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Shipping meme ( Still accepting !! )

9. Who are some characters you ship your muse with?

At the moment, I only have a handful of ships with Rosie. Given shes difficult as hell to deal with, shipping is not always easily (1. because of the nature of her doesnt make her easy to love and 2. Because I'm a babu and dont like to feel like I'm jumping the gun on people to love her askgifn)

She varies by fandom, but I have about 4 at the moment

- The main ones are with Guts (@cecidesent) is one of the first ships she had when I got here to tumblr. Berserk fandom has died out but it still is my first love before the fandom like tore itself apart. Although my Guts isn't around publicly, the verse where they shared their immortal lives together and Rosie spends her lifetime lamenting him in the modern day is the :V: The Fall: verse.

- My most common one you probably see on my blog is my Marvel verse, where Rosie is married to Eddie Brock(aka. Venom) (@osteum) and they have a family of 6 kids( 4 birthed, 2 adopted) all together. It has a lot of development behind the scenes but it's kind of my go-to if I'm not using my main verse because I love my symbiote kids and it honestly leaves a lot of room for exploring because of the up and down of their parents relationship, but also because of the anti-symbiot policies in the Marvel universe and how people see them. Rosie is still a leader of the angel squad and real deal always ready to throw down because of the bad reputation symbiots have the the people that shit talk about her Eddie and Venom. Its wild. This verse is found in the :V: Fate can be kind: tag.

- My other Marvel verse is with Wendell Vaughn (@quantahope) where Rosie and Wendell are still in a developing(long distance) relationship. Its honestly really sweet with the two of them sharing that burden as protectors, and it's full of jokes and their two strange families coming together. Mia and Malakaid love Wendell and Epoch, and Mia is an especially bad influence now that she has the power to convince her naive siblings to cause trouble with her. It may be new but it's still so fun. Found in the :V: Wendellverse: tag

And lastly is a plot driven ship with Lauren(@sunflcwcrr) which started out as sweet but Rosie is a crazyass bitch and the ship has lowkey turned toxic mainly of Rosie's part( Aka. She keeps wanting to impulsively hurt and kill this girl every time they're even slightly intimate) , but 2 single moms coming together after heartache and using each other for comfort for what is no more is a true angst trip.

Those are my only ships at the moment, while Rosie may playfully flirt and have relations with people (aka @maxskulline and @skulldxddy) that may seem border shippy, true ship with her is fairly difficult. Its honestly at a point where like.. Rosie really doesn't want to always be the first one to be chasing the other, she isnt too crazy about one sided pinning because noe shes an older lady, so for now those may be the only ships I got going on now ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

In her own canon, ships that occur are mainly with:

- Kasimir( now an ex-husband)

- Rocky( verse dependent, but deceased in main canon.),

- Jacob (( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) No one gets details on this one )

“ man, i don’t know.  but if i have to see one more f.ortnite dance i’m gonna quit my fucking job. ”

✱    ———  in  whole  ,  they  understand  ,  in  entirety  ,  they  know  it’s  too  bold  to  assume  that  he  and  they  were  the  same.  elsa  casts  their  eyes  down  ,  holding  their  own  hands  as  they  reflect  on  what  he  said.  I  AM  DIFFERENT.  that  rang  true  for  the  monarch  ,  as  they  sit  on  this  earth  , BORN  OF  COLD  AND  WINTER  AIR.  born,  not  cursed,  they  had  to  remind  themselves.  their  journey  from  babe  to  now  has  been  a  long  road  ,  and  it  still stretches  beyond  the  snowy  path  they  sought  out.  

I  AM  NOT  THE  SAME  AS  I  WAS  ,  that  was  also  true. no  longer  did  they  shut  the  door  nor  hide  behind  it  ,  no  longer  did  they  isolate  as  frequent  as  before.  they  have  friends  now,  real  friends.  they  have  anna  now.  living  ,  breathing  ,  anna,  who  was  at  their  rented  home  here  in  new  york.  I  AM  DIFFERENT  ,   yes  ,  they  were  different  .  yes  ,  eddie  was  different  ,  but  did  that  make  them  the  same  ?  did  that  automatically  make  them  similar  because  of  the  differences  they  ended  up  with  ,  NOT  ASKED  FOR  ?  

maybe  it  did .    

❝    i’m  proud  of  you  ,  eddie.  don’t  let  the  past  haunt  you  and  take  away  moments  of  today .      ❞

rubs my hands 2gether i saw a post a few days ago that brought something very important to the table....Catra is a CRIER !!! she’s a fucking cry baby!! she cries when she’s angry OR when she’s sad  , or at least she used to . she doesn’t cry anymore because she can’t  . adora was like her emotional lifeline and was the only person who saw her cry when they were younger , catra still cried as they got older but she just stopped doing it in front of adora . now she doesn’t cry at all unless it’s an extremely intense array of emotions like uhhhhh being subsequently emotionally manipulated and then ABANDONED by your shitty abusive maternal figure who you thought finally gave a rats ass abt you ! or seeing your old drawing you made with ur best friend before they ABANDONED you too!

