3 ⧽. what's something you like about your writing?
i like when i get a little poetic and whimsical, especially with descriptions of physical sensation. it's fun to write but it's also something that i am most proud of when i reread past work. (which i do often bc i am obsessed w myself lolol.)
14 ⧽. is there anything outside of your normal content that you want to write?
i am a poet, and i am currently working on making an older fic into a novel with original characters! i post more about those personal happenings on my main account, and because i am trying to get my work published in journals and magazines, very little is published online, but you can find bits of my poetry here.
17 ⧽. are there any songs you want to write a songfic for?
truthfully, no. although music plays a huge role in how i feel when writing, and i like to curate playlists, i think it is difficult for me to write a fic centered only around one song. i sort of did it for Outro: Tear, although i have never been a huge fan of how that turned out, and it was all vibes and not following the actual lyrics very closely.
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How about some face/nose riding with Kook or Yoongi (shocker) or Both 🤷🏻♀️. Like they’re drowning. It’s a tsunami and they’re there to dude it out (literally)
But instead of good girl or that my girl. We get “atta girl” with a nice ass slap to pair.
Hope that’s what you meant!!
Wait so i actually suck dick at writing smut but i’m doing it anyways!!
also THANK YOU YOONIE ILY
(not exactly your idea but i hope it’s satisfying your yoongi needs slightly)
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ATTA GIRL: very short yoongi x reader cunnilingus
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You didn’t indulge in Yoongis tongue often, preferring him to ruin you with his cock while you cried at the oversensitivity of many, many orgasms. But today, you no longer had a choice. He wanted it. And he wanted you on his tongue badly.
There was nothing you could do but grip onto the headboard as he lowered you onto his tongue. You were barely settled and his tongue was moving. Suckling at your clit, licking into your entrance. Anything he could do, he did.
His large hands held your hips tightly as he got lost in your taste, your moans echoing through the room as you slowly started grinding your hips down onto his face. His pleased grunts spurred you on, your hips moving faster as your juices dripped down over his chin and onto his pillow.
Your hands gripped the headboard tighter as you approached your high, his grunts turning into groans that sent vibrations straight to your core. Your high approached quicker than you wanted as Yoongis hands lay on his lap, palming his bulge as you took full control and ground down onto his pretty face faster.
You glanced down hesitantly to see how he was fairing, his eyes closed as he basked in the near constant streams of your juices flowing across his face. The sight sent you head first into your orgasm, legs shaking around his head as he moaned.
Panting, you dropped to the bed on your stomach, his hand rubbing comforting circles on your back as you caught your breath through the aftershocks.
“You fucking squirted all over my face, doll.”
You groaned in embarrassment, his laugh relaxing you further.
“Atta girl.”, his voice was a growl as he landed a slap on your ass, your legs jerking at the sudden impact.
“What the fuck, Yoongi?”
“Just proud.”
“Whatever.”, you mumbled back to him as you slowly faded from consciousness, his groans and the wet strokes of his veiny hand on his cock guiding you into a well deserved sleep.
7.4k • One Shot • (T) | Small Town AU, S2F2L, Slow Burn, Angst, Touch of Fluff, Darker Subject Matter, First Kiss, Silce of Life
Summary: The town outcast shows up in the one place you find solace from it’s residents. The people you force yourself to fit in with, even though you never want to be anything like them. Will he ruin your only place of salvation, or become the most unlikely friend?
╰┈➤Rainfall Brings Tomorrow • F, A
<1k • Drabble • (T) | You leave tomorrow, and there's one thing you need to say goodbye to before you do.
The Devil Wears Valentino • S, F, A • *Halloween Special '23*
10.4k • One Shot • (M) | Spooky AU, Supernatural Creatures AU, Not Quite Friends to Lovers, Age Gap, Technically Slice of Life, Smut, Fluff, Touch of Angst
Summary: Having known him for years—from a small mistake on your behalf, and a favour on his—you’re one of the only people he seems to be able to put up with for company. Certainly the only one he’s half-way decent with. But what’s more surprising to you is that despite his name, reputation, and the fact he’s always joked he’d have killed anyone else by this point, is that he’s never once tried to cause you harm.
