•My brain got messed up •Broke for awhile •Neurons to fast to understand •Hard time thinking •Words do not come fast •Is there something wrong •Eyes not working right •Everything too dark •Then everything to bright •Is my brain broken •Is my brain shutting down •Am I losing control •Should I get help •Heart pounding too fast •Can feel it in my hands •Afraid •Is this chest pain serious •Or is it in my head •How about the pain in my side •How about the pressure in my neck •How about this dizziness •Really dizzy •Don’t think I can walk •Why do my lungs keep losing air •Is this my last breathe •Will I be able to run and get help •Before I pass out •Is this it •Am I going to collapse •Is everything going to go black •Need to get in plain sight •So maybe I can be saved •It’s in your head •Or is this real this time •Need to walk to prove I’m alive •But my legs feel weak •I’m dizzy •You would be dead already •Well Maybe my body is warning me •Maybe it’s not too late •I need help now •Before it is too late •Or is this in your head •Don’t want to be crazy •Can’t go to the hospital •I’ll die if not in my head •I can’t go to the hospital tho •I’ll have to hope it’s not •But I will not go to the hospital •Even if real •I cannot trust it •I can’t live in fear •I can’t go to the hospital •Not for panic attack •But is this a panic attack •I hope it is •If not I might die •shit
