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I have gone out to the park to help relax and to get more in touch with what is real and to watch over my sister and her friends. This is an adventure I am prepared to go
Outfit Is really simple, although this is my first time out fully girlmoding in a skirt so it is a lot of fun. That and stockings. and a black woman's tank top seems sick to show off my tattoos. Oh! My shoes are also important I don't know if they're rare or not but I got them limited edition at a vans store in like 2013. You may also be able to catch sight of blue floral undertakings.
I haven't really done much and there is construction so it is a bit Loud but I am really enjoying myself.
Watermelon flavor Arizona is by far my favorite out of all of the brands. it just hits just right especially with a bit of THC in your system. It is Ambrosia of the gods, up there with girlcum. (Author's note: previous horniness was ironic)
This is probably the best face pic I got all day and I think it really works with this top. Enough of a smoulder to be a dommy mommy? I am fundamentally unsure.
Also rainbow fruit on a stick is wholesome and based. Food is immediately better when eaten off of a stake. Fight me. You'll lose. I have a stake.
Also surprise swan at the end just for people who managed to get the whole way through.
Summary: Virgil wants to ask Roman to the prom. And sometimes things donât quite go according to plan. HumanAU. Hurt/comfort. So much fluff with a dash of angst
Warnings: prom, anxiety, outting, homophobia, manipulation, self doubt, Janus as a villain, fighting, self deprecation
Word Count: 8k
AN: Oh my god. I love this story more than you can imagine. But it's also my longest one chapter thing ever . To help make it a little more digestible, it's broken into 3 parts. And you can read it along with the others in this⌠I guess AU or alone. Here is the link to the first in that sequence.
Before you ask, yes JD is Janus. To be fair, I started this before the last video came out. That being said, I will spoil it and let you know that Janus/JD is the bad guy in this. And I stand by that. I donât think he always is (read my story Ally if you need an example where I donât make him the bad guy). But he is here, so please just be mindful of that.Â
Shout Out to @today-only-happens-once for all of her help with this fic. Also to @meowthefluffy and the one anon for their help with some prom culture questions I had!Â
-1 month away-
âPatton, step to the leftâŚ. No, your other left,â Logan calls from the lighting platform to Patton who is standing on stage.
Virgil sits on the lighting platform, in the back of the high school theater next to Logan. He sits on his leg while holding his other knee, biting at a hangnail as he watches a few lights change colors corresponding to the commands Logan is typing. The backdrop, once white, is now a wash of deep purple, accented by the heavy red lights hitting further up on the stage. He analyzes it silently as he tilts his head to the side. The way the lights are hitting Patton looks a bit better now that the purple downstage has been lifted and the red isnât quite as intense. The stage now looks dramatic, yet keeps the softness Virgil is looking for.
âThere. Is that better?â Logan asks.Â
No, it looks dumb, thinks Virgil. Iâll look dumb. This whole thing is dumb!
Virgil leans back in his chair, nodding. âItâll work.â
âThank you, Patton,â calls Logan. âYou can get down now.â
âOkay,â Patton says as he gives a little salute before walking to the stairs leading down from the stage.Â
Virgil runs his hands over his pants, trying to dry them off. This is such a dumb idea. Why would Roman ever want to go to prom with an anxious mess?
âRelax,â suggests Logan. âHeâs going to love it.â
Virgil rolls his eyes. âWhat do you mean? I am relaxed.â
âVirgil,â Patton says in a warning voice as he climbs the ladder, peering up on the lighting platform.Â
âI know, I know,â Virgil allows as he makes an effort to uncurl himself a bit from his chair, running a hand through his purple bangs. âIt's just⌠what if I mess this up?â
Logan types a few more commands into the ancient computer before sliding his chair back a little from the desk. âYou wonât.â
âBut this is Roman weâre talking about,â Virgil argues, noticing how dry his mouth feels. âRoman Prince. You know heâs been dreaming about a âpromposalâ since he could practically walk!â
âThatâs a gross exaggeration. They didnât really get popular untilâŚâ
âWhat if it's not what he wants?â Virgil asks, flipping his hood up and stuffing his hands in his hoodieâs pocket. âWhat if I say the wrong thing? This moment matters to him, ya know? He wants an over the top, profession of love shouted from rooftops.â
Logan sighs. âHe wants you, Virgil.â
Is that what Roman wants? He would be happier with someone that was more comfortable with open flirting and expressions of romance. Why does he put up with me?
âWell⌠he deserves more than me,â Virgil mutters to himself as he stands, pushing in his chair.Â
Patton interrupts sternly, âNow, none of that. You two are great together. Just, breathe. Trust yourself. Heâs going to love it.â
âYou sure?â Virgil asks, slinging his backpack onto his shoulder. He walks over to Patton, who moves over, and climbs down the ladder and onto the floor.Â
âCompletely,â Logan confirms as he climbs down too. âWould it help if we run through your checklist one more time?â
Virgil nods, not trusting his voice. Patton comes next to him, taking his hand and looking at him with big eyes full of hope and encouragement.Â
âOkay, Ms. Martin is here to supervise?â Logan asks, pulling out his phone and the checklist he had made with Virgil when they were planning this.Â
What if she thinks this is a dumb idea? Is she listening to us? What if I say something horrible? Will she laugh at me?
âYeah,â Virgil mutters, shuffling his feet, âIn the soundbooth.â
âGood,â nods Logan as he checks it off. âAre the lights set the way you want them?â
Oh god what if Roman thought the lights were dumb? Who decides to go for dramatic AND soft? Isnât that an oxymoron?
