#piduai

5.5. sugimoto - i know this is “cheating,” but he and asirpa together were what drew me to the series to begin with. he’s a solid dude who loves animals and children, and he’s soooo painfully earnest at all times. there’s also something to be said of a someone who’s essentially anti-war yet insists on solving all of their problems with the most extreme violence you’ve ever seen (good for him.)

5. asirpa - she's just a super likable kid? asirpa is responsible for like 90% of the info dumping in golden kamuy, which was a huge part of the manga’s appeal for me early on. same thing with her facial expressions. i also think she’s written with a sense of gravitas that most child characters (and especially teenage girls) just don’t have. she genuinely feels like she’s going to grow up to be an important person. and her dynamic with sugimoto is >>>> 

4. koito - koito's character arc is satisfying in the same way that it's satisfying to find out something you thought was gold plated is actually gold all the way through. he's introduced as a vapid, pretty boy, rich kid bully who's coasting off of his father's legacy. he doesn't really take his responsibilities seriously outside of his ability to please tsurumi at first, but reveals himself to have much more moral grit than is initially apparent. he's a lot like asirpa in that his character's all about deciding what kind of leader he wants to be. his time in karafuto mirrors asirpa's in that he's meeting this big, diverse group of people he'll eventually have to deal with in a leadership capacity.

the subsequent scene where koito pulls rank on tsukishima is one of the most moving scenes in the entire manga for me. i don't mean that romantically, because i'm not very ship-happy in general, but what it really reminds me of the "no chance, and no choice" scene from asoiaf: he's found himself in this situation where somebody needs to step up and do the right thing, but nobody is stepping up to do the right thing, so okay it has to be him. koito proves himself to be a much better person than anyone else he's working with when he does. i think that goodness is really, really difficult to write in an impactful and dynamic way and noda just nailed it there. 

his characterization has kind of petered out since then, but i find the whole sentiment of protecting tsurumi's men from tsurumi really moving, as well. i hope he manages to follow through on that somehow.

3. usami - first of all his character design is mesmerizing. second of all, i think he has the most objective perspective of any character. this page bothered me for a long time because i felt that manipulative, chess master tsurumi should be in usami's place, overlooking his soldiers. but now i think it indicates that usami sees both tsurumi and ogata for exactly who they are--he holds no illusions about what sort of person tsurumi is (literally the chernobyl elephant's foot if the elephant's foot were a guy in the japanese military), and he doesn't agonize over his own nature the way ogata does. he knows what's what and usually says as much. maybe he's comparable to king lear's fool? is that pretentious?? third of all, he jerked off on panel. what the fuck.

2. ogata - he’s SUCH a maniac. all of his cat idiosyncrasies are spot-on. he has a one-sided sibling rivalry with everyone he’s ever met. “why am i unloved?!” he asks himself while popping caps in people left and right (especially the ones who are nice to him) and being generally unpleasant. the thing that people who want ogata to GeT a ReDeMpTiOn ArC or whatever don't understand is the whole appeal of his character is in that he’s terrible person who has no interest in self-improvement, and that he’s excruciatingly easy to identify with in spite of that fact. he's aware that he’s a sicko and agonizes over it. i think that everybody on earth has at some point wondered why they are the way they are, and why they're not somebody better, wealthier, more loved, “chosen.” ogata keeps trying and failing to connect how fucked up he is to his ugly childhood (there’s very little more heartbreaking than the knowledge that your own parents don’t love you), or to prove that other people are Secretly Just Like Him. somehow, he’s both the funniest and saddest character in the whole manga. i hope he never achieves inner peace. i hope he dies wondering how it all went wrong. 

This is about the group of disgusting women who, for the longest time, for many years, have attacked tsukuyo, her fans, and are still attacking tsukuyo by saying she is not a “traditionally good woman”, she is “a whore from yoshiwara”, she is “not good for gintoki”, despite the fact that she’s a virgin who dedicated her life to protecting other women. Tsukuyo, who had NO intention to be in a relationship with gin, who let him live free, who is satisfied enough helping him from the sidelines -- you all are a sad excuse for a living organisms. 

I can’t even fathom it. That for days, weeks, months, YEARS, non-stop, u would do these things so shamelessly. 

Oddjobsqueen, you should congratulate yourself. You made it! First on this list. You became one of the foulest people in the gintama fandom, whose vicious words I have ever had the displeasure to lay my eyes upon. 

And this particular tweet, about how scantily clad Tsukky is, is what truly set off this post! Applaud yourself, Bill. You truly broke the button. 

To think that you, oddjobsqueen, in this era, would actually resort to slut-shaming. 

You are repulsive, heinous, and pathetic to the very core. Totally unsure why you are so proud of yourself for living every day as a grown woman in the 21st century, who carry this disgusting, abhorrent, female-hating, venomous mentality, towards both real and fictional females. ‬It’s almost the end of 2018 and there’s actually someone, who has the audacity to accuse tsukuyo of wearing make-up, shames her for wearing heels and lmao - dressing provocatively - WHAT? Do you even know what “scantily-clad” means???? Does Tsukuyo walk around in lingerie???  

1) Equalizing wearing heels with femininity is a load of embarrassing bullshit. Why are you summarily implying that girls who do NOT wear heels are unfeminine? Or the ones who do, are?? Why are you making assumptions on how they view their own femininity?? 

2) The only time tsukuyo wore make-up was when hinowa tricked her into serving an "important customer", which was gintoki. She did not know she was going to meet him. It was a set-up. Kagura and Shinpachi also set them up. It was like setting up a blind date. Anyway. Why did you shame her for this? What has this got to do with femininity? Why are you so threatened by the possibility of tsukuyo wearing makeup??? Again, I repeat - SHE USUALLY DOESNT WEAR IT. She forewent makeup when Seita told her that Gintoki visited. He called her “dull.” She right away told him off by hitting him where it hurts - his hair. She is a very admirable female character, and it doesn’t even matter if she decides to wear makeup. Attacking her, a woman’s femininity is a shit thing to do.

