#peedesperation

Like, I say two words, and his body just obeys. No warning, no hesitation.

Just soaking whatever he’s wearing. It started as a joke during a scene. Whenever I let him pee, I’d whisper “go drip” while stroking his hair, praising him like a good boy. Didn’t even think much of it. Just something soft. A little degrading.

Except it worked.

Last time I used it, he broke. Full-body shaking, begging, crying while he pissed down his thighs and said thank you.

And the best part?

The first time they ask to go after we start drinking, I'm hesitant. "Are you sure you need to go? You've already gone so much today, why don't you give it 5 minutes or so while you finish your drink." They finish their drink, and ask again if they can go.

"hmmm, okay, but are you sure you need to go? Because this is gonna be the last time you're allowed to use the toilet tonight." If they decide to hold it a little longer, I'll give the same warning each time they ask to go until they decide on their own they want to use the toilet. They're still consuming the same amount of fluids, and they know the sooner they use their last bathroom break, the longer it will be before they can go again. After that, they're not allowed bathroom privileges until the clock strikes midnight.

Eventually they use that last bathroom break, and we turn on another movie to cuddle and pass the time. For a while, they're fine, but in what seems like no time they're shifting in my arms as they're laying in my lap. I start caressing their torso and hips.

"what's wrong, baby? Do you need to go already?"

They tense and whimper with embarrassment as I slide my palm gently over their bladder.

"poor thing, you'll just have to hold it til midnight. Surely you can do that for me, right? You've been so good all day, only going with my permission, and it's not long now, only a few more hours."

They gulp and nod. We continue watching the movie as they get increasingly desperate. I comment on their desperation with overly-saccharine concern and encouragement.

"oh honey, I know you're full, just keep holding it, okay? You can wait to go to the toilet if I say so, you've done so well today."

"do you want me to hold your crotch so that it's easier to keep it in? Oh darling, you're blushing, don't worry, I know it's getting bad, here, let me help you"

"oh no honey, are you starting to leak? You've still got a little while to go, do you need to let some out in your pants to make it feel better? It's okay, it's not an accident if it doesn't make a big mess, a little spurt won't ruin your clothes, we'll do laundry tomorrow, okay?"

"that's it, now keep holding it, I know you can make it to the toilet, you're so good for me"

"I know you still need to go, but just- what do you mean you can't hold it? Don't think like that, you're almost allowed to use the toilet! You can wait just a little longer"

"oh baby, you're leaking again, let me get a better grip on you. No, no, I believe in you, keep holding, you can do it"

"you can hold it sweetheart, just - oh, dear, you're spurting through my fingers, are you going to wet yourself? You're sure you can't make it? Okay, it's okay, just hold it for me while I find you something to go in."

Make them edge every day for a week (or longer), so they're a desperate, needy mess by play day.

Then lock the bathroom before they wake up on play day. Keep that bladder nice and full on play day. Keep plying them with drinks, so it keeps getting fuller, until the evening when they're bursting and begging.

Once they start begging to pee, have them lay naked on the bed, and spend an hour or two teasing and edging them, until both of their needs are at their peak.

That's when you give them their choice.. piss, or cum. Only one.

But here's the part that doesn't get talked about enough:

Consequences of their decision.

Ok, so you chose to piss. Probably a good idea since you look like you're about to wet yourself any second. But you're going to spend the next 24 hours being teased and edged, with only enough breaks to eat, sleep, and piss in between. You might get to cum tomorrow night. Or you might have to just wait until we play again next weekend...

OR

Ok, so you chose to cum. I can see why, you're so needy you can't even form a coherent sentence. But I hope you didn't think you were going to get to cum and then just hold it for an hour or two until you wet yourself and let that be the end of it. No. From now until bedtime tomorrow night, you're holding. If I decide it looks like you really can't hold it anymore, I'll let you piss for 5 seconds. Just enough to keep the dam from breaking. Then you'll cut it off, pull your pants back up, and we're going back out. Yes, we're going to be in public. Did you think I would just let you stay home so you can have as many "accidents" as you want?

If you *DO* have an accident, I'm just going to have you drink enough to fill right back up. So don't even think about it.

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Hooray! I finished the bingo board!! It's below:

I am taking suggestions for the free space and I'll put them up to a vote!!

Rules:

Regular Bingo rules apply. If I get 5 in a row, I will reward myself. (I'll decide that as I go).

I will only attempt one square at a time.

I am not requiring myself to complete this on a strict timeline. I'd like to get blackout bingo by the end of 2025. (Some of these are definitely going to more difficult for me to accomplish. I'm excited either way.)

The point is to complete the challenge in the square. If I fail, I have the chance to retry it or ask for a punishment. (If you have punishment suggestions, lmk).

another random thought: idk why but anytime i have to pee and ik i must ask for permission i wait until the very last minute sometimes 😭 like i already be leaking and on the verge of pissing myself getting snappy with my bf and bouncing and jumping around begging… sometimes to the point where any permission i would have gotten gets provoked all because my pants be visibly wet by the time im sputtering out the words “can i i p peee e please” 🩲💦😂