âYep.â
âGreat. Notecards?â
What kind of dork needs notecards to ask their boyfriend to prom? Like, what a special kind of stupid, right?
Virgil reaches into his pocket and pulls out the five notecards he made earlier with Patton, and pulls them out. âCheck.âÂ
âCalculator that Roman conveniently left behind that I am texting him to return?â
âUhâŚâ Virgil stutters. He doesnât have the calculator. Romanâs parents will murder him if he looses it again. It costs over a hundred dollars and he had lost three already this year. What if they ground him?
âOh, I have that!â Patton jumps as he reaches into his backpack, pulling out the bright pink calculator and handing it to Virgil. âWe got your back, Virgil.â
âAll thatâs left is for us to send the text,â Logan smiles as he slides his phone into his pocket. âAre you ready?â
Virgil swallows the lump in his throat. âReady as Iâll ever be.â
âGood, because I already sent it,â Logan answers. âWeâll get out of your hair.â
âWeâre rooting for you.â Patton smiles as he takes Loganâs hand.
Virgil can practically feel his heart in his throat as he watches Patton leading them out. âThanks, guys.â
Logan looks back for just a second and Virgil gives what he hopes is a small smile of reassurance. Logan nods in acknowledgement before allowing Patton to pull him down the hall.Â
Virgil slings the backpack into a seat and goes to sit on the edge of the stage to wait for Roman. He could do this. It was just Roman, right?
He leans back, laying down on the stage spread eagle, looking up at the lights above. He feels like invisible strings are wrapped around him in a vice grip. Virgil takes three deep breaths, focusing from his stomach like the school counselor had taught him. He was going to ask Roman Prince out to their senior prom and it would all be okay. He would go through the little speech he had outlined with Loganâs help. Worst case, Roman would turn him down and he wouldnât have to go to a dance he didnât especially care about anyway. Best case, he would pull off a miracle and sweep Roman off of his feet. Either would be okay. Roman would be happy either going to prom with him, or he would go with someone else and have an even better time, right?
Virgil closes his eyes at the ache in his chest that thought causes, moving one hand over the pain. Of course he wants to be the one to take Roman. Of course the only acceptable option is success. He had observed Roman for so long, resigning himself to watching his Prince thrive in the spotlight while he waited in the wings. There was no way Virgil could stand someone else taking his place. This was a dumb idea.Â
He pulls out the notecards from his pocket and flips through them, reading them through for about the thousandth time that day. Logan had insisted that notecards would help alleviate the stress of remembering what to say. Patton had then added his own touches with stickers and doodles along the edges to get Virgil to relax. Neither the notecards nor the pictures were being very helpful at the moment, Virgil notes as he realizes his hands are shaking holding them.Â
The door to the theater opens, causing Vigril to jump up, the note cards falling as he sits upright. He blinks into the darkness of the theater and feels his breath catch as his eyes find Roman coming up the aisle, out of breath.
âHey, Virge! Have you seen Logan? He sent me a text that he had the calculator I left in math. If I come home without it again my sister is going to gay-up murder me.â
Virgil reaches into his pocket and slides the calculator towards the edge of the stage where Roman now stands. âYeah, here.â
âAwesome, thanks,â smiles Roman. He looks around the stage. âWhat were you guys setting lights for? Looks amazing.â
âThink so?â Virgil asks, suddenly very aware of how sweaty his hands are. He pulls his knees to his chest and wraps his arms around them, discreetly trying to dry them on his black denim pants.Â
âUh, yeah,â Roman answers, flashing Virgil a smile that could light up the whole stage itself. âThereâs a duality that exists in it I can really get behind.â
Virgil feels ones of the invisible strings around him loosen, relaxing that Roman likes the lighting. Now for the hard part: words.Â
Virgil swallows a couple of times, his tongue feeling thick. This was not a time to stop knowing how to speak. A new panic started to fill Virgil: what if I physically canât do this?
âHey,â Roman asks gently, âYou okay?â
Virgil looks around himself and sees the cards scattered on the floor. He gets on his hands and knees, trying to scoop them up with his shaking hands, but theyâre all out of order and sticking to the floor.Â
This is not how this was supposed to go. I have totally messed this all up. Roman will never forgive me for not doing this right.Â
Before he knows it Roman is kneeling on the stage next to him. âWhoah, hey,â he softly calls, slowly placing a hand on Virgilâs. âIâm here. What do you need?â
Great, now Iâve upset him.
