what reason do I have left to live when even the people who I trusted to stay wind up abandoning me too? everyone always fucking abandons me. I'm too autistic to have friends. I'm gonna kill myself

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what reason do I have left to live when even the people who I trusted to stay wind up abandoning me too? everyone always fucking abandons me. I'm too autistic to have friends. I'm gonna kill myself

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27. âDo you think you deserve this?â
bc maybe that one has the strongest daddy simon vibes hello
âDo you think you deserve this?â
Wilhelmâs panting, hooded gaze is fixed on Simonâs fingertips, hovering in front of his face. Trembling, shining with his own release, his Daddyâs teasing him with these fingers. Forced to watch (donât move, his Daddy had said), muscles locked in place, Wilhelm canât help the half-sound whined from his lips as a drop of sticky come loses itâs fight with gravity, falling from Simonâs fingertips to the hardwood floor. What a waste. He hadnât even got a taste yet;Â his Daddy getting himself off with precise strokes right in front of where Wilhelmâs sat so obediently on his knees. Wilhelm sways forward an inch, entranced by his Daddyâs dripping digits.
âDaddy-â
Simonâs eyes snap to his, stormy. Wilhelm shudders, rocking back again immediately. (Donât move.)
âI said,â Simon emphasises, delicately drawing his hand closer to Wilhelmâs open mouth. (Donât move, donât move.)Â
Closer and closer Simon comes, until thereâs naught but a hairsbreadth separating Simonâs deliciously dirty fingertips from Wilhelmâs bitten-red lips. Then closer still, and Wilhelm honest-to-god stops breathing as the dainty tips of Simonâs fingers breach the circle of his lips, without touching them at all. Wilhelm flattens his tongue to the base of his mouth, lest he be tempted to... to touch. Lick. Taste. He wants... fuck. (Donât fucking move.)
âDo you think you deserve this?â Simon finishes his reiterated question in a whisper. Wilhelmâs eyes flutter closed, but he knows his Daddyâs raised an unimpressed eyebrow at the necessity of the repetition.Â
No, Wilhelm thinks. Wilhelm knows. But he canât say it; canât even shake his head, heâs not allowed yet. (Donât move.)Â
No, Wilhelm thinks. No, Daddy. Then, help me deserve it? Make me, use me. Daddy, oh, Daddy, please help me deserve you.
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i might be writing drabbles if you wanna send me one of these prompts (but you canât prove it)
i've decided to start uploading my renders/captures here.
i've ignored my tumblr for such a long time now and to this day i'm still wondering what to do with it. i thought hauling all the renders i do to here would be a great idea so i could showcase them to even more people.
the only thing is that my uploads are absolutely wonky that i have no idea if whether i should start uploading the renders i've did before first, or just skip straight to the present and upload the current renders i'm doing - either way, i'll post them here.
besides, i actually no idea where to go anyways. i'm banned off reddit, i don't use facebook that much, instagram is filled with creeps, twitter⌠it's a different story, deviantart is losing people - tumblr is, more or less, my last resort.
so with that said, starting now, i will start uploading my renders here - be it from MMD, SFM, or Blender. it's been a long time coming and a kinda hate myself for not doing this sooner but hey, better late than never, right? besides, if there's one place i know is safe from any bullshit, it's tumblr. and i stick by that.
i've just finished my Jacob Seed render with SFM. i've returned into my Far Cry 5 brainrot phase because the game is absolutely priceless.
Since the project is protected (I imagine myself as a warrior with sword and shield, trying to save a poor little project from dragon) and handed over ... I can show "the product" of the project work!
Yeah... Not a skeleton... But... It's something...
And... If someone is interested... His name is... Kenzu. (Ken - sword (cause despite the fact that he is a mage, he was born in swordmen family), mizu - water)
Magika: Corruption, where did you get a bazooka?
Corruption: ...I borrowed it.
Magika: .... Okay! I was worried that you did something dangerous to get this ^v^)
Corruption:

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ladies that can be the face of a cat that is shooketh because weâre in fact, right
(or âpermanent starter callâ)
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This includes, but is not limited to:
Memes. Many of them. You don't have to answer them all or turn them into threads, though.
Tagging you in stuff that reminds me of our muses.
Randomly popping up in your IMs/discord for plotting or OOC talk.
Random starters.
Random IC or OOC asks for your muse(s).
All of the above, the other way around!Â
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Five hours before a party where I'm supposed to look nice and put together is a totally reasonable timeframe to be experimenting with new and different hair dye colors, right?