Actually, he’s almost…protective of you. In his own weird way.
And obnoxiously flirty.
- we’ll get here eventually
- ideas ruminating
- ideas ruminating
PG • S, F, A
11.5K • Oneshot • (M) One Shot, Friends to Lovers, Age Gap, Slice of Life, Angst, Smut and Touches of Fluff
Summary: You aren’t delusional enough to think anything would ever happen between the two of you, not for a damn second. Be it the age difference, the fact that he’s your brother's friend, or the extremely high likelihood that he sees you as nothing more than Fourteen’s annoying little sister that he can use to rile said best friend up.
But that’s about it. Nothing more. And reality is something you’re able to keep a solid grasp on when it comes to him. You don’t let it go for the sake of acting on a one sided and unrequited feeling you know will pass… eventually.
To What We Were Before, And All The Things After • S, F, A
78K • Series • (M) | College AU, Mild Royalty AU, S2F2L, Slow Burn, Slice of life
Summary: The Prince of your country starts university at your school this year, and you don’t really care, much to your best friends dismay. But what happens when you’re the only one he wants to be friends with? Do you say yes and become a public friend of the prince? Photographed and harassed all for your boyfriend—who’s studying 5000 miles away—to see through the tabloids? Or do you say no and deny the future King the one thing he wants?
One • Two • Three • Four • Five • Six • Seven • Eight • Nine • Ten • TBR
hehehehehe! Thank you so much, Yoon. You really made my day better. As for the answers:
3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year
"You wondered, what she smelled like, what perfume did she use to make Yoongi look this satisfied. You even considered asking her, purchasing a bottle and drowning yourself in one of those if that means Yoongi would love to smell you too, he would curl himself around you late at night. If that means Yoongi would want you, just as much." From Girl Crush. 😭
7. longest completed fic you wrote this year
It's Oh So Reluctant Twoshot of Jimin. The total word count is 4.4k+ (I know it's pretty short but I don't usually exceed 1.5k words for a fic 🙃)
9. shortest completed fic you wrote this year
Seven days a Week of JJk. Just 1k words (and my most popular fic).
14. a fic you didn’t expect to write
Fool's Gold of JHS. I had absolutely no plan but then Hoseok dropped his beautiful face in the internet and I went berserk. So had to write this angsty little drabble.
15. favorite fic you read this year
Transference! there is no fucking doubt about it! absolutely looooooooooove it!
Thank you for this ask again, Yoon. Hope you are having a happy start to 2024. Love ya mate! ✨
OMG BABY! I’ll be at delululand for days 😍😍 i love that!!!
And…excuse me but did you think i wasn’t into yandere???😶🌫️ not for real life tho, but for my fake life lol 👀👀👀 listen when the storyline is good i’ll read whatever.
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A/N: For the wonderful and overly sweet, @orchidyoonkook. It's.... dark ish.... but still your concept and I hope it satisfies your craving for a complete fic even though its a oneshot.
-CEO!Jungkook x Bodyguard!Reader (reversed bodyguard!jk because brain said no, hope its okay still though)
-violence and confusion from my brain. This got sad... and is very fast-paced. curse you, brain
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You followed him like a shadow, his safety your only goal as he walked through the streets in his expensive suit with his bouncy, fluffy and downright sinful hair. Your job was simple. Protect Jeon Jungkook at all costs. Easier said than done as he went around town doing the stupidest things. Just last week he had pulled you by your bulletproof vest to watch a drug exchange in the dark alleyway behind a hotel near his office. The men hadn’t noticed your intrusion until Jungkook had laughed at something they said, leading the two of you to be searched for weapons, your silenced pistol and throwing knives being removed from your person as Jungkook was robbed of the money he had in his wallet.
