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shane hollander getting actual muscle strain on his neck from sucking too much dick. ilya can't even laugh at him because he gave himself a worse cramp from eating ass.
i knew will was never coming off mackâs wing when warso said that they donât take criticism on whatever mistakes they may have made during shifts from coaching staff because theyâre so secure in their game together that they always know exactly what play theyâre going for whether it plays out or not and theyâre willing to defend that to anyone
i need ilya to be the little spoon so bad. i need shane to be so curled up around him. i need him nuzzling into shaneâs chest. i need his curls to be pet and played with. i need him tucked into shaneâs neck. i need his back scratched. i need shane cooing in his ear. i need him to have so many soothing kisses. i need him to wake up so wrapped up and loved up, he forgets for a moment that he ever felt lonely.
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i think if hollanov decide to have more than one kid at least one of them will be a goalie. and you know that kid is going first in whichever draft they end up in because they practiced on shane fucking hollander and ilya fucking rozanov (because if your dads were casually the two best centres in the nhl and two of the most successful hockey players on the planet, then you defend that net like your life depends on it)
everyone else in that years draft thinks this hollander-rozanov child got picked first out of nepotism (because who the fuck is that desperate to pick a goalie first overall in the draft?) until one day that teamâs starting goalie is injured and all of a sudden your scoring chances have gone to hell because youâre trying to get the puck past cerberus, the three headed dog that guards the gates of hell
i think if hollanov decide to have more than one kid at least one of them will be a goalie. and you know that kid is going first in whichever draft they end up in because they practiced on shane fucking hollander and ilya fucking rozanov (because if your dads were casually the two best centres in the nhl and two of the most successful hockey players on the planet, then you defend that net like your life depends on it)
everyone else in that years draft thinks this hollander-rozanov child got picked first out of nepotism (because who the fuck is that desperate to pick a goalie first overall in the draft?) until one day that teamâs starting goalie is injured and all of a sudden your scoring chances have gone to hell because youâre trying to get the puck past cerberus, the three headed dog that guards the gates of hell
Omg idk if I should be sorry that I've accidentally introduced you to willmack/sjs through my reblogs or not assffhkjdhsh đŠ I told myself years ago I would never again stan an nhl team (bc I used to, like 10 years ago) and yet here we are; these two assholes (affectionate) have pulled me back in and now I'm obsessed with the san jose sharks in general. đ I picked the worst time to become obsessed too because it's off-season assdfhkfksjs. But yeah uh... Now I'm out here watching random sjs videos from like a year ago and getting sad that Eklund was traded. đŤ All while being European and knowing full well that I won't be able to watch a single game live because timezones. đ (Btw, I watched the prospects scrimmage the day it came out just to get the feel for the new guys that might eventually make the team)
Hi you gorgeous human I'm sorry it's taken me so long to answer, I get ask-fright sometimes but I'm here and I'm D Y I N G oh my god. You're so right why have we done this to ourselves in the off season (also I'm in Australia so there is absolutely no way I'm catching live games either đ). Why am I stanning this random-ass teal team? Why do I care so much? Why do I know so much about Stenberg rn? Why did I stay up til 4am yesterday on the willmack tiktok tag? I also feel so mmmmmmm about bandwagonning first via HR / PWHL into willmack and now NHL/SJS world as well, caring about Sports for the first time Ever it's all kind of intense for me but I'm choosing to believe this has found me for a Reason. All this to say please I'm begging you, my messages are open if you want to discuss anything and ALSO send any must watch vids or content in case I somehow have not come across some of the LoreTM in my induction to the cult đŤĄ
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yes shane not realising people are flirting with him but also shane not realising that HE is flirting with men he finds attractive shane who naturally flutters his big brown sparkly eyes more often whenever hes talking to a big strong handsome man shane who automatically tilts his head slightly down so his gaze is directed upwards shane whose voice turns soft and buttery while heâs delivering smooth jabs and quick compliments shane whose mouth quips into a glint of teeth and scratches the back of his neck so his bicep strains against the cuff of his t shirt shane who says âyeah youâd like that?â without thinking and hums round and airy âmhmmâ in acknowledgement shane insisting âi was NOT flirting with him.â when ilya brings it up later and ilya shrugs and says âyou cannot help itâŚyouâre super gayâŚi donât mind, im the only one that makes you nervousâ and grins wickedly while shane blushes and makes a sound in the back of his throat as ilya descends upon him
Marleau coming out to Ilya as bisexual and tells him his celeb crush is Shane Hollander. Ilya experiences the nine circles of hell all at once in the following months, esp when Marleau goes into detail on how he would "hit that"
(Bonus: Maybe Marley meets Shane and gets a "gay vibe" and tells Ilya he thinks he's gonna try and make a move. Ilya nearly pops a blood vessel)
As a child Ilya didât talk much. He was a very quiet kid. He observed the world with his sharp blue eyes, noticing things that others normally overlooked. But he stayed quiet.