âIâm sorry,â Virgil gets out, his voice tight as he keeps his eyes trained on the ground in front of him.Â
âYou have nothing to be sorry for,â Roman states calmly. âWhat do you need?â
To not be wasting your time in a relationship. To be so heavily sedated that I forget this is happening. To not be such a wimp when it comes to asking you on a date.Â
âI need to do this.â
âDo what?â
âThis,â Virgil answers as he gestures to the cards on the floor, still not looking at Roman.Â
âOh, okay?â Roman hesitantly replies. âYouâre being kind of vague.â
âSorry,â Virgil sighs, hanging his head, trying to loosen the panic. âIâve totally messed this up.â
There's a beat of silence before Roman picks up the nearest notecard, causing Virgilâs eyes to snap to him. He reaches for it, but Roman turns just slightly out of reach. He looks it over and reads it aloud, âI promise that I will always be there for you, never hurt you, and will defend your honor.â
Virgil freezes as he watches Romanâs reaction. Thereâs a moment of puzzlement behind his eyes as he mouths out the wording again before they seem to spark with realization. âI believe that is a pledge of fealty, my Dark and Stormy Knight.â
Virgil sits back at the positive response and recognition, his chest loosening at the positive reaction. âSeemed fitting for a Prince.â
âWhat are you trying to do, Virgil?â
âA-ask you to prom?â Virgil answers, looking away from Roman. âBut itâs, itâs not going so well. I really messed up.â
âOh Virgil.â Roman scoots closer and places a hand on Virgilâs. âDarling, you could never mess that up.â
âBut you need a big promposal,â Virgil sighs. âAnd I canâtâŚâ
âI donât care about a big promposal,â Roman interrupts, gently placing his forehead against Virgilâs.Â
âWhat?â
âI⌠I mean, theyâre very nice. But I donât want a big moment if it means nothing. Thereâs something romantic in a certain level of intimacy, right?â asks Roman.Â
Virgil laughs a little in relief. âJust when I start to think I have you figured out, you do something completely unexpected.âÂ
Roman tilts his head just enough to kiss Virgil, soft and gentle. Virgil feels his whole body relax at the moment, silencing the repeating worry that he was used to. Before he knows it, he grabs Romanâs shirt, pulling him in closer and deepening the kiss. Thereâs a cough from the sound booth, causing the two to pull away just a little.Â
âSorry Ms. Martin,â Virgil calls with a laugh as Roman turns and waves at their chaperone.Â
Roman stands up and offers Virgil a hand, pulling him upright. âI would love to go to prom with you, Virgil,â Roman says, pushing Virgilâs bangs out of his eyes. âNo big scary shows of adoration required.â
Virgil smiles as the relief settles and he looks at Roman. âCool.â
âCome on.â Roman takes Virgilâs hand. âA little bird told me that Patton was going to ask Logan to prom today and Iâm dying to know how it went. It's about time they acknowledge their mutual pining.â
âOkay,â agrees Virgil, allowing himself to be led down the stairs to the theater.
Less than 1 week-
It's the week of prom. Senior prom season always caused a little bit of an undercurrent of excitement that permeated the atmosphere. Virgil sits in his study hall, hood flipped up trying to focus on completing a study guide for economics. However, all of the students in the room are buzzing around, whispering to one another and on their phones, showing one another everything from prom dresses to campaigns for prom court. Virgil rolls his eyes again as another girl asks their friend âwhy isnât Roman running?âÂ
Roman had decided that he didnât want to run for court. His grades werenât great right now and he had many college music and theater auditions happening at the moment. The group of friends had debated the idea into the ground, ultimately with Roman agreeing that his priorities right now were not prom focused. Virgil, of course, had agreed to support Roman in whatever manner was necessary. But still, the student body was shocked.Â
âDid you hear what happened at the bell with Prince?â another girl asks. Virgil stops writing, suddenly interested in the conversation. Without moving his head, Virgil looks up in the direction of the girls who had pulled their desks into a circle.Â
âNo, what happened?â
âCheck Claireâs Snapstory,â the first girl says. âShe got some of it on camera before a teacher got in her way.â
Virgil pauses for a moment before he feels his phone vibrate in his hoodie pocket. He pulls it out and sees the banner âText: Pattonâ he opens it up and reads the text.
âSomething happened with Logan, Roman, and JD. Donât know what, they sent me out of the office, but security was with them.â
Virgil feels his stomach drop. JD, Virgilâs cousin, never meant anything good. And security only meant trouble.Â
He wasnât aware of when he stood up, but he finds himself walking towards the sign out sheet, stuffing his belongings in his backpack. As a senior, he could technically go home now if he wanted to, so he marks the signout sheet as such.Â
Virgil walks deliberately as his brain swims at the information provided. There was a video, two friends, one enemy (if Virgil had one of those), and security. He needs answers. He needs to know that his friends are okay. And even if he were to text them, he wouldnât believe it until he saw them with his own two eyes.Â
He turns the corner towards the office when he stops suddenly. He pulls back instinctively as his eyes follow JD and his aunt, JDâs mother. JD has his head down, holding his wrist with the opposite hand. His mother walks in front, her designer bag over her arm as she types a text on her phone, her heels clicking with each step. âCome along, Janus, darling. We have to go to the store to replace that phone before it hits rush hour.â
JD looks up, sweeping the area around him. His eyes land on Virgil, causing something to spark behind them that Virgil canât place. The emo holds his gaze, refusing to back down and show unease at his cousin. He takes a step forward and JD speeds up, walking next to his mother now. Virgil inwardly takes pride in the reaction. JD wasnât afraid of much, so heâll take the victory where he can.Â
As soon as his aunt and cousin are out of the main door, Logan emerges from the office. Virgil runs over to him, noticing the glasses missing from Loganâs face.Â
âHey,â Virgil greets as his eyes scan his friend over. Logan looks tired, his hair more tousled than usual. His shirt hangs partially untucked and his tie was just hanging loosely around his neck. Virgil can clearly see the dark circles from working overtime getting ready for exams that usually are hidden by his glasses.Â
âHello, Virgil,â Logan says flatly, looking at his hand that was holding his clearly broken glasses.Â
âWhat happened?â
Thereâs a sigh before Logan responds, âDonât worry about it.â
Virgil shakes his head. âYou know I canât.âÂ
Thereâs another pause before Logan says quietly, âIt's not my place, Virgil.â