3) ‘Scantily-clad’ LMAO. She has never even wore anything close to what sacchan wore in gag scenes as a fake-dominatrix. 

You have, time and again, made countless, asinine posts attacking Tsukuyo in your quest to elevate your own ship. 

You can’t even keep her name out of your mouth any time of the day. Why is it that you can’t separate her from your own ship? Why are you so insecure you have to bring her up again and again, and yet you claim, “oh she is irrelevant”. If she is every bit as irrelevant, then DON’T mention her. 

I have never responded to your vile shit properly. They’re vile shit, they don’t deserve anything other than my snarkiest retorts beyond a few blocks of tumblr texts or in my tweets. You still aren’t worth my time by any means, but that post above is just about the most disgusting thing I have ever seen from a Gintae shipper and I’m only just going to say this once to you and your lot because you are all irrevocably shameless.  

The era in which tsukuyo lives in is where women are expected to help and and support their husbands. Things like "fighting for myself," "doing something for myself," "protecting MYSELF", "fighting for the interest of women alone", are non-existent. When she first found herself starting to fall for Gintoki, she told him - she said this - “I WANT TO CONTINUE TO BE YOUR EQUAL.” 

Women in that era are not equal to men. Women in this era are still not equal to men. The only way was for them to fight or accept their fate. 

Tsukuyo has learned in her journey, in these 500 chapters, that she actually didn’t have to throw away her identity as a woman, she didn’t have to deny herself from love, like what Jiraia tried to prevent her to do. 

She has learned to treasure herself. She has learned that it isn’t true that her gender is the “weaker gender” simply because she fell in love with a man. That she need not deny her own identity. The entire Love Incense Arc was saying exactly this. Falling in love is NOT a sign of weakness, as she told Hotaru -- but a sign of strength.

But YOU, you people. Oh you. Again and again you brought up her love and her femininity to attack her continuously???? 

She was sold into Yoshiwara to become a prostitute. She then tried to run away as a child, told Hinowa she refused to become a prostitute, refused to be like the women in Yoshiwara, and got beaten up for it by an older courtesan. Eventually, she learned to cast her deprecating views on the women in Yoshiwara aside. She decided to devote her life instead, to protect them, because she recognized that NO ONE would fight for these women, except Hinowa, by using the strength in her soul.

A character like this, you actually shit on her for grappling with her femininity?????  

NEVERMIND. Seriously honest to fcking Buddha, why the f- am I educating someone vile like you? 

Your entire tumblr blog, oddjobsqueen, your whole twitter, everything is filled with dedicated venom attacking Tsukuyo, her fans, and FANARTISTS (”AHH OT3!!!” YOU CRY). Fanartists who had done NOTHING but mind their own business. What did these innocent fans do to deserve your crass disrespect? 

I’m disgusted to my stomach that Otae has fans like you. And you had the audacity to be defiant about this incident by capping me telling you off for writing rude shit on a PERFECTLY NORMAL FAMILY FANART?? Seita calls Tsukuyo “OLDER SISTER”. He calls Hinowa “MOM”. But okay, OT3.

We told you to use Google, OJQ. The artist is a Gintsuki artist. They have NO OBLIGATION to you. Why did you stalk Gintsuki fans and fanartists, you dipshit? She has NEVER drawn, mentioned, even breathed anything about your ship. She doesn’t even tweet in ENGLISH! Don’t even pretend that you only search for “Gintae”. 

Don’t pretend to make a screenshot capping that you searched for “GINTAE”, you can’t fool me, seriously. You actually capped a tweet that I deliberately made for your benefit??? A tweet I made in RESPONSE to you rudely spewing shit on the Gintsuki artist’s art?????? AFTER YOU STALKED THEM?? AND LEFT RUDE COMMENTS ON THEIR WALL???? 

You’re not only vile, you’re utterfckingly stupid.

You stalk all of us Gintsuki fans and you left uncalled for, unwanted remarks on the fanartists’ arts and you harass the shit out of us by jumping into our twitter accounts, like your friend Hasaji. Have you no sense of decency, madam?????

IDK what the fck you are on about, madam. I never made a post analysing a ship I have ZERO interest in. I simply made a tumblr post  months ago talking about how some people - without even naming you guys -- couldn’t write a ship analysis without insulting other characters (Tsukuyo and all other characters) who have NO RELATION whatsoever to your ship. Is your fcking ship made up of 3 people or more???? Is your ship so weak that it had to trash other characters when you are writing your metas?? Good job, though - You came out and immediately referenced my calling out of your unwarranted attacks on Tsukuyo lmao. Because you are aware of your guilt, I guess. “Why treat the post as if it was attacking Tsukuyo?” 

LMAO. Because it was attacking her? You couldn’t even stop talking about her in your metas. I thought you were writing a Gintae meta. Why did you write all these Tsukuyo-sucks-everyone else-sucks-and-not-as-great-as-Otae metas? 

Gintoki himself said “every single one of you have coloured my soul.”  Everyone around him is important to him. And yet you dumb shits continue to trash tsukuyo and call her irrelevant, unimportant, insignificant, weak. You even fucking attacked NOBUME. N O B U M E. WHO THE FCK ATTACKS NOBUME???? Shitbags like you guys, that’s who. And having all the manure appear in tsukuyo’s tag. 

Hey, our girl did appear splendidly after this tweet of yours. And dear Buddha, she’s fucking GORGEOUS. 

This was back in June. You all were so salty that you couldn’t stop bashing her to this day. Get a grip. So many other caps. I wouldn’t be able to shoot you all with it in this single tumblr post. I really don’t have the time either. It’s okay! Go look at my twitter. You do that every day, already, since you are so obsessed with me. You are so childish you had to have to last word on someone else’s twitter, where you jumped onto a 2-yr old tweet you claimed showed up in SEARCH. LMAO. You have been on Twitter for over a year. And you are only now screaming about that 2-yr old tweet now, which you have taken out of context? You are really stupid if you think I can’t see through you.

