#original broadcasts

Tagged by: @strigoium

Tagging: @yewphoric @caleb-crow @lilmothiits @kai-tesblr and anyone else who'd like to participate!

This has been sitting in my folder for one million years but here's a sketch of some of my ESO characters. The idea is to have make like kind of a gif of the two frames? With like a short smear transition between the two.

I'm also working on writing up a (mostly) comprehensive timeline for my guy Casran but that's a little hard to share in a post like this lol. It's extremely long term because it involves me playing like. Arena. and Daggerfall. And more of ESO than I really have time for at the moment lol

And here's some concept artwork for a visual novel that I'm working on with @electriceyespots and @siveine. It's extremely rough so far.

Some hlm themed kandi I made a while ago

like, personally, i'm an introject of an ex-friend's fictive. we were never into the original fictional source, but here i am with some of the strongest pseudomemories in the system. point is, i feel like i'm some sort of our relationships with them and their interests

i suppose a better example might be our boy Vincent. They used to be our host around the time we discovered our systemhood, and maybe a year before then. They haven't been a host for like 3 years. Still, they come around every once in a while. usually just to say the classic "ohh it's so weird that i've been gone for so long, so much has changed." and like. yeah. the guy cares about people we don't even think about anymore. hell, his perception of our self is outdated compared to how most of us see it. just overall, he's not a part of who we are anymore. I mean absolutely no hate to the guy, but the point is we've outgrown the self he used to be a part of, and he's still here as a part of something that has no surviving other parts.

there's other folks like that around. most older than me, many of them past hosts. maybe 'ghosts of the past' is an overdramatic way of putting it, but it's how it feels to me.