#orignalsong

How can you do this to me 

pink medicine stains my teeth

The silver spoon shakes rattles in my hand

Sharp pain in my stomach arteries or is it my heart 

You wonder why I spend time alone and we grew apart

Island escape im with winter weather

Bikini poolside while I’m in my knit sweater/

The pink fluid drips on the counter

This may or may not be our last encounter 

Drip drop down my system 

Napkins from last night I see in the morning

You’re fast asleep when I’m here mourning/

Let’s pretend that your words don’t keep me up at night 

and your presence doesn’t fill me up with fright /

Let’s pretend my heart strings didn’t snap into two

 and you didn’t care didn’t ask what to do/

Let’s pretend during our pizza dinner 

and our game nights when no ones the winner/

Just for this once I can make you proud

Don’t have to say anything out loud

I don't love you very so

I always wanted you to know/

how long is this going to last

Hopefully it won’t wear off so fast

Pink drips down my heart

I think soon it’s my time to part/

I might only be gone for the night