Virgil doesnât miss the pauses in Loganâs responses. Heâs being overly cautious, the emo notices. âAre you okay, at least?â Virgil asks, matching Loganâs tone.Â
âIâm fine,â Logan says, his eyes still focused on the crushed glasses in his hand. âI cannot say the same for these, however. Iâm sorry, Virgil, but I have to get going. My sister was just called from class to take me to get them repaired.â
âYeah, totally.â Virgil nods.Â
The door to the office swings open again. Loganâs hand grabs Virgilâs shoulder and pulls him against the wall, out of the walkway. A husband and wife walk through the door, and Virgilâs stomach drops: itâs Romanâs parents. His momâs lips are pressed firmly together, her eyes trained in front of her. While she was always a beautiful woman, thereâs an almost fire behind her eyes that scream to watch out. Roman could get the same look when his friends were threatened. His father, a burly man, walks next to her, shaking his head with a defeated look etched in his features.Â
A security officer, Officer Ward, comes out and Virgil recognizes him from when the man helped with a couple of set builds for the theater. Virgilâs chest tightens as he sees Roman next to the man, looking small against the large frame of his father and even larger one of Officer Ward.Â
Roman is staring at the floor while he walks, not blinking. Virgil can see the start of a bruise on Romanâs jaw and his heart breaks. Roman doesnât look up or even seem to realize two of his best friends are standing right next to him. Virgil starts to reach, but Logan digs his fingers into Virgeâs shoulder while shaking his head ever so slightly. He drops his hand and watches as the officer leads them outside of the main glass doors. He says something to Roman, who nods, before shaking hands with Mr. and Mrs. Prince and heading down the sidewalk, probably to do a last check of the premises before the day is officially over.Â
Virgil moves Loganâs hand off of his shoulder and walks towards the door after it closes, separating them from the Prince family. Virgil canât help but ask again, âWhat happened?â
Logan joins him, watching as Romanâs parents say something to their son, who seems to deflate even more. He takes Virgilâs hand and gives a gentle squeeze as a familiar car pulls up in front of the school, Loganâs sister sitting in the driverâs seat. âI have to go. But weâll be okay, Virge.â
âWhat happened?â Virgil asks another time, desperate for answers as to why his boyfriend was standing outside with his parents looking smaller than Virgil had ever known him to be.Â
âHeâll tell you when heâs ready,â Logan says as he pushes open the door and starts walking towards the car. He gets to where the Prince family is standing, says something to Romanâs parents, his mom nodding and his father offering a handshake. Logan says something to Roman before getting in the car and driving off.Â
Virgil stands and watches as Roman and his parents continue to talk, his mother getting more agitated as she goes back and forth with her son. After a moment, Romanâs dad puts a hand on his wifeâs shoulder and starts ushering her towards the guest parking lot. Roman hangs his head before turning in the opposite direction towards the student parking.Â
Virgil doesnât remember when he started running. When he gets to the edge of the parking lot sees Roman fumbling with his keys next to his red Ford, âRoman!â
Roman stops with the keys, but doesnt turn around. âNot now, Virgil.â
âAre you okay?â Virgil asks, out of breath. âWhat happened?â
âIt doesnât matter,â Roman sighs, starting to shuffle through his keys again. âNone of it matters.â
âWhy?â Virgil demands, clenching his fist at his side. âI donât understand whatâs going on! Logan wouldnât tell me anything!â
Roman drops his keys on the ground as he presses the heels of his hands to his eyes, âI really messed up, Virge. I lost my cool and let him get the best of me.â
Virgil quickly bends down and picks up the keys from where they had bounced. âWho? JD? Whatever it was, I know he started it.â
âNot ac-cording to the school,â Roman says, his voice breaking. Virgilâs eyes grow at just how defeated he sounds.
âWe all know how he is,â Virgil responds, shoving the keys in his pocket. âThey canât be serious.â
âItâs on camera.â Romanâs shoulders start shaking, as his voice takes on a harsher tone, tilting his head back looking towards the sky. âGod, I played right into his hand.â
Virgil quickly moves himself around Roman so that heâs now facing him. âHey, itâll be okay, Ro.â
âIâm suspended, Virgil!â Roman shouts, finally lowering his gaze to meet Virgilâs, challenging him to argue. âFive days. And I have to replace his phone. And they took prom.â
âWhat?â
âI canât go to prom. Our senior prom!â he looks away again, tears falling, unable to contain themselves. âGod, you must hate me. First I make you feel like you have to do some big thing just to ask me, now I canât even go.â
Virgilâs gut twists, âListenâŚâ
âAnd Logan gets roped into the no prom group for just trying to break up the fight!â Roman sobs, sinking to his knees as he clutches his car to slow his fall. âHe must be crushed. And what about Patton? You all must despise me. And rightfully so.â
âStopâŚâ
âI should have just done what he wanted. What would one statement hurt? I could have avoided this whole mess. And now everyone that I care about hates me.â
âShut up!â Virgil shouts, anger coming back in a flash. âJust shut up, for one minute. You are not allowed to put words in my mouth, Princey. Ever.â
The sudden outburst of anger stuns Roman for a moment. Virgil immediately feels guilty for his outburst. The last thing Roman needed right now was to be yelled at from someone he should be able to open up to. Virgil takes a deep breath before sinking down to eye level with Roman, âListen to me, I donât care about prom. Like, at all. If youâre not going, Iâm not going. Itâs that easy. And while I canât speak for Patton and Logan, I am sure that whatever theyâre feeling, it isnât hatred. Not for you. Not ever.â
Virgil offers a hand to Roman, who takes it, tears still falling. The anxious teen pulls Roman in and lets Roman collapse in his lap as he strokes his hair. Roman had done this exact thing to him so many times, Virgil was almost glad to get to return the favor for once.Â
âHey,â Virgil says softly after a moment, âI donât know that the fight was about. At this point, it doesnât matter. What I do know is that you, Roman Prince, are not one to fight without just cause. You are not the bad guy in this story. I wonât let you. Thatâs my job.â
That earns a small chuckle from Roman, calming the storm of worry inside Virgil just a little. They stay there for a minute, Virgil just holding Roman as he pulls himself together. Virgil focuses on keeping his breathing steady, smoothing circular motions on Romanâs back. He slowly stops crying, pulling himself together.Â
âWhat are we going to do?â Roman eventually asks.
