylisse. She hated being lost. She hated not having that smile to guide her out of this dark forest.

Warning for blood real quick here!

“Quiet Me”: write a drabble about one character trying to calm another down

Pix was slightly freaking out. Only slightly. Yeah, that’s what she was saying to herself, after tearing the blankets off of her bed and pacing around, pacing around, mumbling to herself. Trying to comfort herself.

The prompt list!