Or better yet, go and reflect on your vile tumblr and twitters and see the shit you have typed up. 

“Only Tae is part of Yorozuya other than Kagura and Shinpachi!!!” You cried, belittling all the other characters. 

Like seriously, it’s fucking hilarious before, but it’s even more hilarious now. Apparently the whole cast of Gintama, as evidenced recently, IS yorozuya. 

This is what you do, Hasaji. Stalking people, and then retweeting every single person who call out on your bullshit. You do it to people who talk to me. You do it with the express intention to annoy and intimidate them into silence. Hurray for you and your immature, juvenile self. 

Lunosa whatever your name is and Iwazu or piduai or pigeon whatever, both of you are vicious women who only care about your horrid selves, your right to horrid opinions and your right to be horrid, and you refuse to be called out for it. 

This chain of tweets is funny though. They think it’s because Gintama was ending and Gintsuki is dead, so they came out to trash Gintsuki fans like this. Utterly hilarious. Vile. And then --- Gintama didn’t end. 

I have since attributed your attitude to a horrid upbringing. 

But. I can’t get over this. “Oriental fans” LMAO. This is your retort. This is an actual phrase actually came out from someone’s mouth. In 2018. Why are you mad I called you western fans? Are you NOT western? Are you NOT white people? Are you not??? FCKING? WHITE? WESTERN???? FANS?????

Oriental? Okay. I’m 100% east asian by descent. So what???? 

“Get the white DNA”

Man.

We ~orientals~ aren’t your genetic construction machine, you white bitch. For u people to actually use the word ~ORIENTAL~ in 2018. Holy crap. Which era are u from? 1828? 1928? Because it’s certainly not 2018. 

Why do you continue pretend to “love” tsukki? Why do you waste time making edits of a character you hate, a character you called a toilet brush, iwazu (piduai)? Why are you so angry whenever people say Tsukuyo and Hijikata share similarities? Why are you so defiant about this??? Why u so mad???? Why you hate her so much you can’t stand the thought of this harmless little observation??

If i were to pull out all the screencaps i have saved 7-8 years ago, my entire tumblr wouldnt be able to hold the posts. But it’s okay! Everyone already knows you. I don’t have to prove much of anything. 

Someone who hates Tsukuyo as much as you do, and bashed her every chance you got, actually wrote this with a sense of such irony. Can we believe there is Tsukuyo hate on the internet? Like. Someone, a living person, with internet access, thought Tsukuyo sux xoxo and took the time to post their (your) filthy opinion(s) again and again on the internet. And other people (all of us) had to look at it (over and over again) with their own seeing eyes. I mean. Tsukuyo. People legitly hating on Tsukuyo. The Angel, the cinnamon roll. Who hurt you?

Eh. You have always cared more about men. Why do you pretend? You don’t give a shit about girls. You know what you have written. Of course you do. They’re still on my twitter.

You claim to love women, claim to love girls, female characters, but each and every instance of your behaviour had proven otherwise. 

“The only reason they cast matako was to have a sexy babe”

Holy shit 

WHO WOULDN’T WANT A SEXY BABE? I want a sexy babe. 

And how the fck could Benizakura happen without Matako???? You can’t have a Benizakura arc without Matako. You can have a Benizakura arc without Bansai. We have enough testosterone on set. But Matako? What the fuck?!?!? “Kagura was fine.”

Just fine. No comments on Otae’s actress. Matako is because she’s hot. Pssh.

Yeah. You only want handsome dudes. You called hijikata’s actor uglier on screen. Your favourite Hijikata. Wasn’t lived-up to. Whatever.

No one gives a shit what you love. Really, no one does. In simpler terms, let me tell you this: TALK SHIT, GET HIT. Don’t scream bullies, because you aren’t a victim.

Why were you still reading this manga? Why? Just quit and stop bitching about characters people love. Everyone will be better off. 

You obviously hate sorachi, you don’t like that people praise him, so why are you still here?

I told you this before. But you keep saying to me, “this is the last time I’m going to talk to you, address you,” but you never stop. When is your “last time” going to come? 

Right now though, I’ve had enough writing about you. Sick of you to my bones. 

You’re disgusting.

My friends and I watched all these harassment in real time. The hate mails you sick people or gintamajustaway’s gang have sent to me. 

First emotional blackmailing anon mail. ↑ This is a fucking disgusting and absolutely heinous thing for you to do. It is revoltingly manipulative because you are intimidating people to give you the things you want, and right away, by having them submit to YOU, out of fear, obligation, sympathy or guilt. 

Sucks to be you, I don’t owe you any of these 4 things. 

I’m having flashbacks of an ex because of this. It infuriates me. 

it’s a fucking abhorrent thing to do because you are all about yourself. You want to talk shit about the character people love, you want to talk shit about Tsukuyo, but you can’t and won’t handle lashback.

Whatever did my tweets say to make you behave this way like a spoiled little child with such a disastrous extent of emotional problems? None of what I said can compare to what you shitbags have done to me and my friends, and the other people I know whom you chased out of fandom. 

Emotional blackmail #2, when i didn’t respond to your emotional blackmailing #1 above. ↑ 

“Your wonderful blog” just what? My wonderful blog? All I have ever done was to defend Tsukuyo. And you, vile, piece of shit, you dare to use such disgusting emotional blackmailing on me. 

“People who disagree on a fictional character” just doesn’t cut it, Jennifer. You can’t even disagree properly like a normal person. All you want is to insult the character, the fans repetitively and do not want to be confronted in return. I didn’t waste my time interacting with you. I blocked all your accounts.  LMAO but you still look me up every day. 

Emotional blackmailing #3. ↑  You’re a despicable person for trying to pull this on me, and if you were ill, I hope you, or your family, have gotten you off the internet and you have gone to get the appropriate help you needed. You need serious psychiatric help and this isn’t a mockery. You honestly need it. 

Nevermind.

When i ignored your hate mails, you decided you couldn’t chase me out. So what did you do? You sent them to my friends and mutuals. You sent this to us when we were having a Gintsuki Week, way back in February, pretending to be a Gintsuki fan.

