Reality.
I've always had those things that I'm extremely good at, and extremely horrible at. I'm freaked out by college. I keep forgetting to read my books, and when I remember, I never have the time because of time between school and work. And that's what happened in High School. I'm worried school might not be for me. I'm worried that I might not accomplish my dreams because of my procrastination or my job. Is that normal? And not only that, I've looked at going into the Army. Not a lot of people know that, but I went to a recruiter last month. They told me how much weight I needed to lose, and that my school would be paid for. I know I want to be a teacher, but I think I might want to go into the Army more. I have told my mom about me going to talk to a recruiter back in January, and I don't think she cared too much for it. I haven't told my dad yet, because it scares me to tell him. I'm worried about a lot of things. My schooling, my grades, whether I'll enlist or go in as an officer, why I am the way I am. I'm a procrastinator, and I want to break that habit, but I don't know how. I'm hoping that with the plan I've figured out, that I can actuallly go through with it and figure out how to go about things with my dad as far as how to approach telling him I'm considering going into the Army. Not only that, I'm worried just about how everyone will react. My friends said they'll support me, and for a long time, my friends that went with me to see the recruiter kept that secret for me until I was able to tell my mom. I just don't exactly know what to do about telling my dad, or how to go about continuing my education of joining the Army is the route I decide to take. Prayers are needed, and much appreciated. Thanks guys!