Attempting to negotiate your way out of the situation led to Jungkook being held back while you were kicked and stomped on until your breaths came out wheezed as blood pooled around your outstretched hand that had been stabbed in the hustle of the whole thing. Your training kicked in soon after and you had taken them down one by one as Jungkook sat and watched you beat the life out of men who had almost done the same to you. Your hand ached further afterwards but broken ribs and a stabbed hand were the least of your worries when Jungkook grunted in pain. At this point in your career as his bodyguard, you had learnt his different noises. This one, even to the untrained ear, was clearly pained. And it made sense when you turned to him after strangling a man with his shoelace to see him holding a bullet wound in his leg.
The event led to physical therapy for your hand and a large scar running across the inside of it while Jungkook limped through his building with his usual smile and waves. Your paid leave for healing was boring in short, your days filled with Youtube and some Netflix while praying that your boss just stayed within the safety of his building until you were cleared to go back. Your co-workers told you he had done just that, staying in the building except to leave with a group of 6 following him closely. Your relationship with the other 6 was not unknown as you frequently… entangled in the throes of desire with them. Jungkook knew of those days, he always knew everything about you somehow. It never surprised you. He had to keep his tabs on employees to be sure they were being legal and not doing anything dumb. One of these nights is what he approached you with on your return.
“Y/N. My lovely bodyguard and personal assassin~ You see, I’ve been keeping tabs on my guards as always and it’s been made blatantly clear that you’ve been indulging in sexual behaviors with the others. I have no issue with this, just so you’re aware. I’m very glad you’re relieving yourself in that way.”, his jealousy and nervous tone seeped through your ears as his small boyish smile lit up his face, “All I ask is that you don’t do those things in the guard room… with security cameras…”
He chuckled anxiously as he turned his laptop to face you, your own ass being shown to you with the one and only Min Yoongi, hacker and bodyguard, pounding into you. Your face turned red as you coughed, his eyes avoiding yours as you deleted the footage.
“I am so sorry, Mr. Jeon. It won’t happen again. You have my word. I’m truly sorry you had to see that.”
He mumbled his acceptance with something that suspiciously sounded like ‘I’m not’. Shaking it off, you turned to leave the room, not having to be in the same room constantly when he was secure and very safe. People passed your station with nods and brief conversation of how your hand was doing. “Fine, just stiff.” was your response to everyone who had asked you until your beloved break.
Entering the guard room was always fun but having that security footage in your mind was making it slightly less fun. The boys greeted you with enthusiasm as always, Yoongi and Seokjin on their breaks with you. Conversation turned from topic to topic as you ate in peace, a smile on your face for the first time that day that wasn’t forced as you relaxed with your friends… with benefits. The truth was, you hated Jeon Jungkook. His cocky smiles and walk made you seethe and the events of the alley made you hate him more. He had caused so many sticky situations for the two of you that you just couldn’t stand him anymore. At first you had enjoyed your work around him but he got more confidence, more money and more stupidity. It evolved enough for you to hate him. And to think you had a crush on him when you started as an intern in business. Bodyguarding, if that’s what you called it, was much more suited to your strengths in the end when you stopped a pickpocket with a blink of an eye, Jungkook not even noticing the old man attached to his pocket. That was the turning point of your crush. If he could be so distant from his body and not feel that, how in the hell would he handle a relationship? The continual decline in his competence in your mind left quickly. It wasn’t difficult to live with though, his constant attention for everyone else giving you reprieve from it until you were alone with him.
A stab wound was not all you were willing to take to keep him safe despite your hatred for him, but as you chowed down on your beloved pizza pockets, you didn’t care. At least until the building went into shut down and Hoseoks voice filtered into your walkie talkie from his CCTV station in the building.
“10-33. Copy? 10-33, Jeon in danger.”