“Talk shit about Gintsuki fans”

LMAO

Since when, though? 

I can count the ones I dislike on one hand. And I know exactly why I don’t like them. Why wouldn’t I talk shit about gintsuki fans who also hate on other characters?? Why wouldn’t I? You’re saying I should shut up about some gintsuki fans just because we share the same ship??? If you talked shit about someone’s favourite character then perhaps you should be man or woman enough to face the criticism or talk properly like a normal person? Of course I “badmouth” idiots like you. Of course I do. Stop making up lies what “badmouthing” is.

A nota bien for you people: disliking a character like a normal person and talking shit like a shitbag are two different things and they aren’t the same thing. You people though, are the latter.

I never threatened to kill anyone. I never said I wanted to break all their fingers. My tweets are still there. Properly dated. Go and read them again because that’s not what I said at all. And I never made fun of cosplayers unlike you guys. I didn’t say Hijikata’s actor, Yagira is short and ugly, like you did, Iwazu. I didn’t say tsukki cosplayers are ugly like you, Lunosa. You know about that cap someone took of you, right? Where they caught you saying you called a Tsukuyo cosplayer ugly. You guys keep saying it was me who capped you. It wasn’t me, dumbass. If it were me, I would post on my twitter. I wouldn’t delete something that incriminates you like that, as unpleasant as it is.

You couldn’t get people to isolate me. So you tried another tactic when my friends drew fanart for me. And WOW, you went and harassed them immediately after they posted their art for me in the gintama tag:

You’re not only heinous, you’re a tortellini idiot. They’re my friends for a reason. Fandom is not the only thing keeping us together. Sometimes they know my character better than you know your own ass. 

Harassing artists and demanding that they draw, or stop drawing according to your terms is inexcusable.

You sent more messages when my other friend drew me another fanart:

Telling someone they aren’t wanted just because they drew me fanart? Alright. Just so that I can leave, we can all leave, and you can bitch about characters you hate comfortably without any consequence? Alright.

I’m honestly grateful to the friends I’ve made. They’re totally awesome and amazing and they are so strong, that they really don’t take hits from random assholes like you who are so cowardly that you have to resort to all these low anon mail tactics. 

Let me tell you something, anon. In plain simple words. 

You use these characters, you talk shit about them to hurt REAL people’s feelings. 

You declare that you have the prerogative to dislike characters - and you do - absolutely - but what you failed spectacularly at understanding is that you did it in a deliberate fashion with the intention to offend. 

You chose to put yourself, and your own opinions above others - you prioritise yourselves - with no consideration for people’s feelings. And you do it again and again. Year after year. When people lash back, you fcking cower down and act like a victim. 

Bullying others and then calling them the bullies is bullying 101 - this my friend succinctly has told you before. You can substitute bullying with harassing/harassment. You’re totally cheap, anon.

You actually don’t want to live peacefully. You just want to talk shit peacefully. You are NOT a victim.

This rape-mocking accusation truly made my blood boil. I’ll get to it in a moment.

Sending anons to me failed. Sending anons to my friends failed. At the end of your wits, you all made a “call-out” post of me, capped random tweets (lmao just what) and said that I MOCKED YOUR RAPE, gintamajustaway. You’re just. Disgusting. I only found out about the post 11 days later, and only because I logged into another blog. And then, even that failed to get me out of fandom. All of you were so. DESPERATE. That you resort to lies. Well I’m still here. Because I refuse to be chased out by the same tactics you all used to chase all the previous fans out of fandom. If I met you in real life, I would totally fight you.  

These caps below were taken years ago and these were sent to me by people whom you yourself bullied to the point that they had to leave because of anxiety caused by you and your massive amounts of followers.

All of this detailed how you got into a massive argument with hasegawa-san, whom you bullied until she had to delete their tumblr account twice, and then locked it.

This whole thing. Was just mind-blowing. This was way back. Both people were polite to you. Both people were speaking strictly on this scene alone. They have never disrespected you. They never challenged your claim. They, and I would believe anyone decent, wouldn’t question such a traumatic experience. All they did, was point out that this scene did NOT happen. 

Years later, I also spoke up to defend Tsukuyo in this scene. Other people who dislike her have already used the “rapist” argument to justify their dislike, and it had bcome increasingly outrageous. 

It is a scene that did NOT happen. SHE DID NOT RAPE GINTOKI. There were so many other offensive things that have happened in Gintama. Sorachi used suicide as a joke to poke fun at Madao (which Madao never actually go through in the end), but people didn’t find issues with it.

Tsukuyo, however. You won’t stop bitching about her. You kept flooding her tag. I had to put up with scrolling pages and pages of your vitriol at one point and it just made me snap. A long time ago before the thing with hasegawa-san erupted, I was following you, until I saw through who you really are, and I blocked you. Don’t think I only blocked you because you hate on Tsukuyo, aero. 

I blocked you because you are an absolutely inauthentic person and I couldn’t stand reading the disingenuous things that come out from your posts each time you claim you like her. Conveniently for you, by defending Tsukuyo it means I, and by extension ANYONE - am and is a rape apologist, and that I / we mock your rape??? WHAT THE HELL?

That’s grossly unfair and I’m just going to say it - disgustingly manipulative.

When I first spoke up about this scene to defend Tsukuyo, I never referenced you. I didn’t think about you. Until you started making post after post after post and referring to ME and wouldn’t shut up about it. Until people started noticing your posts. You then keep editing your answers, and you conveniently keep having anons who bring this matter up to you.

You really make me so angry.

I’m not the only one who could see you dislike her. It doesn’t matter though. Seriously. You can dislike her, but your problem is, you wouldn’t admit it, unlike Iwazu and Lunosa and even Oddjobsqueen up there. Iwazu has now taken the stance to passive-aggressively dislike her by making edits of her, acting out as if she likes her. It’s wild. OJQ also has made her dislike pretty clear. None of these are compliments, you bitches. I’m just saying.

