Personal reflection from Andres Conteris 48hrs after force-feed
Left:Â July 24th, 2013 on his 17th day of solidarity hunger strike. Right, September 4th on his 60th day with 25% lost body mass.Â
 Left: August 8th, 2013 Photos: Palina Prasasouk
Dear CloseGitmo.net and friends,
The experience on Friday protesting force-feeding in Guantånamo exceeded by far what I expected in terms of what it would feel like. I imagined this as a routine procedure, something that when done consensually by medical personnel who mean no harm, should not be that difficult. Technically, this was not force-feeding since I was not only agreeing to do it, I had actually proposed it in the first place.  And yet the agony was unbearable, impossible to describe.  I was causing the writhing pain by simply passing saliva down my esophagus. Every time I swallowed while the tube was in my throat, it was self inflicted torture. The very visceral reality of this torment makes it impossible to imagine that I would repeat this ... and yet, I am tormented even more knowing that U.S. taxpayers are paying for this torture to happen twice daily. The victims are already those who have lived the torture of indefinite detention and long-term solitary confinement, not to mention knowing that 84 of them are cleared to be released and they linger in limbo for years, yet another form of psychological abuse.  And so I ask myself, how could I end the fast knowing now ... in my blood and in my bones and in my breath ... that they endure this acute and sadistic treatment not just daily ... but twice-daily? After 48 hours I pretty much recovered from the feeding action. The intense pain and discomfort continued the first 24 hours, and over the course of the next 24 hours, the remnants of the agony finally disappeared. In spite of the living hell I went through, my plan at this point is to continue with periodic nasal tube feedings in public to highlight the torture suffered by Gitmo prisoners. This will continue to show how these feedings are perpetrated as torture in the shadows. The idea is to reveal this treacherous practice to the light of day. The question will continually be asked, if the cameras would show the daily force-feeding torture, normally hidden from the public, how long could the torture continue? If they will not allow the cameras into the torture feeding chambers, the chambers must be recreated where they are visible. It seems most appropriate to undertake these feedings outside of the symbols of U.S. Empire and to call those responsible to accountability. I will be convoking various circles of folks who will collectively form a "clearness committee" (term used by the Quaker tradition) to help me discern next steps. All who have been part of CloseGitmo.net are invited to be part of this process, if you are called to lend a hand in this way. I would like the support and the challenge of my extended family as I craft the criteria for continuing the open-ended water fast in solidarity with the Gitmo hunger strikers, never losing sight of the ongoing demands of prisoners in Pelican Bay and other prisons in California. My hunger strike began July 8 to coincide with the day 30,000 prisoners began theirs. They suspended theirs on Day 60, the day before the feeding action at the White House ... I continue to carry their spirit with me, having met with 8 of them in the SHU of Pelican Bay at the beginning of the hunger strike. Looking forward to collectively conjuring how we can escalate the resistance. Adelante!             andrés
Press coverage of Gitmo protest at White House, Sept. 6
Video coverage: Democracy Now:Â Activists Stage Force-Feeding Outside White House
RT:  Gitmo Force-feeding: AndrĂ©s Conteris Fed Through Nasal Tube @ White House Shows US-sponsored Torture Â
 Taylor Hall:   Force-feeding simulation with Andres Conteris
HuffPost:   Guantanamo-Style Force Feeding Comes Right To Obama's Doorstep Â
Eddie Becker:Â Fasting to Death, Protester Force-Fed at White HouseÂ
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