#paragraph angst

... I think I made a Paragraph Kinks/Fluff/Angst, all in one. With only 5 sentences, I’m *proud* ! I hope I did it right (I’m sure that I didn’t) and that you will like it. 

I know, even if I'm a little ashamed by that, that I have a choking kink (even if I've never experienced it with anyone). I also have some negative... trends and because of that, this kink can be a bit dangerous for me. But, maybe, if I find someone like Michael, who has also been through difficult things, it'll be better !

Thanks again for this wonderful idea @wroteclassicaly !! It was an interesting exercice, not only for my writing. 

Maybe it was because she wanted to show him that she had total trust in him, because the feeling of that hand tightening more and more on her neck made her feel things that no other stimulation was producing, or only because she always had, despite all her efforts, the urge to die trotting in her head, but she adored when Michael was strangling her, as he sank into her.

           It was ironic in a sense, that two opposite actions meet in one, and that while they could at any time conceive a child, he could also twist her neck : life and death, two very powerful aphrodisiacs, for someone who had repressed suicidal tendencies, and yet a mad desire to know happiness.

           Most of the time, she managed to hide all this from Michael, who wanted only to fill her desire and who lent himself to the game with application, but also with apprehension, because he did not want to hurt her, but sometimes a force was taking possession of her, and tonight it was not enough, but even if she tried desperately to make him tighten his hand a little more, the pressure remained the same, strong enough to stimulate her, relaxed enough not to not kill her.

           "Squeeze me harder," she begged, and saying that, she realized that her life and death impulses were frantically fighting, and that while she wanted him to obey, she also wanted him to realized that something was wrong, and that this request meant something else, just the opposite.

I've noticed so many authors being stuck and/or discouraged in this fandom. And so I'm issuing a bit of a challenge for ANY writer in the AHS fandom (or any fandom you'd like) that comes across this, to do something a little different. It's called Paragraph Kinks. You can also do Paragraph Fluff, Paragraph Angst, etc. But the challenge bit of this is that you can only do a paragraph of writing.

If you think you can/want to, feel free to extend the paragraphs. I just think five sentences can help get the creative juices flowing without pushing yourself too much. I encourage any author to try this exercise out! It helps so much! Trust me.

You can either prompt yourself for ideas to write about, use the paragraph to work on your ideas or WIP's, or ask your readers/followers for ideas on things they imagine or would like to see. (Ex: do a Paragraph Kinks/Kink request Hour) Make sure you clarify that it's not a full blown request or anything, but a paragraph of writing! It can also be a hour for Paragraph Fluff, Paragraph Angst. Any of those themes, just stick to the challenge of the paragraph. Tell your fellow authors to spread the word, as this exercise helped me IMMEDIATELY after I created it!

Love,