But YOU, oh you, Aero. You would never outright admit to disliking her, even though you would go on and ON AND ON attacking her character relentlessly. It’s sick. And let me tell you, I don’t fall for your gaslighting shit. 

Just what the fck is this, gintamajustaway? No less than 4 people have sent me caps to this and I almost fell over with laughter each time. Why did you do this?

You are the liar, Aero. You can deny all you want. But you do know yourself deep down. It’s a fair point - some stranger on the internet may not know who you are at all. But let’s face it. We all have been on Tumblr for a long time. We all have an idea what a person is like from the posts they make. And from your massive wall of texts each time, I can pretty much grasp what kind of person you are. 

Please spare me from this, gintamajustaway. I blocked you a long time ago. I don’t want to see you if I can help it. But because you have so many followers, I have to unfollow people who follow you so I don’t see your crap on my dashboard. The fixation you speak of is YOUR imagination. The one you are really obsessed with is Tsukuyo. A character you do NOT like, but you can’t ever admit to it. So you deny it again and again. AT THE SAME TIME, you still attack her with gusto. Each time you end your vitriol with, “You don’t have to agree with me! But I don’t hate her at all, it’s just a very plain fact that she is weak, she is written to represent weak women, she is a terrible character and I cannot relate with her at all!”

Honest to Buddha. 

You know what also makes this so wild? You spin a fcking yarn on all your tragic tales each time someone confronts you. You falsely accused MULTIPLE people, including ME, of being rape apologists, for mocking your rape, just for defending Tsukuyo in a scene that DID NOT HAPPEN. You continue to do this, every single fcking time this scene is challenged, and you have been doing this non-stop since that big post involving hasegawa-san and the other blogger. You do it again when Tsukuyo shows up in the Love Incense Arc. 

I repeat. You accuse others of something as serious as mocking your rape - and then accused me - when we haven’t - and I haven’t - we all haven’t - done it even once. 

I was truly confused as fuck at first. 

Eventually several people (who have known about you behaviour for years) suggested to me that it was because you took issue with me (and other fans) for defending tsukuyo in the scandal arc scene that did NOT happen. 

That is when I got angry. Really angry. And the more you post, and using some fake self-righteous attitude to get at this situation, the angrier I got. 

You equalize this scene - a scene that Zenzou and the rest already clarified DID NOT happen - you likened it to something as gravely serious as an actual RAPE?? 

And yet u have never, EVER! dished out a single criticism against GINTOKI, who “raped” 5 people.

You focused all your hatred into calling Tsukuyo a rapist, but you discharged Gintoki from ANY blame and accountability. You have NOT insulted him even once, NOT ONCE. 

You actually continue to fangirl over Gintoki, the actual “rapist” whom his friends have labelled him as. You continue to post shit like, “*fans myself, gintoki’s hair flipping is so hot*” But you continue to tear Tsukuyo apart and pick on every single thing she does. 

Before I really knew you, Aero, that is before I really knew the venom you have spewed over the years, I expected that you would be more aware of what life for Tsukuyo was, as a woman who had gone through so much. You claim you like her - but you always fall back on attacking her, and always write with baseless facts, and lie about how she is hated by MOST Japanese fans. You always end up shredding into her love for Gintoki, as if no woman should be allowed to love. Because! You claim you can’t relate!! You make no sense whatsoever.

You, as a female survivor of sexual assault and abuse committed by a MAN, I’m just bewildered that you actually continue to justify that your feelings are caused by the things a FEMALE CHARACTER HAS NOT DONE???

Of course. You continue to insist that you don’t hate her. You don’t! You are just traumatised. Fair enough. But then you posted this. 

Alright.

I just don’t understand. That instead of finding faults with Gintoki, A MAN, who “raped” 5 people, your first target was Tsukuyo, a WOMAN. She was a woman, who was portrayed as Gintoki’s VICTIM. 

??????

You started out by saying you hated it, because there was NO CONSENT. You keep repeating this. NO CONSENT NO CONSENT. Alright. 

You were a child when it happened. 

A CHILD IS 100% INCAPABLE OF CONSENT. THE ISSUE OF CONSENT DOES NOT APPLY EXACTLY BECAUSE OF THIS.

To whip out the issue of CONSENT in this scene between TWO DRUNK ADULTS, and attacking ONLY THE FEMALE, is fcking ridiculous and makes NO FUCKING SENSE.

The issue of consent lies strictly where Gintoki raped the other 4 people who were sober and he was drunk. NOT TSUKUYO.

But ok. Tsukuyo still makes you feel uncomfortable. 

“I would feel equally the same if other characters had done it”

Gintoki did it. Sacchan did it for all of the series. 

But hey, let’s trash Tsukuyo.

The rest of your spiel is just full of desperate and disastrous babble to explain yourself, whiles still painting Tsukuyo as the villain. “Tsukuyo did it so I’m uncomfortable.” Now you have changed your story from what you told Hasegawa-san and the other blogger. Now you say you don’t have any bad feelings towards ANY characters.

You still talk shit about Tsukuyo using this scene, though. But what about Gintoki?????

Honest to Buddha. You are so emotionally manipulative it enrages me.

Before, you said Tsukuyo didn’t obtain consent, then you said it was because of her drunkenness. And it traumatised you.

Gintoki was fcking drunk as a mother cow. I don’t know why you’re so willful on insisting that Tsukuyo is the aggressor. 

“I don’t dislike Sorachi for writing the scene” 

LMAO 

No, you should totally dislike Sorachi for writing the scene. He made you feel uncomfortable. He made you attack Tsukuyo instead of Gintoki. THE MAN WHO “RAPED”. 

But okay, you still maintain that it was Tsukuyo’s SCENE that makes you uncomfortable. 

Doesn’t matter Zenzou has said that Gintoki came out with a “smile” on his face after raping women. He’s a man, but of course Tsukuyo, the woman, the one Gintoki really “raped”, is the one who made you feel uncomfortable. That’s fair! Totally! 

Lmao. 

Okay.

