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The first time they ask to go after we start drinking, I'm hesitant. "Are you sure you need to go? You've already gone so much today, why don't you give it 5 minutes or so while you finish your drink." They finish their drink, and ask again if they can go.

"hmmm, okay, but are you sure you need to go? Because this is gonna be the last time you're allowed to use the toilet tonight." If they decide to hold it a little longer, I'll give the same warning each time they ask to go until they decide on their own they want to use the toilet. They're still consuming the same amount of fluids, and they know the sooner they use their last bathroom break, the longer it will be before they can go again. After that, they're not allowed bathroom privileges until the clock strikes midnight.

Eventually they use that last bathroom break, and we turn on another movie to cuddle and pass the time. For a while, they're fine, but in what seems like no time they're shifting in my arms as they're laying in my lap. I start caressing their torso and hips.

"what's wrong, baby? Do you need to go already?"

They tense and whimper with embarrassment as I slide my palm gently over their bladder.

"poor thing, you'll just have to hold it til midnight. Surely you can do that for me, right? You've been so good all day, only going with my permission, and it's not long now, only a few more hours."

They gulp and nod. We continue watching the movie as they get increasingly desperate. I comment on their desperation with overly-saccharine concern and encouragement.

"oh honey, I know you're full, just keep holding it, okay? You can wait to go to the toilet if I say so, you've done so well today."

"do you want me to hold your crotch so that it's easier to keep it in? Oh darling, you're blushing, don't worry, I know it's getting bad, here, let me help you"

"oh no honey, are you starting to leak? You've still got a little while to go, do you need to let some out in your pants to make it feel better? It's okay, it's not an accident if it doesn't make a big mess, a little spurt won't ruin your clothes, we'll do laundry tomorrow, okay?"

"that's it, now keep holding it, I know you can make it to the toilet, you're so good for me"

"I know you still need to go, but just- what do you mean you can't hold it? Don't think like that, you're almost allowed to use the toilet! You can wait just a little longer"

"oh baby, you're leaking again, let me get a better grip on you. No, no, I believe in you, keep holding, you can do it"

"you can hold it sweetheart, just - oh, dear, you're spurting through my fingers, are you going to wet yourself? You're sure you can't make it? Okay, it's okay, just hold it for me while I find you something to go in."

Step one: Get yourself to about a 5/10, then open up a video game that is fairly open world. Keep drinking and playing until you're really wanting to pee.

Step two: Find a place in game that your character would be able to relieve themselves. The designation of this is up to you. My game of choice is Fallout, and I like to try to find the remains of a bathroom with a toilet, but you can really adapt this to a variety of open world games.

Step 3: open your first Roulette Wheel, which tells you if you get to use the bathroom on that trip or have to spin again later. This is mine, for reference

Step 3: If you land on "go to the bathroom", congrats! You get to piss! But wait, there's a second roulette wheel you must pass first, which tells you where and how much you get to go. Again, mine is below for reference

"oh, it looks like you're wetting yourself, huh? No, I don't think you can hold it, look at the mess you've already made"

I'd let him struggle for a bit before shoving him to his knees

What's that baby? You need to use the toilet? No you don't, we just left the bathroom not long ago, you can hold it.

2 hours is NOT that long ago, honey, I think you're exaggerating a bit. You can wait to go to the bathroom, you're not a child. Most people can hold it for 4 hours or more, your bladder would have to be really small to already be full.

Even with all you've been drinking, it's a time dependent thing, the fluids have to process through your body, and that takes time. There's no reason you should have to pee right now. Just hold it.

What do you mean you've already been holding it? No you haven't, holding it implies that it's been conscious and deliberate, and you just noticed you had to go. Of course you did, why wouldn't you ask to go the moment you noticed it? No, you must have not noticed the piss in your bladder until now, if that's even what you're feeling. You could just be anxious, you look tense, is everything okay?

Okay, okay, I understand you feel like you need to pee. I promise you don't, you can hold it. Even if you have already been holding it, I just told you most people can hold it for at least 4 hours. You're going to be fine. Would it make you feel better if we visited the bathroom in 2 hours or so?

You're being silly, baby, I know you can make it, there's no way that you're going to have an accident. Adults don't have accidents, you were potty trained, right? That's what I thought, and that means you can hold it for as long as you need to. Besides, 2 hours is seriously not that long. I can't believe you've been going to the bathroom so often, you really don't need to do that.

What? You're leaking? No way, move your hands, let me see. There, see, there's no wet spot, you haven't leaked, it's just in your - oh, I see it now. You're really gonna pee your pants just because I won't let you use the bathroom yet?

You can't stop it? Oh, honey, don't cry, you're splattering pee all over the ground, people are starting to look, come on, let's get somewhere private.

There we go, all alone. Are you still going? Oh baby, it's okay, you can let it out now. You really did have to pee, huh? If I'd known it was this bad, I would have found us a restroom. Your bladder really is small and weak, I didn't know you wouldn't be able to hold it.

No babydoll, it's okay, daddy loves you so much, even if you have an accident in public because of that tiny little bladder of yours. You really couldn't help it, I know you tried.

And for a while, they're convincing. It's long enough that you start to figure that they really will be able to hold it til morning. They've had a few drinks and some water, but maybe they were just really dehydrated during the day. You're cuddled on the couch, halfway through a movie, when you notice them start fidgeting, shaking their leg lightly, and your pulse spikes

"do you feel like you might need the toilet?"

They huff and stop fidgeting, but they're not relaxed on your chest anymore, their body feels tenser.

"I think someone needs-"

"I do not need to pee, I was just feeling restless. Shut up and watch the movie"

It goes on like this, excuse after excuse every time you tease them, until they're up from the couch, hopping from foot to foot with their hands buried in their crotch, face red and sweaty. All they can do is repeat "I don't need to go". You've stopped responding at this point, just watching the show. You know the grand finale is minutes away.

They're panting and squirming, power of speech lost other than squeaky "no"s and groans. You see piss start to leak from between their iron grip.

"sweetheart, you're going."

They can only manage a whine as they sink to their knees, their heavy bladder gushing into their pants as they start to sniffle and choke back tears. You rush to crouch beside them.