#phagophobia

That certain person that just fills you up with delicious meat Joy and laughter, that friend or partner that makes every dinner day special in their own way.

The one that you can sink your teeth into trust with anything.

It’s my 37th birthday today,had a eventful morning ended up ringing 111 about my mum as her legs where shaking and she was dazed,she’s had phagophobia (fear of swallowing) for 3 weeks now,she thought she was dehydrated,we had an ambulance out,but they says she’s not and hospital wouldn’t benefit her phobia.She’s stopped shaking now thankfully.

the only thing she’s eating is yogurt and ice cream and well only drink water out of a bottle or one those cups babys have which is worrying.

The doctor gave her pills but they made her worse she felt like she was having a nervous breakdown on them.she has burst into tears 3 days running.

she went to hypno therapy monday which helped and that day made her eat better but the next day she was back to hardly eating again.she rang the doctor again yesterday all they did was give her a phonenumber for a talking therapy and samaritans.🙄

Mum has a doctors note for 2 weeks she can’t work in her current state as she has hardly any energy from not eating properly.

My dad was supposed to go back to work yesterday so i thought i’d be dealing with my mum on my own but he’s decided to stay home and is going ahead with early retirement (he’s been thinking of retiring for a while anyway).