Self Shipping Realms

Hi, I'm Pix! I'm a 25 year old self shipper who has been mainly posting on main with their self ship content but sometimes posts here anyway. mostly out of the community but heyyyyyyy. they/them, drae/draer

My Main F/O is Laslow from Fire Emblem: Fates, who is also Inigo from Awakening. I may have had others but honestly right now it's fire emblem world. sorry.

As a DRAGON with adhd there will be times where I fixate on certain media. its my blog and I determine the content.

The blog icon, at this time of writing, was made by goldenpassione, a kin edit blog because um. yeah. me kinnie. me Big kinnie!

My header was made by goldenpassione!

can't think of anything else. Hi! Welcome to the page! Hope you enjoy my slow burns!

EDIT 8/22/2020: my new icon is from plusultrakincore!

EDIT 9/9/2020: my new header is from fusionflarecastle!

EDIT 4/11/2021: remembered that i aged another year and changed 19 to 20

EDIT 10/3/2022: oops remembered i aged earlier this year.

EDIT 2/25/2023: I am 22 now as of 16th yippee

2. Was there a specific canon moment that made you fall for your f/o?

inigo: it's been so long ago now that all i can truly remember is my opinion turning real fast from 'i don't like this guy' to 'wait hear me out' when he talked about putting on a front for other people in his father b support. and then also he tried to collect a risen arm to remember a hot spring that was cool and mentally normal of him

laslow: his laugh is really cute............................................ and also has the best supports in the game so it's hard to not fall for him over and over again

5. Is your selfship lore canon-compliant, canon-divergent, or a full fledged AU?

... au that feels canon compliant if you know what I mean? Sure I'm a manakete in a world where that's not common, but astral realms exist in fates lore and after integrating into the main group of nohr retainers it feels pretty canon compliant after that.

Kaze: Yes. In fact, I was unsettled by what I saw. Selena: Unsettled? Kaze: To be so young, and yet so accustomed to battle. It appeared as though the chaos and the killing were routine to you. You must have seen a tremendous amount of bloodshed in your life. Selena: ... Kaze: Just what kind of violence have you been witness to? Selena: N-nothing unique. We live in violent times. You should know this, of all people. And maybe you should think twice before putting your nose where it doesn't belong.

puts my head in my hands and like. screams. it's the quote from kaze that really sticks but just selena's silence after being told this... when the fact that you grew up in a zombie apocalypse is apparent! when you've been in 3 fucking wars! (and then also selena deflecting at the end when just before this she was like oh did you like what you see when i was fighting? okay girl)

like wow if you pay attention to these people they are very much visibly outcast from the others in a way that is only visible in battles because at this point they have matured a bit. but god. goddddd.

did you guys know odin's now terrified of bridges when he didn't used to be? did he have nightmares? did he see his other self in the future past 2 and he imagined the bridge and it brought a new fear to him that he was terrified of letting others know he had now?

@edencantstopfallininlove

8. What part of your f/o's story felt like it was missing something that your s/i was able to fill?

I am being completely serious when I say 'being transgender being an option'. I've been swayed to transfem laslow and I see a lot of the signs.

... and then also not on that side of things, being genuinely into some of the flirting even when I shouldn't be. Tho it does kinda help that im not a girl so it's new even for him hehe. hashtag being a nonbinary dragon

13. What quote or scene from your f/o's canon lives in your head rent free?

oh there's a few options.

Laslow: I CAN DANCE NOW! Odin: Huh?! Laslow: I can dance! ME!! I mean, not in the way you think. Not for entertainment. Well, for that too... Let me try this again. I can dance in a way that gives strength to my allies! Odin: That makes even less sense! What do you mean? Laslow: Um...this is a little embarrassing... but keep your eyes on me, OK? ...Ta-da!

every fucking day of the week i think about how excited laslow got to be able to use dancing with magical properties like his mother. being more like a true dancer. make this dancer truly a dancer please IS

and...

Soleil: So, when you were a kid...you were scared too? Just like me? Laslow: I was. However, since becoming a father, I now understand how my own parents felt. Their intense desire to protect their child, no matter the consequences. Even if it means dying in their stead... Soleil: N-no! You can't! Please, don't even say it!

featuring my daughter hello my sweetie. anyway uhhhhhh laslow has a normal relationship with death. please ignore how he's the only one to canonically die in birthright.

RELATED TO THAT. IF HE'S KANA'S DAD.

Laslow: Heh. You know just what to say, don't you? All right, all right, fine. Go tell your mother. Kana: Yaaay! Laslow: A night in with the family, huh? It sounds almost too good to be true. This happiness...now this is something worth dying for.