#osleya

Octavia Blake, 'Skairipa'.

i will never not scream at the top of my fucking lungs that she deserved better. i will never not cheer clarke on for murdering that man. i would’ve done it without regrets too. she was a fucking child. she was a child. she was what, like,, 12 mentally?? i know all of them were asleep for 125 years but you get the fucking point. and sure, he didn’t kill her kill her, but he took her life from her. he put her under a memory capture procedure but went way too far and caused her to have a massive fucking stroke in her brain stem. she was completely, irreparably paralyzed after. she could hear and see everything around her but that’s it. she would never talk again, eat again, walk again, etc because cadogan took that from her. he took a child’s like away from her and left her there. she was alone and scared and she didn’t want to leave clarke in solitude. she was a child who had the weight of the world put on her shoulders. i mean she became a leader of the people at 12. and she did it to save her fucking mom. and what makes madi’s death even sadder? when octavia was about to mercy kill her so that clarke wouldn’t have to kill her own daughter, clarke began to hum the same song she hummed when she mercy killed atom in season one. the same song charlotte hummed when she killed wells. i fucking hate bill cadogan.