You shot out of your chair instantly, hands gathering your gun as you sprinted through the halls, gunshots ringing from above you as you took the stairs 3 at a time. Safety off, you burst through the doors of the 7th floor, Jungkooks office door wide open and his secretary dead on the floor, blood winding down her head to hit the carpet. You shook your head and pushed forward, steps light and finger on the trigger. Stepping into the office with a large stride, your gun was knocked from your hand before you could react, your arms being wrenched behind you as you noticed Jungkook being held at gunpoint by Park Jimin, his biggest competitor. For businessmen, this was extreme, you thought as you were forced down onto your knees. The struggle tired out your captors, clearly not used to being fought so intensely.
“Now, Jungkookie. We have you and your little pet. It’s either you cooperate with me and accept my deal or you both die in a tragic homicide-suicide.” Park's voice hit you like a wall as you focused on Jungkook's reactions.
Something had happened that you weren't partial too. You didn’t care what per say, just that Jungkook had put himself, and others, in danger once again. He was infuriating you at this point. But you were here to protect him. And that's what you would do. Swinging a leg out to kick the back of Jimin’s leg, he fell forward, gun firing off towards the windows as his head hit the desk. Park knocked out cold, the two holding you were your next focus. Their arms snapped back in unnatural positions, their cries cut short as you punched them once your hands were free. Pain shot through your hand as you punched, the pain making you see white until you were punched in return. The new ache in your pushed you forward as you knocked the men to the ground, Jungkook standing and watching with a proud smirk. That annoyed you enough to swing a man at the large windows, his body flying through it and sailing down onto the street, the screams of pedestrians meeting your ears to let you know he had landed in a grizzly scene.
“Just. fucking. die!”, you shouted at the last man as you slammed him to the ground.
A slow clap filled the room as you stood straight and fixed your loose hair with a sigh, removing it from your vision. Your gaze snapped to Jungkook in anger as he chuckled and walked around the desk to place his hands on your shoulders.
“That was awesome. We should do that more often!”, he clapped you on the back and started out of the office, his eyes tracing the blood soaked hallway.
A click caught your ears and you froze. Another click. A third. A spin of metal. A click.
Thud.
Thud.
Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud.
Your heart rate picked up as you heard the revolver being loaded for use. Your eyes landed on the guy you body slammed, his breathing very slow. Eyes moving to the other CEO, you inhaled sharply. The revolver in his hand caught the light as he lined it up with Jungkook’s fluffy head of hair. Your mind going blank, you sprinted for Jungkook, his body turning to question you with a large smile until a gunshot rang through the space, your ears ringing as the force of something colliding with your back sent you flying into Jungkook. Bodies tumbling on the floor, you heard a distant laugh that clearly belonged to Jimin. Your hands searched Jungkook for a bullet wound shakily. Weird, you thought, your hands were never shaky. The gasp your boss let out was enough to have you concentrating on his gaze. Following it to your chest, the large red splatter on your shirt and the hole in it was enough for you to freeze again.
A painful cough wracked your body as you fell off of Jungkook, blood spilling from the corners of your mouth as you lay in shock.
“Oh.”, you said in a small voice, fingers probing the exit wound. “That's less than ideal-”
A cough ran through you again and you spluttered blood out onto the floor. Jungkook's hands removed your own from the wound, pressure causing you to cough again as your coworkers ran into the hall with varying gasps of surprise and despair. Yoongi was at your side instantly, helping you sit against Seokjin as his hands pressed on the entry wound. Words of comfort filled the space as you coughed some more, distant sirens letting you smile as your head got heavier. A third set of hands held up your head, but noticing the slick feel of them, you gathered Jungkook had instructed someone else to apply pressure to the exit wound.
“You can’t die on me, Y/N. Not after everything. I won’t allow it. I know you hate me, I know. But I love you. I have since you stopped that pickpocket. You were so cool to me at that moment… I knew I had to gain your affections at some point.”, he trailed off before rambling about every moment his love grew for you.
