I can't stand it...
Alam mo yung feeling na hindi mo madistinguish if this guy is really hitting on you. Or just power-tripping? Alam niyo yung ganung feeling na gusto kong sabihin sa kaniyang "Stop whatever you're doing!" pero kasi I don't want to assume na totoo yung sinasabi niya. Ayokong mapahiya or magfeeling maganda para sabihin sa kaniya. I'm giving him a fair treatment. Hindi ako harsh sa kaniya. I don't answer his flirty thoughts either. Ayokong isipin niya na ineentertain ko sya, dahil wala naman akong balak. Yet, ayoko rin namang isnobin siya- so what I'm doing is just a casual talk with him. Kaso kasi minsan naiirita na talaga ako. Alam mo yung gusto mo nalang syang tanungin na, "Are you tripping or flirting?", kasi if you're really flirting on me-- wag nalang. Hindi ko kasi siya type, and it's not just because of the standard. Ewan ko, I don't want to give any chance or possibility- I know maling magsalita ng tapos- but... Hindi ko talaga makita sa future eh. I was not interested to him anyway, so bakit ko siya ieentertain. Maybe I am the unfair type kasi once that someone did not catch my attention- I'll close all my doors. I don't want to treat him harshly, but I've decided na kapag di siya tumigil I'll give him a cold treatment.. Nakakairita na kasi eh. Ang dense para di makaramdam na hindi ako nagpapakipot, di ko lang talaga sya type. HAHAHAHA. Pachix po ako. :"> Pero ano ba talaga ang mainam gawin?