You don’t connect very well with characters who spend a lot of time pining for someone? Fair enough. 

So do you connect with Sacchan? Sacchan, who constantly made clear her intention to sexually assault Gintoki? Who made her pining for his body, his dick, transparently clear? 

Why the hell are Sacchan’s actions throughout the entire story okay, but everything Tsukuyo does is wrong?

I just don’t get this.

I sure as hell have never seen you attacking Sacchan the way you attack Tsukuyo. Are you sure you understood the meaning of “pining for someone” ????  Did Tsukuyo regress into physical or mental decline after falling in love with Gin??? SHE DID NOT. 

She chose Hinowa again and again, and despite Hinowa telling her it’s ok to choose Gin, she WOULD NOT. Until 620. And then you fcking threw a fit over it?????

I have blocked you, but many people still see you. You make a long post whenever Tsukuyo goes to help him. When she doesn’t help him, you call her weak and irrelevant.  When she helps him, she’s weak again for “abandoning” Hinowa. 

Tsukuyo can’t win, unless, she stops loving Gintoki!!! That’s according to you.

“PINING?” She doesn’t spend her days pining for him. She lives her own life and is still dedicated to helping women. SO WHAT THE FCK? Why do you continue to justify your stupid hatred with so much bullshit? 

If there’s one thing you are really bad at, aero, is that you wouldn’t shut up. The more you babble on and on (and I go through lengths to avoid the shit you say about Tsukuyo on an almost daily basis), the more inconsistent shit you spill forth and the more ridiculous you sound. 

When someone drew an art of her, you reblogged it only to say, “I love the background!” 

Wow, let’s dismiss Tsukuyo, the character in the forefront of art altogether, Aero. Why did you reblog it? To show that you actually ~don’t~ hate Tsukuyo? You’re unbelievable. You go so far to protect your own image. You want people to like you so much. For what reason, exactly? What’s wrong with you? The harder you try, the more put off I am.

You think I’m going to believe your shit that you actually LIKE HER?

I’m especially, especially furious with your accusing me of rape mockery. You accuse not only me, you accuse ANYONE who challenges your opinion on that scene. 

In stark reality - a vast majority, if not all - women who are traumatised by rape, take many years - some decades - before they reveal what happened to them. Even then, they remain especially mentally and emotionally vulnerable, because there is always, ALWAYS someone who will NOT believe them. They have spoken up because they have a need to condemn their aggressors, the perpetrators, and warn other people about their attackers. I assume by default that you know this.

And yet you used something as serious as your rape experience TO ARGUE ABOUT A SCENE THAT DID NOT HAPPEN????? TO CONDEMN A WOMAN? WHO ZENZOU SAID WAS “RAPED” BY A MAN? GINTOKI????? AND YOU CALL HER THE RAPIST? WHEN PEOPLE LIKE ME DISAGREE, YOU ACCUSED ME OF MOCKING *YOUR* RAPE?! JUST WHAT THE FCK? 

You make me sick, aero. You actually used your own experience to shut people up, not knowing anything about the people you debate with in the first place. I’m really angry at the way you’ve been using it for sympathy and guilting people when they call u out on your bullshit.

Definitely, it is your right to do so. Surely, you did it to Hasegawa-san and the other blogger, and me, so people would back off and let you have the final word. That Tsukuyo is a rapist, because you, Gintamajustaway, said so. Because you are a rape survivor. Other people don’t matter.

You aren’t alone in being a rape survivor. You aren’t. You didn’t know that the two women who were talking with you weren’t. You didn’t know that I wasn’t. You have no right going around assuming that YOU ARE THE ONLY one who have a say in this matter, that your experience is above everyone else’s, that what you think of the scene is absolute. 

You aren’t alone in dealing with traumatic pasts. You aren’t alone in having a hard life. All of us are facing hard problems in real life. The words that come out from your posts that sound sweet, cloying, sometimes looking to seek validation, sometimes looking to seek sympathy, sound so desperate. They’re all about you. You always highlight yourself, and punctuate every sentence with colours of you. Your praises for other people, and your enthusiasm for their works are perfunctory, cold, hollow, fake. 

I’m telling you straight up. I honestly think your theatrics are bizarre. 

That’s not all though. 

You, by proxy, through a disgusting anon, called the person who debated with you civilly above, hasegawa-san, a whore. You allowed this repulsive anon to mock her while stroking your ego, and collectively made fun of her. 

You said you are not here to pass judgment, yet you went ON AND ON AND ON about someone’s fcking personal life in your tags, mocking her, ridiculing her. You actually allowed this fcking disgusting ask to be published. What’s your right in calling someone a whore? You’re just absolutely fcking disgusting. Your pretense on being a “cool, kind, sweet blogger” is lost on me. 

“Toxic people are worthless” this is what you said about her in the tags above.

Hasegawa-san is not a toxic person. You are. 

You are really something. I don’t think I could believe a single thing you say. If you said grass is green, I would probably doubt it.

The people you chased out of fandom, informed me that you were in your mid-20s. A few have told me that you claimed being 19 and your ilk mobbed them for being older than you. I don’t know how you went from mid-20s to 19 yrs old, you are probably Hydra or something. But ridiculing people’s age. LMAO. I’m not surprised you did it. It must be really hard for you to hide your real self, your real behaviour. Sometimes the ugly side just slips out. And I would watch with utter fascination how you tried to control yourself and returned to sweet Aero. “ASDALDKLASSJDOASHOSH THANK YOU!!! YOU ARE SO SWEET!”

Bizzare.

19 years old, so bambi, so innocent, so helpless. I’m not buying your bullshit. Anyone who has been on tumblr for this long knows you. Anyone. You have been here since 2011 and in that year itself you have been tagging things like #bondage, #nsfw, #yaoi, and reblogging pictures of wanking dicks on your personal blog since you were 11-12 years old. Lol. What the fuck?  

Nevermind that. I guess you really do have a lot of money, as an 11/12-year old, to be already hosting gintama giveaways and required that whoever wanted to participate in your giveaways MUST BE following you. I guess you really already have such a great acumen for amassing followers and how to do it by 12 years old! 

