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Cheesecake: Favorite song? at the moment is Helena Beat by Foster The People

Dang these are actually really hard omg OKK LET’S GO

3. Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for: haaaAAHHh oh my god. Ok weeell. I’ve known this person since elementary school but we only got really close last/this year and I don’t feel that romantic-y about him anymore but for a loong time there it was really intense just on a “you’re really really important to me” kind of level? And although not really romantic anymore, the “importance” feeling is still there cause he’s one of my best friends and he honestly makes me a better person. I can definitely say I’d be really different if I’d never met him and I’m so so so fucking glad I did. Long story short he’s a really wonderful human being. 

8. Talk about the thing you are most proud of: uM. UH. I DUNNO OMG THIS IS REALLY HARD. Probably ... like ... I dunno I think I’m just really proud of how much I’ve grown up as a person over the past couple of years? Like I was talking to someone about this today and I think that although I’m not necessarily in the best most perfect place with myself right now, I’m proud of the fact that I’ve been able to overcome some of the really big basic things that were stopping me from dealing with anything else in my life. Like.... without getting into detail or anything I guess I’m just proud of the fact that although I haven’t actually gotten to the “solving my problems” part, I’ve been able to face a lot of things that I wouldn’t even let myself think about or consider before, and go “ok this is something I need to deal with”. Idk

12. Talk about the worst dream you've ever had: Well, I actually have only ever had one singular nightmare in my life that I can remember - like I have the average amount of nightmares I think but it’s always the same nightmare whenever I do??? Which in and of itself is kind of fucked up. Like you’d think maybe my brain would have some variety. Cause sometimes I’ll have dreams about things that are scary or upsetting, but I don’t actually feel afraid in them I’m just kind of like “k.” So I don’t classify those as nightmares. idk. But yeah my recurring nightmare is really hard to describe cos it’s a kind of lucid fever-dream type thing where I feel like I have some impossible task to complete but I don’t know what that thing is or how to do it, I just know that I have to do it, and while that’s going through my head I physically feel like my whole body is super heavy and weird and I can feel myself lying in bed but it feels like my bed is made of wood or brick or something hard it’s sOOO weird, and the whole time I’m scared out of my fucking mind I don’t even know how to explain it aeughhhugh it’s making me feel weird just thinking about it

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name: rita

time: 12:40


average hours of sleep per night: 5-6 hours


last thing i googled: jai courtney cause he looks hot in insurgent


nickname: no nicknames


birthday: january 3rd


gender: female


height: 1,72 m


favorite color: blue


one place that makes me happy: my bed


favourite film: nopety noope nope


what i’m wearing right now: pjs


last book you read: the well of ascension by brandon sanderson


most used phrase: i don’t know


first word that comes to mind: chocolate


favourite beverage: chocolate milk


favourite food: italian all the way


last film i saw in theatres: insurgent


dream vacation: australia


dream wedding: idk

dream pet: already have my dream pet


dream job: working with animals for sure

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