âAre you able to drive home?â Virgil asks, his brain switching into recovery protocol. His therapist had practically drilled it into him when they talked about how to handle his anxiety attacks, and they seemed to work well for all different kinds of crisis recovery.Â
Roman sighs. â⌠I want to be.â
âBut you arenât. Thatâs okay. Iâll drive,â Virgil nods. âSo hereâs our three stepsâŚâ
Roman chuckles as he pulls away from Virgil, sitting up straight, âAre you like Picaniâs star pupil or something?â
Virgil rolls his eyes. âHush, you know you feel better knowing Iâm talking to a therapist. Okay, step one is weâre going to get in the car.â
âYou still have last period.â
Virgil waves his hand dismissively. âI signed myself out ages ago. If you thought I was going to sit still for a study hall when my boyfriend was in trouble, you clearly donât know who youâre talking to. I made a pledge to always be there for you and I meant it.â
âI thought it was my job to protect you,â Roman quips with a raise of an eyebrow. Virgilâs unease settles more at the jest. If Roman was poking fun in a light hearted manner, it meant he was coming around.Â
âLast time I checked,â replies Virgil as he stands up and offers Roman a hand, âA knight is expected to stay by his Princeâs side. Thatâs part of the whole fealty thing, right? Or did I totally miss what Logan was trying to tell me?â
âOkay, okay,â Roman allows with a soft smile. âStep one, car. Step two?â
âStep two, Iâll drive you home.â
âAre you sure-â
âYes. I got it. Step three-â
âI get to kiss you,â Roman says as he grabs Virgilâs hoodie and pulls him close, kissing him softly, gently, as if trying to say something Virgil canât quite place. When they pull apart, Virgil canât help but smile.Â
âI mean, sure,â Virgil laughs. âBut youâre doing it out of order.â
âLetâs get out of here. I technically canât be on property anyway.â
Virgil nods, âOkay,â and unlocks the car. As Roman walks to the other side of the vehicle, Virgilâs brain is already starting to figure out a way to make Roman feel better when it comes time for prom.Â
-1 hour-
Virgil stands holding the bottom of the ladder while Patton reaches to get the string of Christmas lights through the last hook to attach them to the house. Pattonâs parents had graciously allowed the boys to use their backyard for their master plan to make Logan and Roman feel better about the loss of their prom.Â
When Virgil had gotten home after driving Roman home, he immediately called Patton and started planning this alternative prom. Patton was all over the idea before Virgil had even finished explaining his ideas. And over the past few hours, all of their hard work had finally come together.Â
âThere, how does that look?â Patton asks, backing down the ladder.Â
Virgil looks around the brick patio in the dying light and squints, âKind of hard to tell without the lights plugged in.â
âRight,â Patton smiles, walking over to the light switch by the door and flipping it. The whole yard is then awash in a warm glow. Lights outline the house features, windows and doors. They stretch across the ground along the flowerbeds under the windows to the fence, where they twist through the whole perimeter of the backyard. Twinkling lights are woven through the pergola, softly adding a shimmering effect to the whole yard.Â
âWhoah,â Virgil whispers as he takes it all in. The patio furniture sits in the yard, clearing the patio except for the large speakers synced up to Pattonâs phone. The long picnic table sits off to the side of the yard with punch and snacks all spread out. âIt looks great, Patton.â
âAre you sure it looks bright enough?â asks Patton. âI could go get another strand.â
âWhat? No. Why do your Dads have so many Christmas lights in the first place?âÂ
âYou mean you donât?â
Virgil shrugs. âWe just donât. Bought the house spotlights in green and red, calling that a day.â
âOh those are cute,â Patton muses, walking over to the speakers. âShould we start these up?â
âGood idea,â Virgil agrees. âThat playlist is like 10 hours long anyway.â
Patton presses a couple of things on his phone before soft music starts playing. It takes a moment before Virigl can place it: Suddenly Seymour from Little Shop of Horrors. Virgil smiles softly at the memories from that show come to him. It was the musical his and Romanâs freshman year. Patton and Virgil had spent hours both of them pulling music to put on their own personalized prom playlist: pop songs that drove them crazy from over use, songs from shows they had been in, songs they loved to sing in their cars, songs that just reminded them of Roman and Logan.Â
âAnd we are in business,â Patton puts the phone in his pocket, having set the volume loud enough to be heard, but soft enough that they could easily talk over top of it.Â
âSweet,â Virgil comments, checking his watch. Any minute now.Â
Patton walks over to Virgil and smiles, âCan I fuss?â
Virgil rolls his eyes, âOkay, dad.â
Patton reaches up and starts straightening Virgilâs purple skinny tie. It matches his favorite purple Converse which he had insisting on wearing. Patton flattens it and tucks it into the black vest, adjusting the collar of the white button down to let it cooperate. âThere. Much better. Whereâs your jacket?âÂ
Virgil pushes the cuffs up his arm to his elbow, having rolled them up while setting up, nodding to the black jacket that matches his pants on the chair just inside the door, âInside. It's too hot out here for it.â
âFair enough,â Patton nods. Heâs wearing a light blue suit that really makes his eyes pop. Virgil canât help but smile and return the favor of fixing his tie, a darker almost navy blue. Not many people could pull off the light blue, but it just makes sense for Patton, Virgil thinks.
