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A flutter. A beat. A flush of the skin. Your presence ignites a passion in me That can be described only as love. The warmth. The comfort. The room filled with laughter and absurdity. You've made me. I've made you. We have lived and lied and shed many tears. We have screamed and hid from ourselves and others to once again find ourselves wrapped in each-others' arms. Your smile, your laugh, your kiss on the forehead makes me feel your love and let's me know you care. To quote one of my favorite movies... "I hate the way you're always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate the way you're not around And the fact that you didn't call But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all" -10 things I hate about you

that even though what happened yesterday still makes him laugh, he still feels really bad about it. i didn't think he did since, ya know, he kept laughing and even joking about it today, but he told me all late, already when he was gonna go to bed and i'm no good with these kinds of things and i just didn't know what to say back to him. it's like, yea, good, you should feel bad because you totally wrecked the rest of my day and i haven't been the same since. but like, that sounds so mean and even though i'm disappointed in him, i just can't be mean to him, i can't. i can't joke around like he does. and saying something for reals would be even worse. i can't even joke about hating him because it brings tears to my eyes. i love this man too much, i just can't bear the thought of hurting his feelings even though he's already hurt mine... it's not like my ex and i hope it never does get to that point..

i called him up after that whole work thing happened and he listened to me and he joked about me working for him and he told story after story about stuff at his work and he wasn't mumbling and i heard him laugh :] i don't know if he's completely back to normal yet, i'm afraid to ask :P also, he told me that he had wanted to tell me that he's really happy that we're together and that i'm the only one that can calm him down when he's mad. like, he's got his parents and three siblings and yet i'm the only one who can calm him and that's really nice :] also, he wore the keychain i got him to work :D i didn't think he would, especially after what happened.. but he did so that also made me feel nice ^__^ i wish we had more moments like that, but i guess it just helps me appreciate them more when they happen. tomorrow i see him again since i don't have work to go to :P like, earlier i was okay, but it's starting to hit me. i have no job. sadness :( ah well. hopefully tomorrow is a brighter day with him <3

the horribler i feel.. i basically attacked the person he is when that's not even the real reason bothering me.. it's not his jokes that bother me, it's the fact that he doesn't say sweet things towards me anymore. all he does is make sarcastic little remarks. i mean, that should make me happy though, shouldn't it? because it shows that he feels comfortable enough with me to be joking all the time. and that is sweet in itself. i'm a horrible person..the absolute worst...