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I’ve been a bit sick so I’ve just been messing around…kpdh au…

1) Having the Foxes walk-in on and/or over-hear Andrew/Neil having sex. Andrew canonically locked himself in a washroom to masturbate away from Neil who he LIKES and WANTS to be with, he isn't going to risk being overheard/exposed to anyone else, and if he was, I don't think it'd be a humorous situation like portrayed in fic/meta I think it'd be a huge setback in Andrew's recovery and potentially damage any kind of repertoire he could have with the other Foxes. 2) Making everyone attracted to Neil/constantly commenting on Neil's attractiveness (specifically his ass, for some reason?). From Matt to Allison [another sidenote to what is possibly my actual most controversial aftg opinion: I don't understand making Allison and Neil besties and that dynamic in fic/meta is usually super OOC like Riko/Kevin obsession am willing to expand this thought if requested) to Random OC #12. Neil is the hottest man on the planet. Listen - I get the tendency in fic to make the main characters Extremely Beautiful, and yes Marisa flirted with Neil in the novels, but frankly… I don't think Neil would be comfortable with all his friends talking about how much they want to Fuck Him. He was canonically uncomfortable being flirted with by Nicky (who eventually stops and I think it's regressive to make him suddenly start aggressively flirting again post-novel) and I think with Andrew's protectiveness, he would not be keen on suddenly everyone being sexually suggestive to Neil (especially if he thinks they're treating Neil as "suddenly available" b/c of his relationship with Andrew). Also, canonically, these characters do not speak of Neil in such a manner, and I don't think are canonically attracted to Neil… not everyone in your fic needs to be Attracted to Neil for Neil to be attractive What I didn't really agree with about that other person's take is: writing Andrew to be sexually attracted to Neil as over-sexualizing Neil (that is literally just canon and not what I would qualify as over-sexualizing the relationship unless it's like… writing Andrew/Neil sex scenes that totally disregard their respective traumas: handcuffs, having them say "please", Andrew immediately okay with penetration, etc.,) but Andrew just thinking Neil is sexy… l mean he's allowed. Andrew thinking Neil is sexy is not sexualizing Neil (Neil is not real, and I think most people writing about Andrew being attracted to Neil it is from the perspective of Fictional Boyfriend to their Fictional Boyfriend and is not reflective of a real person's thoughts towards Neil, who is not real. This isn't like when people watch a T.V. show and then start sexually harassing the actors) and that to combat Andrew sexualizing Neil writers should also add internal dialogue about Andrew being attracted to other men (please read my other ridiculously long metas about why I think this is ridiculous, but also no, writing Andrew as being exclusively into Neil is not Problematic or Sexualizing Neil that's just called being in a relationship) or to have the narration mention other character's sexual attributes, such as Allison's breasts (if you are writing 1st person or limited 3rd person-perspective from a gay male character, this is just going to come across as… strange). End.

IF I EVER LOSE ENOUGH WONDER AT THE WORLD THAT I STOP LOOKING OUT THE AIRPLANE WINDOW, IT’S TIME TO PUT ME DOWN.