#ourconstellation

Our Constellation pt.3 tomorrow!

What we had was so real. Didn’t you feel it too? We said we couldn’t imagine a future without one another but when your ex came back you went back to her. Do you know how much that hurts? You were so unhappy with her. I don’t understand how you would want to go back to her after what you’ve had with me. We’re perfect for each other. How in hell do you not see it or feel it? How could you let it go like it meant nothing? Maybe it wasn’t as real from your side as I thought. You said you would never hurt me. You said you wanted to grow old with me. It’s been a month now and we don’t talk. I still cry. Living in a world without you feels like hell. I put on a brave face everyday but inside i’m broken. You look happy and when you love someone you put their happiness before your own so if she makes you happy I guess I have to find a way to accept that and move on somehow. Nights are the worst because it reminds me of when you would just hold me and tell me how much I mean to you. I’m pretty sure I failed all my finals at school because life just hasn’t felt the same since you left and I’m praying on every star and even the constellation we called ours that someday i’ll be happy again.

The Start of our Road Map

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