#phdposting

i really wish someone would have adequately expressed to me how lonely it is to do a PhD before i started. like damn it really is just me, my cup of coffee and my laptop against the world huh

wagh guess who has a phd interview next week

seeing my supervisor's cursor pop up in my overleaf doc & hearing the first two notes in the Jaws theme

im so annoyed that when i was in undergrad i used to be able to regularly operate on little to no sleep for entire semesters but now if i dont get enough sleep for even one or two nights i feel like im half dead & can hardly function. how tf am i supposed to finish a phd in these conditions

my thesis defense is today & i've never been so scared in my life. i'd be more relaxed if i was being hunted for sport

i submitted my initial thesis last week and it's my birthday i'm gonna watch Twin Peaks for the first time weeeeeee

20 hours awake 2000 words written 700mg caffeine headphones blasting metal scraping sounds