â˘My brain got messed up â˘Broke for awhile â˘Neurons to fast to understand â˘Hard time thinking â˘Words do not come fast â˘Is there something wrong â˘Eyes not working right â˘Everything too dark â˘Then everything to bright â˘Is my brain broken â˘Is my brain shutting down â˘Am I losing control â˘Should I get help â˘Heart pounding too fast â˘Can feel it in my hands â˘Afraid â˘Is this chest pain serious â˘Or is it in my head â˘How about the pain in my side â˘How about the pressure in my neck â˘How about this dizziness â˘Really dizzy â˘Donât think I can walk â˘Why do my lungs keep losing air â˘Is this my last breathe â˘Will I be able to run and get help â˘Before I pass out â˘Is this it â˘Am I going to collapse â˘Is everything going to go black â˘Need to get in plain sight â˘So maybe I can be saved â˘Itâs in your head â˘Or is this real this time â˘Need to walk to prove Iâm alive â˘But my legs feel weak â˘Iâm dizzy â˘You would be dead already â˘Well Maybe my body is warning me â˘Maybe itâs not too late â˘I need help now â˘Before it is too late â˘Or is this in your head â˘Donât want to be crazy â˘Canât go to the hospital â˘Iâll die if not in my head â˘I canât go to the hospital tho â˘Iâll have to hope itâs not â˘But I will not go to the hospital â˘Even if real â˘I cannot trust it â˘I canât live in fear â˘I canât go to the hospital â˘Not for panic attack â˘But is this a panic attack â˘I hope it is â˘If not I might die â˘shit
