#pcosconfessions

so, within the last month, I’ve been diagnosed with PCOS & infertility. while my husband and I aren’t trying for babies right now, I’ve been struggling with it. anyways, I know I’m strong & I’m coming to terms with it. my family knows about it & I also put it on Facebook to raise awareness about PCOS. one of my friends found out she’s pregnant - with twins! - & I admit, I was jealous, but I am genuinely happy and excited for her. it’s an emotional day-by-day experience, where some days are harder than others. so, I have nothing against anyone that doesn’t have problems conceiving- but, my insensitive brother-in-law decided to post a Facebook status that he’s going to be a baby-daddy again, so everyone thinks his wife is pregnant- again ( she just had 2 babies almost exactly a year apart ) but it turns out that it isn’t true. it was a joke. I don’t know why, but this is so fucking upsetting to me. like I said, I don’t have any problems with people who are pregnant or don’t have problems. I might be jealous, but by no means do I take their happy event personally. however, I DO take this fake pregnancy joke seriously. it cuts deep. I don’t understand my emotions - maybe it’s just the hormone therapy in overdrive - but I want to cry that people would joke about that. I know so many beautiful women undergoing painful fertility treatments & drugs, knowing that’s what I have to look forward to whenever we decide to have kids. & it breaks my heart. so- anyone else feel this way or is it just me?

Confession #294 is HERE 

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i don't dare liking any pages about pcos on facebook. because i don't know how to handle it. i was diagnosed with pcos last week and the next appointement is in one month. and i want to have information and i want to understand what's pcos' pungency in my case. but i don't want to explain things myself doesn't really get and i don't want to justify it. i'm not sure wether i'm right here to tell anyone about my problem, but this page ist called 'pcosconfessions' when you got what i mean.

It's not curable though, that's just false hope to ppl 

I am 18 years old and was diagnosed last year. My doctors say I have one of the most severe cases they've ever seen. I'm on a list of medication in the highest of dosages. I've struggled with depression and recently diabetes. I'm frequently in pain or fatigued because of all of this. Knowing that there are so many other people out there who know what I'm going through has helped me on the days where I don't want to get out of bed. Thank you all so much.

Other option is that I just make a last ever post when I've made up my mind completely, and let everyone know that I'm done then, so after that anyone who wants can just start their own similar blog without any need to message this blog about it/the takeover.