The alley incident. A shopping mall mishap. The pizza thing and today. Little moments in between had helped his love for you grow but each moment you showed your dedication to keeping him alive, even if it meant a serious injury and possibly a collapsed lung. It made your head spin. Or perhaps it was the blood loss. Either way, as his sweet voice filled your entire being and his eyes traced your features lovingly, you realized that maybe you hadn’t stopped liking him at all. Despite his annoyance and constant want for danger and adrenaline, you loved him like he loved you. It was funny how blood loss and being so close to death let you realize just how much you appreciate something you believed you didn’t.
“I- Jungkook, I know.”, you paused to cough, “I realize I love you too. Your stupid-”
Cough.
“Your stupid face and beautiful hair…”, you groaned in pain as someone applied more pressure, “Your dumb jokes in the morning and the spring in your step when we go out somewhere…”
Jungkook chuckled and shushed you, tears in everyone's eyes as your voice got weaker and rougher. His hands cradled your face as you heard people rushing through the building, people shouting over each other at bodies until a paramedic reached your floor. The stretcher following behind him made your heavy head fill with confusion until you glanced drearily over at the blurred figure of Hoseok, phone in hand with a sad smile, acknowledging your unspoken thought.
You were content dying in that moment. You had told Jungkook the truth you were denying yourself, your friends were around you and you protected him. At that point, you couldn’t ask for more. The light people talked about came closer, the comforting cold that came with it drawing you in as your grandparents stood to the side of it. Beckoning you. It was so comforting and tempting, Jungkooks panicked voice as you went limp in their arms falling into the abyss surrounding the light.
That was where you were supposed to be. You had a feeling about it just nudging you towards it. But you focused. Suddenly you were above the scene. Jungkook nearly sobbing as he shook you and lightly slapped your cheeks to wake you up, Yoongi crying silently as he pressed harder on your wound, Namjoon’s hands on your front now doing CPR as tears trailed down his face. The paramedics lifted you onto the stretcher, your limp hand falling over the edge and into Jungkook's larger palm as you watched from above. It wasn't right. You couldn’t leave him. Not him. Never him. Pushing through the abyss towards your own figure in the stretcher, you reached. You lost sight of everything in the next moment, darkness filling your being as you faded.
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Bolting upright in the bed, you gasped, your chest aching with pain as a voice filled your ears. It was frantic, excited, almost overbearing as you heard a more calm voice quiet the voice.
“Miss L/N. Can you hear me? I’m going to have to ask you to look at me now.”
Your eyes focused slowly, the blue threaded blanket leaving your view as you took a deep breath. That was a bad idea, you thought as you winced and focused on the person with the white coat. Ah. The hospital. You managed to survive it all apparently. Open chest surgery, the ride, your recovery and one more surgery. The doctor ran through basic diagnostics, your eyes were focused on Jungkook though. The bags under his eyes, his thinner frame, weak smile. It was clear he hadn’t taken care of himself during your recovery. Doctor Chen left soon after, your vitals fine and everything functioning well, your stitches closing nicely.
“You’re awake.”
“You look like shit.”
“Says you, Miss ‘I’m going to take a bullet for you now’”.
You huffed a laugh, careful of your stitches as you swung your legs over the side of the bed.
“I had no choice. Protection comes at a cost, y’know. This was the cost, so be it.”
Your voice scratched at your throat after so long without use, your hands reaching for the cup of water and Jungkook's hand as you sipped on the cool water. A cough left you and you groaned, Jungkook's arms wrapping around you gently in a hug as he whispered over and over how glad he was to have you in his life. You interrupted him with a small laugh, a smile on your face as you guided him to make eye contact with you.
“This first date kinda sucks, Kook. You’re gonna have to do better for the rest.”
Laughter filled the space, your friends and family came and left and your hand held his the entire time.
Now, years later and walking down the aisle, your daughter bouncing by her father at the altar, you would never not say that protecting him was worth all of this and more. All you had to do was protect your daughter now. And fuck if that wouldn’t be a large task. She took after her father that way.