âHello?â Loganâs voice comes accompanied by the click of the gate opening. Logan and Roman walk into the yard, their eyes large as they take in the scene. Viriglâs breath catches as he takes Roman in. Roman has a dark maroon suit on with a white button up and a gold tie. It was the perfect outfit for Roman, demanding attention but for all of the right reasons. Virgil canât help but notice that while Roman seemed put together, he was lacking in usual spark. Something wasnât quite right about him, something in his eyes. Romanâs eyes find Virgilâs, and Virgil is suddenly very aware of his ears burning.Â
He breaks Romanâs gaze and looks over at Logan, and a smirk forms. Of course he and Patton would end up in complementary looks. Where Patton was in a lighter blue suit with a dark blue tie, Logan was in the opposite with a dark suit and lighter tie.Â
âOh, youâre here!â squeals Patton as he runs over to greet them, Virgil following behind him.Â
âWhat is all of this?â asks Roman, his eyes sparkling. âMom wouldnât tell me anything, just pushed me into this and then into the car to pick up Logan.â
âIt was all Virgilâs idea.â Patton beams as he takes Logan and Roman by the hand, pulling them further in so they can see the whole space. âIf you canât go to prom, we would bring prom to you. Or, as much as we can, anyway.â
Virgil looks at his shoes, feeling his face turn warm. âPatton came up with most of the plan, really. I just had a few suggestions.â
âYou two--â Roman swings an arm around Virgil and the other around Patton, wrapping them in a hug-- âare the absolute sweetest. You didnât have to do all of this.â
Patton returns the hug. âOf course we did. You two deserve this.â
Logan joins the group, taking Pattonâs hand and giving it a squeeze. âIt is very thoughtful of you. Both of you,â he adds, catching Virgilâs eye with a smile.Â
The song changes to Footloose, making Roman jump in recognition. âOh my gosh I loved this show!â
Virgil smirks at the memories behind the spotlight for tech crew. It was their sophomore year, over the summer. âI made sure it got on the playlist.â
Roman starts pulling away from the group, keeping Pattonâs hand. âCome on, Pat. You have to remember this dance!â
âOf course I do,â Patton giggles as he and Roman break into the showâs choreography.
Virgil smiles, watching them dance. He feels his chest settle a little at the light in Roman sparking. Virgil had been worried this week, noticing the dark circles under Romanâs eyes increasing with each night. He hadnât been himself. Something was eating away at his Prince, but Roman kept pushing him away, denying the issue.Â
âLogan?â Virgil finally asks.Â
âHm?â
âCan⌠can you tell me what happened.. Yet?â He hates asking again. But the worry is always present.Â
Logan sighs, turning his attention from Patton and Roman, making eye contact with Virgil. âAre you sure you want to know?â
âI⌠I just want to know how to help,â holding the contact.Â
Logan looks back at the two dancing. âHe was just trying to protect you, Virgil.â
âProtect me?â Virgil asks, almost offended. âFrom what?â
âYour cousin, JD.â
âI can handle JD,â insists Virgil. âWhy would Roman get involved?â
âHe wanted Roman to help Remusâ campaign for prom court.â
Virgilâs eyes widen at the absurdity of the idea. Remus Duke was a fellow senior classmate who was chaotic and dangerous. The guy has tried to set fire to theater sets when he wasnât cast in shows, harrasses students, and has caused chaos at numerous football games.Â
âWhy?â
Logan adjusts his glasses. âI donât have to tell you how popular Prince is with his classmates. His decision to not run, while I fully support it, meant that students were lost with where to go. Roman throwing support may turn the tide, much like when presidential nominees may be supported by their enemies after they drop out.â
âRight.â Virgilâs brow furrows as he tries to think through his cousinâs actions, âSo JD asked for support, Roman said no, probably because Remus is a hazard to society.â
Logan rolls his eyes. âYes.â
âSo where does the fight come in?â
âJD made a threat to try and force Romanâs hand,â Logan slowly explains, fidgeting with his tie. Virgil knows Logan well enough to pick up on the nervous habit. âJD took it two steps too far and Roman went after him.â
âWhat threat?â Virgil demands, clenching a fist at his side. How dare his cousin threaten Roman.Â
Thereâs a heavy, weighted pause, before Logan answers softly, âHe threatened to out you, Virgil.âÂ
Everything stops for Virgil. It isnât like he had never thought about coming out fully. At school he is kind of out. It isnât like he hid his relationship with Roman to the theater kids. Most other kids pay no attention to him anyway and couldnât believe the Roman Prince would be with someone so opposite of himself.Â
But at home? At home he wasnât out. He couldnât be. Not without significant risk of repercussion. He always thought he and JD understood one another though. They were never friends, Virgil would say. But JD seemed to not mind giving Virgil his space at school. Virgil had never thought about JD being a risk for Virgil, especially in such an underhanded way. Would JD manipulate Virgil if it meant getting what he wanted, yes. But this? Threatening to out him? JD couldnât be that underhanded, could he? It must have been a bluff.
