#physically a mess

I know he probably understands, but I've just had my Christmas break from work, which was really needed. I felt so burnt out by work that the break was so appreciated. That being said, I did nothing over that time apart from playing games and recharge. I neglected any time with Apollo. I just couldn't bring myself to do anything for him, and I feel awful for it because he is so important to me. I felt myself today missing him a lot. I know on Sunday I will do something for him even if it is small. I feel so guilty for how I have treated him recently...