      ‘  you  don’t  have  to  do  that  alone  Eddie...  you  have  people  who  would  help  you,  like  P--- S-Spider-Man...  or  me,  i  know  i’m  sorta  new  to  you.  or  i  seem  like  a  gimmick  but  i  know  I  can  help  you.  I’ve  beaten  Doctor  Doom  before,  that’s  gotta  count  for  something  right? ‘     her  fingers  meet  anxiously,  tapping  tips  together  like  a  child  being  scolded  after  throwing  away  her  peas  for  dinner.   ‘  besides  last  i  read  --- er,  heard...  you  already  were  some  sort  of  God.  i-- i  mean,  you  have  Venom,  right?  we’re  not  in  2018  anymore...’  God  did  she  ever  dig  a  hole  for  herself.  first  it’s  the  whole  Deadpool  thing  and  now  she’s  trying  to  get  on the  good  side  of  a  literal  VOID  GOD.  why  couldn’t  things  be  simple  like  in  the  old  comics? aliens  were  aliens  and  Bendis  wasn’t  around  to  ruin  one  of  the  best  villains /  antiheroes  around.

YOU   ALWAYS  KNOW   THE   SCENT   OF   SLAUGHTER ,    the  faint  smell  of  iron  that  hangs  in  the  air ,    the   intoxicating   poison   which  begins  to  seep  from  each  rotten  carcass  that  meets  your  blade .    maria  walks  past  these  corpses  like  one  of  many  shadows  that  stalk  ALL  battlefields ,    blades  of  the  rakuyo  each  held  in  either  hand ,    ready  to  face  the  butcher  of  these  lambs .      ❝      - ———have  you  yet  to  be  satisfied ?      ❞      inquiry  resonates  a  concerning  calmness ,    in  stark  contrast  to  the  thrills  of  bloodshed .      she  was  to  be  the  complete  opposite  of  feral  beasts ,    order   to  their   chaos .

to determine whether or not amélie has regrets,    we have to understand the depth of her brainwashing / torture.    canonly,   she says that she feels no emotion,    except for when she makes a kill   —   this is all just some aesthetic gimmick;    it’s a selling point for her character    &    it really has no real substance in amélie’s core development.    on this blog,    she feels emotions,    but certain ones are suppressed through her brainwashing.    the thing is..     we don’t know how long talon had amélie for    (    before she killed her husband   ),   nor have i decided.    it was probably under a year,    maybe around 5-7 months?    total brainwashing is almost impossible to achieve    &    definitely nothing close to it can be done effectively within just half a year,    so we have to assume that the neural connections that talon forced ontoamélie’s mind were stronger    (    or at least..    semi - prominent    )    than the ones she had developed for all her life.

i’m going to deviate from the point here    &    say that as i do more research,    it’s obvious to me that brainwashingamélie,    a grown woman who has had countless memorable life experiences    &    definitely has a set of strong morals,    will be incredibly difficult.    but there are various ways to break someone..    we won’t go into that right now.    all i want to say is thatamélie gave talon a hard time,    her mind was stubborn    &    she was an amazingly strong woman..    just one of the reasons gérard fell in love with her,    hehe.

now,    after amélie willingly walks back to talon after successfully killing her husband    (   because her mind is so uniquely strong,    coupled with the fact that brainwashing a grown woman is hard enough,    talon used a trigger one fateful night to make her mind snap into the ‘’’training’’ they forced upon her which results in her turning on her own husband.    she definitely had a change of personality when she was initially released     &    i’m sure gérard/overwatch noticed,    but they had the idea that,    yeah,    she might have been tortured.. but not brainwashed.    tortured to maybe release information or just to get to gérard    (    again,    the implications of using a woman as a pawn..    hm    ).    never would they have thought,    however,    that there were  numerous underlying,    influential neural connections that talon forced onto her    )    she doesn’t seem to display regret.    it’s like sending in a robot to do some work    &    it coming back to its owner because that’s what it was PROGRAMMED to do.

back to the question:    does amélie have any regrets ?    if we consider that talon most likely forced her “old life” to be thought of memories not of her own    (    alienating her own mind    &    identity    ),    then anything amélie may have regretted from that part of her life is nullified.    however,    when it comes to her killing    &    such,    it seems that she doesn’t have any regrets,    morally speaking.     she might regret making a certain move that made it harder for her to reach her target or something like that    (    related to her work/missions    ),   but unless she has those mental lapses where she feels suddenly out of place    &    struggles with a seemingly sudden onslaught of pure anguish    &    guilt    (    this goes back to the whole brainwashing thing    &    how i believe amélie’s mind is stronger than the average person’s.    but even if her resolve wasn’t that solid,    there’ll be times where something triggers her mind to remember a memory that she thought wasn’t her own,    but her own brain is telling her that it IS hers.    we can think of it as smelling a certain scent    &    suddenly remembering an event or person associated with that smell.    think of it as a break in her hypnosis.    ),    i don’t think she has any regrets.    it’s a hard question to answer without including all the backstory    &    exceptions.    she never regrets taking a life,     &     if she does,    it’s because she remembered her “old life” or it was a more logical regret like “well,    killing this person makes it harder for me to kill THAT person or to get information.”

(   something else we can note is that in THIS official art..    she visits gérard’s grave    &    places a rose in front of it.    honestly..    i think she acknowledges    &    knows that killing her own husband is probably something she should feel horrible about,    but it’s not registering correctly in her mind.    a lot of amélie’s memories are fragmented according to her emotions    (    all humans associate feelings with memories,    it’s like our greatest strength    &    weakness  ),   but if her emotions are so wildly varied    &    disconnected..    her own recollections are jumbled.    i think she definitely felt something,    she wouldn’t have visited her husband’s grave otherwise,    but i don’t think she knows if it’s regret or anguish or guilt or whatever else.    alternatively,    she could have accepted the guilt of killing her husband,    so she’s past the mourning phase.     but,    i have yet to really dissect this.   )