i loved that one shot!!! and now i would for it to have a small continuation with todoroki taking slight advantage of Izuku's accidental confession to bask in his kindness and company and them slowly acknowledging the realm meaning of what izuku said along with what shouto's response meant!!
i informally dub you as warm anon! apologies for such a late response; i thought about how to respond and i really just was going to go small and write snippets of izuku caring and shouto smiling but i think this is my first time ever writing tddk purely for romance without ulterior motives like character study so i think it got out of hand andâŚcharacterization .really got away from me
i hope you donât mind that i made this a prompt fill! this is written especially 4 you my friend so i hope it is satisfying to you on some level!
untitled, 2017âSorryâŚbut to make sure, Todoroki-kun,â Izuku says, ââŚlikes me, right?â
Todorokiâs mouth opens. And then closes. And then opens again, before he leans back further and crosses his arms over his chest and sighs heavily and says, âYes. I like you. Midoriya.â
tododeku, bnha, continuation to this!Â
Maybe Todoroki didnât think it was a confession, Izuku reasons the next day. After all, he has been conditioned to understand rejection in all aspects, and even if he never gave up on being a hero and it worked out, love is a different matter for someone who used to and still does lack in many areas. Like him.
So Todoroki probably was just advising Izuku to be careful about how lax he was with his words. He accepted that Izuku, strangely, wants to be kind to him. Thatâs all.
Except thatâs not allâgood god, now that heâs become aware that he likes Todoroki, this wasnât even a reality he was prepared to face, or that he knew even existed, and certainly not when a free day followed. Today is going to be great.
Play it cool is his only option. He can do that. Probably. Heâs never been cool a day in his life but he has played all sorts of things so thatâs fine. He will be kind to Todoroki like Todoroki deserves (a lot), maybe Todoroki will smile at him again like that, and then he will hole himself up in his room and curse himself for getting all worked up, by himself, with himself.
âTodoroki-kun, I thought about it,â Izuku reports faithfully when he passes Todoroki in the hallway, near the lounge area.
âAs long as you know,â Todoroki replies. Strangely, it is equal parts comforting and disheartening.
Izuku clears his throat. âOf course!â
Todoroki must see him floundering in his mind, awkwardly, because he offers, âYouâre overthinking it.â
âBeing kind. And what you said,â Todoroki replies. âJust act like you usually do.â
That confirms it once and for allâTodoroki really didnât see it as a confession. Izuku sighs.
âOkay,â he says. He shouldnt even be feeling this put-out; it wasnât even a proper confession after allâcompletely accidental and he basically rambled about kindness and something about peace and he didnât even sayâŚthe L-word.
ââlunch?â Todoroki says to him.
Something about lunch. Before Todoroki heads to the hospital probably. He wants to have lunch. Izuku mentally claps himself on the back for his deduction.
âY-Yes,â Izuku stumbles and when Todoroki looks at him knowingly, knowing he got lost in his thoughts again, he flushes and looks away but not before he sees that smile again.
Maybe it wonât be so hard after all.
Actually itâs really hard.
It must be him or that Todoroki sits closer to him at lunch. And Todoroki sits closer to him during their free time, out back behind the dorms on the grass. Todoroki sits closer to him (on his bed, on his bed)when theyâre consulting each other briefly on Japanese history. Todoroki leans into his space more. Todoroki helps him pet a cat (suspiciously resembling the previous stray) by guiding his hand with warm, capable fingers, their arms pressed together limb to limb in one long contact point. No one even says anything when they pair up for sparring. No one looks like theyâre surprised. Izuku must be imagining things.
And Izuku will probably implode, explode, or both. He was the one who essentially gallantly boasted he would be the kind one here and now Todorokiâs the one pampering him and now Izuku is completely at a loss because wow, one-sided like is kind of painful especially with the recipient doing his own version of doting. But itâs also pretty nice.
He isnât sure how Todoroki thought he was kind in the first place, really.
Sure, he speaks formally, and he bows really low, and his voice can go pretty quiet. But sometimes he forgets to make his bed, and whenever Kacchan really makes him angry he could probably say a few things, and he runs Recovery Girl thin on patience, and heâs disobeyed Eraserhead multiple times, and All Might coughs up a lot of blood around him, and he always makes his mom worry andâwell, Todorokiâs told him a few times too, how reckless he is. Todorokiâs face kind of changed this one time, recently, after he broke one of his fingers again.
A week after the not-confession:
âIâm not really living up to your expectations, I think,â Izuku mentions, off-handed, laughing nonchalantly. Inwardly, heâs seriously marveling at his personal failures. âI think Iâm not as kind as you think I am after all.â What makes a person kind, even?
Todoroki looks up from his English homework and over at him. There are literally three inches separating them on the loungeâs couch. Izuku can feel the warmth radiating from him. Izuku can also feel the heat from the burning unrequited passion of youth. Good thing heâs all set for the coming winter.
âItâs not about being overtly kind,â Todoroki replies. âYouâre always quite considerate.â He pauses. âAnd I didnât particularly have any expectations.â
âThose things you told me to expect last week,â Todoroki continues, âI assumed they were for granted. Since itâs your disposition.â
ThatâsâŚdifferent but probably not better.
âYou arenât disappointed,â Izuku clarifies.