âObviously Roman wouldnât let your safety be at risk,â Logan continued, pulling Virgil back to Earth. âSo when JD pulled out his phone, Roman went after it.â
âIf JD pulled out the phoneâŚâ Virgilâs certainty of the bluff crashes to zero. He feels his temper rising. âShit. Why?â
âI assure you, I donât know,â Logan admits. âIt seems oddly âAaron Burrâ for your cousin.â
Virgilâs mind spins with anger. âWhy didnât he just tell someone? If he was bated into it, wouldnât the school go easier on Roman?â
Logan shakes his head. âRomanâs only goal through this has been to protect you. He wouldnât tell them what JD did, because to do so would out you anyway, allowing JD to win to an extent.â
Virgil swallows, his eyes stinging a little in frustration. He takes a few deep breaths, calming himself a little. This is why Roman wouldnât tell him what happened: he was worried Virgil would get upset. Virgil could handle this.Â
Logan places a hand gently, reassuringly on Virgilâs shoulder. Virgil looks at him. Logan smiles a little. âIt's okay, Virgil. What's done is done.â
Virgil nods, feeling a little better with the reassurance from Logan. Logan was one of Virgilâs favorite people. He could count on Logan to be there to tell him the truth when he needed it, but he also didnât sugar coat it. Logan was a good friend to have by your side in a hard time. Virgil smiles a little as he finally realizes, âYou tried to pull Roman off of him, didnât you?â
âAfter Roman got in a few good punches, yes.â Logan smirks, something flashing in his eyes too fast for Virgil to identify. âI had to try to stop Roman or he might have seriously injured your cousin. But the school has a zero tolerance policy when it comes to fights.â
âIâm sorry you got roped into it.â
âIâm not.â
The song ends, leading to Patton and Roman collapsing in giggles on the dance floor. Virgil takes a deep breath, noticing the tension releasing with the knowledge of what happened. Of knowing that Roman would be ok.Â
âThank you, Logan. For telling me. And for having his back.â
âAny time,â nods Logan. âCome on, letâs get our stage kids off the floor before they ruin their outfits.âÂ
âHello!â a familiar voice shouts, causing the four boys to turn towards the gate.
âLeo! Terrance! You guys made it!â Patton squeals in excitement at the sight of their friends. He helps Roman to his feet before running to greet the newcomers. Behind them, Virgil can see lots of other theater kids walking up the path all dressed for prom, although slightly disheveled.Â
âWhere are they?â Adri calls. âAh, our favorite delinquents!âÂ
âLogan and Roman! Long time no see!â Camden says, making a show of looking around.Â
âWhatâs going on?â asks Roman, his face lighting up as he sees his friends pouring in.Â
âWe told you,â Virgil says, walking up next to him. âSince you guys couldnât go to prom, we brought prom to you.â
Roman looks at Virgil, opening and closing his mouth with nothing coming out. Virgil smirks at that and continues, âObviously we didnât want to ask them to skip prom entirely. Weâre hosting the after party.â
âAnd we left as soon as we could,â Valerie says, walking past them. âWouldnât be prom without you, Prince.â
âYou guys,â Roman squeals in excitement. Virgil canât help but feel the excitement too. Roman finally looks like himself again: the familiar glow, the magnetic force, the dazzling smile. He stands tall again, looking perfect in his suit.Â
Virgil nudges Roman with his shoulder. âGo socialize. You havenât seen these guys all week.â
âBut I havenât spent any time with you,â Roman says softly.Â
Virgil laughs. âIâm not going anywhere.â
âRoman!â Kenny shouts, waving him over. âGet over here, I want a pic.â
Roman looks once again at Virgil, who smiles in reassurance, before running to the group. Virgil stays towards the gate, watching as the yard becomes more and more populated. He laughs a little when he notices a couple of freshmen from the theater in the mix. Seems as if everyone wanted to be a part of the celebration.Â
Virgil watches as Roman walks around, taking time to greet every person. Politicians wish they could be as popular as Roman, Virgil thinks. Always with the best intentions, making everyone feel special in their own way. It was no wonder Remus wanted Roman on his side for the election.
Virgil fidgets at the thought of the cause of the fight. He didnât need Roman to protect him. He had dealt with his cousin long before Roman was a part of his life. JD wasnât a bad guy, he just determined. He even had probably been calling Romanâs bluff with the phone⌠probably. When JD was determined there was nothing he wouldnât do to get his way. Virgil solved this generally by staying out of the way. JD only became an issue if you were in the way. And apparently Roman had opted to get in the way, drawing a target on his head.
