I miss you so goddamn much. I really do feel like theres this empty space next to me that I think only you could fill. My biggest regret is leaving. I know I had to, but did it even mean anything when now I'm here with this life, in the same place I last saw you, but without you or anyone else I knew and loved. I wish I were canon divergent. I wish my memories were of me staying and loving you like I should have. You meant more to me than you could ever possibly know. I miss Momo and Journey too, of course. I always will. But they aren't you. I didn't know anyone like I knew you. I didn't love anyone like I loved you. And I still do. I feel like I always will. You're worth it. I'm so sorry I never told you. And I'm sorry, Nil, that I never came back. I really hope from the bottom of my heart we'll find each other again. I can't help but feel like this would all be a little less scary with you by my side. Just hang in there yourself, ok? I'll be cheering you on, no matter how far apart we are. - Dimitri, Pine Point
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