âNo,â Todoroki answers. âThis is comfortable.â And then, hesitantly, âAre you?â
Disappointed in himself? Or comfortable right now? To the former, sometimes, but Izuku gets the feeling itâs not really about himselfââAm I what?â
âDisappointed,â Todoroki says. âRight now.â
Well, if he could actually gather himself to confess for real, heâd probably have a better time. But right now, just being here with Todoroki is fine too. Todoroki is around him so often now that his heart canât take it, but he will. Take it, that is. Whatever he can get. And Todoroki reclines against the couch; all of the hard lines have softened in his form, and he breathes so calmly that the air shifts peacefully. So, âNo. I could never be disappointed,â Izuku answers, heartfelt.
ââŚOkay,â Todoroki says.
âI apologize,â Todoroki suddenly says.
Izuku blinks. and then momentarily panics because did he accidentally let something on? It was going so well? Todoroki did say this was comfortable but maybe Izuku has just made it uncomfortable and okay, heâs pretty good at that but heâs also good at apologizing too soâ
âI alsoâapologize,â Izuku says quickly, but Todoroki holds up a hand.
âIt has been a week,â Todoroki says, like heâs admitting something. âBut on my end, I am new to this, so the protocol forâŚthis sort of thing is not familiar to me. I was assuming you would take initiative like you did before.â
Izuku is so hilariously lost that his textbook slides off his lap and hits the hardwood with a resolute clunk.
âTakeâŚinitiative,â he repeats slowly.
âYouâre new to this as well,â Todoroki notes.
Certainly, since he has no idea whatâs going on.
Whatâs happening, Izuku thinks. âTodoroki-kun, whatâs happening?â he repeats out loud.
âIâm embarrassing you again,â Todoroki sighs.
âNo, Iâm justâŚlost,â Izuku says. âI donât really understand.â And the way Todoroki is frowning is painful; itâs a different kind of frown that is even more vulnerable, a frown specific to Izuku this time, he put that there, so he definitely has to fix it now. âIâŚthink that you donât have to be so troubled, Todoroki-kun.â
When the frown deepens, Izukuâs distance to panic mode decrements.
He mutters, âIâm reallyâŚbad at this.â
Todoroki grimaces. âIâm worse.â
âYouâre not!â Izuku protests, immediately, and surprise flickers across Todorokiâs face. âTodoroki-kun, donât look so troubled, really.â
He reaches out instinctively. Todoroki just said âIâm worseâ and if being kind was Izukuâs intention then heâs completely screwed up, and being as lost as he is currently is probably even more upsetting, so he clasps Todorokiâs shoulder, and he says, up close, confident, but also bullshitting, âI think being comfortable is more important. Whether it was last week or two weeks ago, you shouldâŚfind your footing first.â Whatever it is. Izuku can also back offâ âI can alsoââ
âMidoriya,â a soft sigh interrupts. âThere you go again. Being kind.â
Wow, was Todoroki this close before? His right eye is grey like a maelstrom on the sea. And his left eye is startlingly blue like the sky and Izuku could probably count the flecks of light like clouds in them. And the lines of his scar have a story that only Izuku knows, and Todoroki isnât angling that side of him away, andâ
âTh-This isnât even beingââ Izuku splutters, but doesnât finish.
Because Todoroki leans forward. and. kisses. him.
His brain does not short-circuit. In fact, it goes into overdrive. The brain controls blood flow, right? Well, thanks to his medulla, his face has enough blood to rival a blood bank. Todoroki is kissing him. Todorokiâs mouth is also very soft. And it is not half cold and half hot like he expected. It is warm. A very good temperature. And their noses are brushing and also as expected, Todorokiâs nose is not only shaped nicely up close and far away, but the feel of it against his own is also very nice. And Izuku should start kissing back around now. So he does. He presses forward experimentally because wow, maybe he misread this past week after all. So it was a confession that Todoroki accepted. SoâŚtheyâre an item? So that means Todoroki really was sitting closer to him all those times and intentionally partnering up with him for sparring more often? But no one was surprised? That is an outlier and wow, okay, this change in angle is also an outlier, Todoroki said he was new to this but he just expertly deepened the kiss so what is really the truthâ?
âMidoriya,â Todoroki says, ending the kiss, catching his breath, wiping his mouth. A mouth housing a tongue that was previously in Izukuâs own mouth, Izuku belatedly realizes.
Lewdly, a string of saliva breaks between them. His first kiss was not closed-mouth and chaste with his first love like he expected. (It was actually with his first All Might figurine anyway.)
âYes,â Izuku answers breathlessly.
âYou wereâŚâ Todoroki furrows his browâand then he laughs. âYou mumble.â
His laugh is like music. Maybe it could play at Izukuâs funeral.
âSorryâŚbut to make sure, Todoroki-kun,â Izuku says, ââŚlikes me, right?â
Todorokiâs mouth opens. And then closes. And then opens again, before he leans back further and crosses his arms over his chest and sighs heavily and says, âYes. I like you. Midoriya.â
Hero analysis for the future. Izuku needs to work on that. Seriously.
âI like you too,â Izuku returns quickly, and Todoroki shifts in pose, almost like heâs embarrassed, even if his face doesnât show it.
âA lot,â Izuku adds, and Todoroki grimaces. Or thatâs a smile. Izuku will treasure it either way.
âGlad that weâre on the same page then,â Todoroki finally says, even though Izuku only finally flipped to it ten seconds ago.
âMe too,â Izuku says. Todoroki probably doesnât understand just how glad he is. He almost lived his entire life thinking his first successful love was actually unrequited.
ââŚDinner then?â Izuku asks.
Todoroki smiles again. âOkay.â
This one is for Izuku only.
âUsually, most of them are,â Todoroki says.
Oh, he said that out loud.