Also, it’s amazing that you have been writing fanfiction, at 12-yrs old. Many of us started writing at 11 or 12, as well. But honestly, people’s writing skills grow from when they were 11-12 years old. How they write at 12 would not be how they write at 19, especially if they have been writing so much, day after day after day. Their writing style also changes with time as they grow older. But throughout these years, from the time you were on here, 2011- 2017, your style is pretty consistent. Didn’t you say you write 10k words a day or something? And you never ever have writing block. 

Doesn’t matter. I’ve been waiting for TIME or NEWSWEEK to pick up on such a prodigy author like you. Why haven’t they? You have movies based on your books coming out, you said. You are writing for 3 publishing houses, you said! All the while maintaining amazing grades at school. Just what the fuck. What kind of movies are coming out with an anonymous author and why haven’t the news talked about this? Why are you hiding yourself? Every published author is out there, advertising themselves and their books on social media. It’s standard practice. You, for some reason, claim it’s because you’re under contract? What kind of fcking publishing house would insist you keep yourself anonymous? A mafia-run business?

I didn’t have money at 12-years old for myself to spend. I certainly didnt have much money to buy fcking expensive merchandise from japan at 12-years old to be given away on blogs so people would follow me. Forget 12 years old, I was also poor as fck at 18 years old. When I was 18 years old and my laptop died, I still had to have my dad pay to fix it. 

Why do you still have “donate a coffee” button on your tumblr page if you are such a successful author? Why would you still need it? Why do you keep elaborating all your “successes” and accomplishments on Tumblr? Just... lol. Why?? You’re like, screaming for the people you hope will flock to you. All these instances of humble-bragging. It’s as if you desperately want to show others that you AREN’T a failure. It’s as if you are so deathly afraid of being called a loser. A failure. Each time someone shows me your shit, it’s about you talking about how you’re seldom on Tumblr anymore. Just what. LMAO. You’re still so fcking active though??? You sent a bloody message to my friend the very moment her own post was made! And you talked about how your career has taken off. Okay. Career taken off and browsing Tumblr incessantly, immediately pouncing on her post the moment it was made.

Whatever.

You and your disgusting followers and sycophants, bullied another friend, an actual friend, off tumblr, all of you attacked her in private anon messages. You or your disgusting cronies are still stalking her today, stalking her fanfiction accounts, leaving her disgusting messages on her fanfictions, causing her grief, insurmountable anxiety, and she shouldn’t even be feeling this way when she has already withdrawn from fandom years ago and has not returned. You still have the audacity to act like victims???????

Holy shit I am so angry, you are just. You make me retch. All of you women are just so vile, I don’t even want to call you women - you’re a disgrace and an utter stain on the gender itself. 

You are vile, vicious, disgusting, repulsive, lying, manipulative, heinous women who have chased plenty of people who do not worship you out of fandom. Who dared to raise their voice against you. You and your disgusting cliques caused them to close their blogs and delete their twitters. They were messed up by the harassment and they didn’t want to interact with the fandom ever again. Those stunts really worked. That’s why you tried to do it to me.

Sucks for you, I don’t take this shit kindly. 

I don’t know which one of you are more vile. Gintaes and ginhijis, you totally win the asshole award of all time.

You’re all disgusting people, who do disgusting shit and falsely accuse people of things because you can’t be called out for your shit-talking. You won’t admit to your mistakes. You keep going on and on in a roundabout way to justify yourselves, you attack people and call us bullies for calling you out on your assholery, and you tried every means possible to intimidate us, have people isolate us, shun us, and effectively chase us out. You’re pathetic, obsessive fucks and it took me this long to write a long post because I didn’t have time and stomach to digest the vile things you have all done all these while. 

LATS/Hasegawa didn’t get her ass burnt, Iwazu. You all ganged up on her with your massive follower count and mobbed her LMAO. She was one person. 

Not the first time you all did this.

So obsessed with hating Tsukuyo, the fictional girl whom you girls can’t stop talking about day in day out despite not being your favourite. Tsukuyo, whom you can’t allow to have fans. Any indication of her popularity must be challenged. You go as far as to make up lies and exaggerate her unpopularity, even though through the years I have posted multiple statistics that proved otherwise. Market research is a very real thing. Don’t act like an embarrassing ignoramus about it. You all go to such lengths to insult her character, a character that many people love, and you talk about her every single day. People take comfort in their favourite characters when they go through rough times in life. You are so ill-educated, that you absolutely must make your dislike known, and others must accept your voice. You get mad when others do the same to you. It’s all about you, you, YOU.

I mean hey, as long as ginhij and gintaes have a common enemy that is Tsukuyo/Gintsuki fans, amirite? 

I still have much of your shitty caps sent to me by people. I’m not going to post them up here. I’m sick, had enough looking through the caps again and I’m done. You yourself know what you have written. 

You can continue to stay here. Continue to act out that stupid farce, make up excuses, more lies, try to explain yourselves away, all of you, go on with your great pretension, and continue to victimize yourselves. And then, you can return to the cycle of elevating your own self-esteem by talking about your “accomplishments”, gintamajustaway, so people could admire you, and you feel your worth validated as a person. 

You keep babbling about yourself, and for so many years, too. I’m sure a great many people have seen your crap. Continue to edit your answers to same-face anons, protect your image. Go, you.

