#parallel party

So I'm gonna do 50-60 for today, and i hope i dont burn out or whatever

Edit: so uhm.. I actually got him 4 times already and i didnt know.. I thought i got Emu because it was pink, but her clothes are white-pink.. Tsukasa's is black-pink.. I didn't look cloesly and I'm slowly grinding back my crystals..

*Fern slips pass the counter, as she snuck into the night*

*Door opened and shut with little resistance or sound*

*Meur looks up ears twitching, he traded looks with Cream, Cheese and Flan as they fade into view* Mrow?

*Letting out a questioning cackle, Flan bobs to the exit their ward took and peeking through the door*

*Cheese frowns* Should they have followed her? Should they have stopped her?

After all they found her isn't she their responsibility?

*Turning to see what Cream thinks only to see his side empty, he looks around. All three left*

*He phases through the door zipping to the forest*

*She heads out of the kitchen a plate of food smaller then the rest*

*She enters the room and sets the plate down beside Scizor who was lying down with his back to her*

Hey, Manat. I brought you dinner.. it's fresh berries so you don't have to worry about it getting cold or being too hot.

*Manat didn't do anything to indicate he had heard her*

I know you're probably not feeling it and you're probably tired..

Well, good night. *She turns to leaves fully aware the Pincer pokemon was awake*

*She remembers he had a quirk of fluttering his wings while he slept. He had been stock still. Simply ignoring her*

*She doesn't cry that's just silly and would probably end up upsetting Manat more*

*Besides she can do that in private later she has work to do*

*She goes over her checklist, roughly rubbing the tears in her eyes*

*Leaving the room she closes the door behind her heading down the hall quietly in the opposite direction of her room*

*She slips outside as quietly as possible*

Everyone is busy resting they won't even notice she's gone.

Steppy crawled into the woman's lap and yawned.

Fern fidgets staring at the Moonlight Pokemon before glancing away.

So what's wrong?

N-nothing...

And I'm a chef.. Listen you look like someone kicked your Lillipup.

I don't have a Lillipup

Fern, don't change the subject

Okay, okay....

I've just been thinking.. About me and my team.. and my memory

I.. When I first woke up.. before Cream and Cheese found me I didn't remember anything.

I didn't remember my team's names until I changed my ID and read them.

And I didn't regain any memory for Starry til like a week ago...

I forgot my friends names and.. Does that make me a bad trainer?! *Fern's eyes water looking up at her*

Is that why Manat is so aloof towards me? I remembered the other day he wasn't like this when his was a Syther...

*Fern wipes her eyes with her sleeve* I don't remember what I was like before

What if I was bad trainer or worse a bad person? What if I'm the reason Sy is so underleveled and inexperienced?

If you were, you certainly aren't now but they don't behave like they fear you in anyway.

Taka as standoffish and prickly as he is, is practically glued to your heels when he isn't sleeping, Lassie and Sy often try to coax you into playing with them.

Starry will nest closer to your location when he rests inside and again Sy as anxious as the poor dear is relaxes in your presence.

*Umbreon lifts her head, rings glinting in the light* Your Pokemon love you and it's clearly requited.

You're kind and care about others, pokemon or human.

If and I do mean if you mistreated them in the pass you've changed.

You're a child and you still have room to grow. There's no need to paint yourself in a corner.

You've already improved if the thought of hurting your party distresses you so much.

Reon! *Fern startles and Roxas simply blinks down at Steppy as she barked*

Re, breo! *Roxy pets the dark types head* I believe, our little twinkle toes agrees with me.

She has good intuition, dear.

Trust yourself and trust your Pokemon. That simple action will carry you forward.

Now. *Roxas stands plucking Umbreon from her lap simultaneously and hands her Steppy* Hug her has long as you need and relax. I have work to finish.

Thank you, Miss Amare.

Anytime.