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Timeskip 

 It has been three whole years since you fled from Neverland and started your new life within a small town called "Storybrooke". When you arrived, you were taken in by Snow White and Prince Charming and since then had become apart of their family. Along with Emilia, your daughter. They knew that you had escaped from Neverland, but you decided to keep the fact that Pan is Emilia's father a secret. 

One that you swore never to reveal to anyone. 

 Henry had also become special to you, he was like the brother you never had. He reminded you of a lost boy, which helped you feel at home within Storybrooke. You did everything together, whether it was fighting off evil or helping you take care of Emilia, he was there for you and he meant the world to you. And that is why, when you had heard he had been kidnapped by Pan and remained a hostage in Neverland, you knew you had no choice but to go back the the place you had tried so hard to escape from. 

When you arrive back in Neverland, you can sense a change within the air. The island had become overpowered with dark magic. David stands in front of you, bringing your focus back to the main mission "Y/N you know this island better than any of us, where do you expect Pan is hiding Henry?" 

"Knowing Pan, Henry will be at the camp. It's his way of showing off his power, letting you know he doesn't have to hide, because as they say, Peter Pan always wins." You begin to delve into the forest, leading the way to Pans camp. After a while Emilia begins to cry, so you all take a break as David passes her back to you. 

 "Why did you have to bring her? I knew she'd slow us all down!" Regina begins to pace. Although what she said was hurtful, you understood her desperation to get Henry back. 

You walk away from the group with Emilia to let them discuss their plans and get some rest, without having to listen to her crying. "Shh, it's okay, mommas got you" you bounce her up and down until she finally settles and falls asleep. You begin to make your way back to the group, but automatically stop in your tracks at the sound of a familiar voice. 

 "Oh did I forget to introduce myself? I'm Peter, Peter Pan" You crouch down, remaining hidden behind the trees. You try to calm your breathing and your heart beat, scared that you would give away your position. You peer through the branches, wanting to catch a glimpse of Pans face. He looked so different compared to the last time you saw him. His eyes were even more piercing and cruel. There were dark circles cast around them, giving the impression that he hadn't slept in days. 

"You may want that, but I can't let you do that to the baby?!" Those words continue to play around in your mind. 

 "What baby?" You question her.

 "Oh, you didn't know? You're pregnant." 

Your hand automatically flies up to your stomach protectively "how can you be sure?" 

 "I've been watching over you." You are unable to believe her words, you are no longer so easily trusting thanks to Peters betrayal. She notices you are hesitant and continues to make you believe what she is saying is true "So tell me when was your last period? And Haven't you been sick these past few mornings?" The realisation of what she was saying makes you inhale a deep breathe and you finally accept the fact that you really could be pregnant. You stay in the cave for a few more days, having Tinkerbell fetch you food and water, determined to keep your baby alive. She has become a real friend and a trusted allie, with your best interests at heart- not at all like Wendy. You snarl at the thought of her. The one who has brought your family apart. "But of course it's not entirely her fault" you think to yourself "Pan went along with her. He is also to blame. And so am I. Clearly I wasn't enough" A tear escapes the corner of your eye and makes it way down your cheek. 

 "Forget about him Y/N" you are startled by Tinkerbells sudden presence. 

"I have." You lie to her and to yourself, deep down knowing you still love him.

A range of emotions pass through you, unable to determine how to feel you walk off in a dream like state back to the camp. You pack up your small collection of clothes and items into a bag, leaving your favourite shell necklace, which Peter had made for you on your pillow, letting him know that it was over and that he wouldn't be able to talk himself out of this. As you walk away from the camp you ignore the calls and shouts from the lost boys and run into the forest, not caring about which direction you are heading in. After what seemed like hours of running you clutch onto a tree branch and struggle to get air in your lungs. You sink to the ground and begin to puke, causing the tears that had been threatening in the corners of your eyes to fall, streaming down your face. You lean against the tree trunk for a while, allowing your emotions to take over. After the tears had stopped falling from your eyes, you stumble to your feet and continue to delve deeper into the forest, knowing Pan will soon come after you, as it is getting dark and Neverland is never safe to travel around alone in the dark. You make your way towards the sea front and search for the paddle boat hidden within the rocks. You use up your remaining strength to drag it into the water and set sail towards skull island. You wanted to get away from Pan, you needed to gather your thoughts and figure out what to do now he had betrayed you. You begin to tremble as you near the island. You are terrified of the place and Pan knows it, meaning it is the only place within or around the island in which you can hide from him. "He's probably enjoying this" you think to yourself "he loves his games" you snarl the words, surprising yourself at how malicious you can sound. 

 You have been hiding within the caves for two days now with no food or water, you are surely to die in here... all alone. Once again you wake up and are sick. After a while you are left retching, with nothing left in your stomach to throw up. You lay on the cold hard ground and wait for death to take you, not wanting to stay in Neverland (Pans island) any longer. You open your eyes, your head spinning from malnourishment and can just about make out the outline of a person, perched in the corner of the cave, watching you. When your eyes finally adjust, you see it is Tinkerbell, the fairy who lives alone in Neverland, who is always on the run from Pan and his lost boys. "What do you want?" You question "just leave me alone.”

She stands up and makes her way over to you "and what? Leave you to starve and die?!" 

 "That seems like the best option right now" you glare at her, hoping she would get the hint and leave you alone.