At the end of the day, I’m still angry that you threw out such a disgusting accusation at people, at me, and then make it seem as if it was just a ~fictional character~ we are mad about, and that we are the ones who are wrong. That level of gaslighting is phenomenal. Look where you have taken this, Aero, with your continuous defiance and false accusations, your inane theatrics. I would have felt sorry for you and your mental health if I weren’t so furious.

thx bio chan~

001 | taesachi

when I started shipping it if I did:

two years ago?? i saw a short drabble from a former following and it hooked me up instantly

my thoughts:

bitc they’re everywhere in canon and have a solid rship despite being not the focus which is unfortunate bc neither of them had a central arc but we’ve all been blind for years, they’re fucking and in love and only me and bio chan are enlightened ones

What makes me happy about them:

they’re rivals who bicker a lot like a married couple, harmless rivals to lovers is my jam, they will fight each other to death and will fight scum together like *winks* they teamed up to end some certain blondie in popularity poll arc

What makes me sad about them:

it’s the most underrated ship out there, so overlooked, ppl wouldn’t even spare it a glance bc again unfortunately neither of them had a central arc about their own character not their rship to some rando

things done in fanfic that annoys me:

there’s like 2 entries in ao3

things I look for in fanfic:

not much, i want sorachi himself to provide that content, also more 3z taesachi pls

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:

nooope, they’re a solid otp for me

My happily ever after for them:

they move in together with tae quitting her cabaret work by opening her dojo and sacchan continues to work undercover and goes home late and they fuck

who is the big spoon/little spoon:

sacchan/tae

what is their favorite non-sexual activity:

they cook together and make the humanity’s ultimate weapon

001 | kagunobu

when i started shipping it if i did: 

three years ago??? when i met aurora for sure

my thoughts:

blue/red combo, power couple, rivals to friends to lovers, shy lesbabes, strong sunshine/cool assassin, purest, also best aesthetic with older kagura, nobume is the ruthless cold swordswoman but mentally screaming and blushing when kagura compliments her??!?!?! good sshit

what makes me happy about them:

earth is a star of freedom!!!! i rlly love that nobume’s own arc was resolved with the help of kagura with them relating being bound by their origin and learning to gain freedom for oneself, it’s very sweet!! kagura calls nobume “nobutasu” in canon and im deceased

what makes me sad about them:

again an overlooked ship, and also there’s a discourse that uwu kagura is only 14 meanwhile nobume is 18 (it’s not even confirmed pals she’s like 16-17 at best) so it’s uwu uwu pedophilic and even if she’s at that age we both know she wouldn’t make a move on kagura until she’s in appropriate age bc neither of them are men

things done in fanfic that annoys me:

if there’s no improvement for over a year, there’s prob only 3 of them existing

things i look for in fanfic:

3z kagunobu.... transfer student nobume wearing a black sailor uniform with long skirts and nailed bat hell yeah

who i’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:

maybe soyo for either of them, although i dont really care about kagusoyo nor soyonobu

my happily ever after for them:

space date and kagura showing nobume her home planet, they kill okita togetherm and they get a cat while shinpachi is occasionally their chaperone

who is the big spoon/little spoon:

they switch but mostly kagura/nobume... kagura kisses nobume’s nape tattoo... holy shit

what is their favorite non-sexual activity:

sharing donuts and sukonbu in the park after a long sparring

002 | riza hawkeye

how i feel about this character:

one of my childhood favorites~ not into her as much as before but i still love her <3

all the people i ship romantically with this character:

no one but bio chan can get me into oririza anytime if she tries

my non-romantic otp for this character:

id love more friendship w winry, simple people is a beautiful short ep

my unpopular opinion about this character:

roy.ai sucks and neither of them has romantic feelings for each other

one thing i wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

maybe give her a moment and scene where she doesn’t mention roy, that’d be awesome

my otp: -

my cross over ship: -

a headcanon fact:

Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

 that my hobby and you know it

Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?*

as for saiyuki the pauses.. pls stop making her do illustrations, we want the manga, as for gintama it is stretching to long… make it end already

Most disliked arc? Why?

(bitch) it is a tie between yoshiwara in flame and kintoki arc. the first one imo is too long and i hate how sorachi handled hinowa in the end, first she forgive her abuser and then she is lol women here can only be prostitutes… ehm fuck yourself sorachi. Kintoki arc imo was a good idea, but sorachi fucked it up trasforming it into an harem parody

EDIT: What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?

and even used a rape experience to win a fcking argument, which demonizes an innocent female character who has done NOTHING - I REPEAT NOTHING - and instead it was the MALE CHARACTER who supposedly attacked her in HIS DRUNKEN STATE --

BUT OKAY BLAME THE FEMALE CHARACTER AND ATTACK HER FANS AND THEN LIE ABOUT THEM MOCKING RAPE VICTIMS

and now you’re trying to act like you’ve always liked the female character, right?

You bitches really should be put on a rocket and launched off into space

‪I asked her -- she is ONE person -- how she was raised, without knowing where she came from. I asked, because she was being an ill-bred, rude little fck who didn’t seem to have any manners whatsoever by acting entitled, trying to have the last word on someone else’s twitter, arguing about a tweet that was 2-years old - which, btw said “*sees gintae* -NO” IN THE FCKING GINTSU TAG. (those gintae posts are still there if people scroll far back enough)

‪I have also asked the same thing of you stupid, uncultured, vulgar white bitches about your upbringing, I have also questioned whether you were raised in a gutter. I would still repeat the question of how were you raised because of your behaviour and perpetual mental constipation.‬ SO I AM RACIST TOWARDS YOU WHITE BITCHES TOO, I SUPPOSE?? TO PEOPLE WHO USE THE WORD “ORIENTAL” ON US?

All of u are batshit insane, aero, iwazu (piduai). You clearly don't like tsukuyo or gintsuki and your words all these years made it clear. No matter how u try to spin it, people still have all the receipts of u bashing her. I'm not the only one. You really think i'm the only one going against u just because i'm the one who posts all these?

This screncap was sent to me in June 2018. Did I even make a comment back then? Don't remember and don't think I did. So much nasty and heinous shit and I have so little time to comment on every one of them.

Now I have time though. What kind of sick person would make edits of a character they don't like? Actually expending time to make edits of her, aero reblogging her, trying hard to prove something. Trying hard to gather notes. You can have all the tumblr notes in the world, all of you. Pathetic.

Lol Lunosa. 'Somehow her stans hate each other' 🧐

DAMN… THE BIG QUESTION, hm hm I think taesachi took the first spot of otp in gntm long ago