i feel like carrillo likes affection. a brush of your fingers against his forearm. nails scratching at the nape of his neck as you sweep your hand through his hair, a kiss to the underside of his jaw or on his cheek where you know his dimple lurks. i wouldn't call him touch starved by he definitely craves your touch and attention, even if he won't say it out loud.
oh for SURE FOR SURE!! touching is 100% his love language (also quality time and words of affirmation. all 5 of them to varying degrees, really, but he likes to be touched 😌)
it’s not even like overtly sexual (most of the time.) he has a certain presence he has to maintain when it comes to his job and his men, and he’s not exactly gonna shove his tongue down your throat in front of the entire colombian police force, yknow? he shows it in other ways, more subtle but infinitely more tender
he’s also too much of a stubborn chicken-shit to say “hey, can you play with my hair?” but when his hands sort of trail across your arms and reach to guide them up to his neck, you know well enough not to tease as you get the hint. you’ll laugh, maybe, because it’s endearing and a little boyish, but you’ll oblige and just smile when he leans back into your hands. big puppy-that-just-wants-to-be-pet-and-told-they’re-good vibes i said what i said
watching a movie on the couch? he’s putting your legs in your lap so he can trace his fingers across your calves. eating dinner? he’s running his hand along the inside of your knee, maybe resting one on your thigh
he’s sort of needy but not in like, an annoying desperate way. it’s just how he shows that he cares. he doesn’t touch you because he’s possessive or because he’s putting on a show (he’s a grown-ass man and is done wasting time with that.) he’s not trying to prove something to you or to anyone who might be watching. he knows you’re his, and that he’s yours. he touches you because it grounds him and because he loves you
he just needs to reassure himself that you’re there, because if you’re close enough to touch and hold and kiss then maybe that means he can keep you safe

