âIs this thing on?â Patton asks, tapping a mic that he had hooked into the speakers. âOh great. Can I have everyoneâs attention, please?â
All of the teens settled down, pooling on the dance floor. Virgil is amazed to see how many people were there, at least two hundred. Theater kids, band kids, choir kids and a few other students all mixed together. It shouldnât have surprised him. Virgil knew there was lots of overlap in these musically inclined groups. But to see them all in one place with their dates is impressive.Â
âOkay, great,â Patton chirps. âI just wanted to take a moment, on the behalf of myself and Virgil, to thank you all for coming to this little get together to celebrate Logan and Roman.â
Thereâs a cheer from the crowd which causes Virgilâs heart to swell. It is nice to see the group support their boys.Â
Patton passes the mic to Joan. They wave at the crowd to try and hush the sound that grew when they took the stage, âAlright, alright. You gotta let me tell them.â
After a moment the crowd quiets, although there is an almost electric current running under the surface, much like the one before a curtain is pulled for opening night. âThank you,â Joan nods as they turn towards Roman and Logan, who have been pushed to the front of the crowd. âLogan and Roman, we the students would like to thank you for your service as part of our community this past year. Logan, for your awesome tech skills as well as study help. Roman, for always being a source of entertainment for us.â
Cheers erupt again. Thomas walks up and mutters something to Joan, who laughs, before taking the mic.Â
There are a few whoops before Thomas dramatically starts, âStory Time! The Prince decides not to run for King. The people are disappointed. They start talking. Then the Prince is removed from the kingdom, with his faithful Paladin, causing anger in the land.â Virgil snickers at the reference of Logan being a Paladin. The group had played a round of Dungeons and Dragons once that was centered around Romanâs last name. Clearly Thomas was borrowing the concept yet again.Â
âBut the people are smart,â Thomas continues. âThey hatch a plan, unknown to the Princeâs healer and knight, to get the Prince his throne.â
Now this was news to Virgil. He took a few steps towards the group, now curious where this was all headed.Â
âLadies and gentlemen, as most of you are aware, tonight we crowned a Prom King. We all agreed to vote for our candidate that would pass the crown on to the rightful ruler,â Thomas explains as someone in the crowd hands him a golden crown. âIt is my pleasure to pass the title on to its rightful holder. Prince, I believe this is yours.â
Virgil fills with a mixture of shock, pride, and relief as he watches the crowd explode into cheers. While he stood by Romanâs choice not to run, he is so relieved to see Roman graciously accept the role from his friends. It just made sense.Â
Patton appears out of nowhere and takes Virgilâs hand, leading him through the crowd that seems to part for them. Virgil doesnât even have time to process what is happening before he realizes his hand is now held by Roman, the golden crown on his head.Â
âMay I have this dance,â Roman asks, bowing deeply, a twinkle in his eye that catches Virgilâs attention. Virgil nods and allows Roman to pull him in as a soft song starts playing. Oh right, Prom King normally dances with his date for a song, donât they?
Roman smiles at him as they start swaying together. âThereâs my Knight. Finally a moment together.â
Virgil canât help but notice the people around them, the space they are occupying, the eyes following them. âHow do you do this on a stage?â Virgil asks quietly. âDance with everyone watching?â
âOh easy,â Roman answers, flawlessly twisting the two of them around the floor. âYou forget they exist. Merely part of the background. In my world, it's just us. I canât even see Logan wrapping his arm around Pattonâs waist right now, what are you talking about?â
Virgil chuckles as Roman expertly maneuvers Virgil so he can see what Roman is talking about. Sure enough, Logan is standing behind Patton, his arms wrapped around Pattonâs waist as they watch, swaying slightly in place while Patton closes his eyes. It was a sweet moment between the two. If only it could have happened at the actual prom.
âRoman?â Virgil asks after a moment.Â
âYes?â he answers, pulling away just far enough to see Virgilâs face.Â
Virgil meets his gaze. âYou know you donât have to protect me, right?â
Romanâs eyes give him away. âWhat are you talking about?â
âLogan told me what happened,â Virgil admits softly.Â
Roman pulls him closer so that Virgil canât see his face, spinning slowly.Â
âI can handle myself, is all Iâm saying,â Virgil tries again after a moment.Â
âOf course,â Roman nods before pulling back again, his brow pulled together. âI know that. I never meant to insinuate that you couldnât. I just⌠hang on.â
The song ends as the crowd applauds before the next song kicks on. Its something upbeat, but Virgil isnât paying attention. Heâs too busy trying to read Romanâs expression as the Prom King pulls him from the middle of the crowd to a darker corner of the yard. Roman doesnât drop his hand or his gaze, as if trying to hold the moment while getting out of a public setting. Once out of the way, Roman looks at their hands still together.Â
âVirgil, you know when you asked me to prom you had that whole pledge of fealty as part of it?â
âRight,â Virgil nods.Â
âWell,â Roman explains, his brow pulled together in thought. âItâs part of feudalism from the middle ages, right? I remember you said Logan helped you with it. He mustâve explained it. Anyway, a person swore to a lord that they would do them no harm, that they would be honorable and keep them safe and everything you wrote for me back then.â
âI remember.â Virgil smiles softly. âI still stand by that.â
âI know.â Roman returns the smile. âBut thereâs part of it that people seem to forget. The people would do this for their lord, but it wasnât a one way street. The lord was bound by the same principles in return.â
âOkay,â responds Virgil slowly.Â
âAll I did was uphold my end of the promise. And I would do it again,â says Roman, pushing Virgilâs bangs out of his eyes.Â
Virgil leans into the touch, âI⌠I just donât want you to get hurt because of me.â
âI think youâll find I can handle myself too,â Roman smiles.Â
Virgil rolls his eyes and reaches up to straighten Romanâs crown, âOkay. Fair enough.â
Virgil isnât sure which of them pulls the other, but he finds himself kissing his Prince. Softly, melting into one another. Roman wraps an arm around Virgil and pulls him gently into it, deepening the moment just a little. Virgil embraces it for a moment before he pulls back, smiling.Â
âCome on,â Virgil whispers, breathless for a moment, pressing his forehead against Romanâs. âAs much as I want to keep you to myself, you do have an adoring public that is waiting for you to lead them in some kind of line dance, I am sure.â
âOnly if you come with me,â Roman answers, his smile radiating its normal light once again.
âUh, I donât dance,â Virgil scoffs.Â
âJust one, please? It's our senior prom,â Roman pleads, making puppy dog eyes. âWhat about the Cha-cha slide?â
âOnly if you can convince Logan to do it too,â Virgil answers.Â
âChallenge accepted. Heâll hear his King out, I am sure,â Roman agrees, taking Virgilâs hand. âAre you coming with me?â
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