Shane on the other hand talked a mile a minute. He was always babbling and bubbling about one thing or another. He was a yapper.
As they got older, Ilya realised that itâs simpler to hide in the spot light and that itâs easier to get away with things when heâs loud. Itâs whole another kind of invisibility, hiding in plain sight, everyone sees him, believes they know him, but they only know the parts he allows them to see.
Shane became quiet. He figured out that people didnât want to listen. He understood people find him more likabke when heâs quiet. So he keeps his thoughts to himself, doesnât talk, doesnât make people uncomfortable by having too much information to share and not knowing when to shut up.
Fast forward to the cottage. Theyâre sitting on the couch, Shaneâs legs in Ilyaâs lap as he waves in arms around, talking excitedly about something. And Ilya, Ilya just listens. He doesnât interrupt him, doesnât tell him to stop talking. He enjoys not having to be the one talking for once, actually. Thereâs a small smile dancing across his lips as he listens to his boyfriend (boyfriend!!!) yap about beavers, their importance for the ecosystem and how they became the national animal of Canada.
I will never understand how people can interpret Shane as the âwomanâ, when Ilya Rozanov is right there casually being the most eldest daughter-coded character to ever exist.
He is holding his entire family together with his hands and never once receives acknowledgment, only criticism for his perceived failures.
He has assumed a nearly parental role for his father as his dementia worsens. It seems he has acted as a guardian to his older brother for a long time. And it is not a stretch to say that he was the one taking care of his mother towards the end.
He is silently carrying the weight and expectations of an entire country on his back. A country that would cast him aside if he dared to step out from behind the perfect mask he has constructed for othersâ benefit.
He is angry but not allowed to yell. He is hurting but must suffer in silence. He is literally reduced to being a pretty face at his fatherâs side during galas and social events. He is explicitly told to listen and not speak.
He is so much his motherâs son that he has become her.
He has been forced behind every barrier and lie that has been used for decades to keep women down.
It is a tragedy and assault against his character and complexity to dismiss how he has been forced for his entire life to simultaneously act as the epitome of masculinity while fulfilling every role left empty by the loss of his mother.
He achieved the final form of the eldest daughter: forced mothering of people you never asked to depend on you and who have never tried once to support you in turn, or even acknowledge all that you do for them.
I donât see how it is possible to critically examine Ilyaâs relationship with his family and itâs impact on his character without bringing in the conflicting roles he is expected to fulfill, most of all the ones society and his family tell him he shouldnât be fulfilling because they are âwomenâs rolesâ and then force him to fulfill any way.
I know Shane also carries a lot of pressure from his family, but as someone who both comes from supportive parents with very high expectations and is an only child, this reads to me a lot more like an only child expected to carry parentâs wishes and dreamâs for his future (which is a role that exists largely separate from gender from what Iâve seen). In comparison to the expectations on Ilya to literally support his familyâs mental and physical well being along with that of their image, a role which, sadly, tends to fall to women, specifically the eldest daughters.
Shane has so much character when he isnât being boxed in as the heteronormative nagging wife or the stereotypical stressed daughter, because it just doesnât work for his story line. Conversely, given the country he was raised in and the early loss of his mother, it does promote deeper exploration of Ilyaâs character to see how conflicting gender roles, specifically that of star athlete son vs. responsible eldest daughter create further conflict between him and his remaining family.
Donât map storylines onto character just because they fit stereotypes of bottom=woman, Asian man=effeminate, or man who has non-monogamous consensual sex=irresponsible. Itâs misogynistic, racist, slut-shaming, and overall weird. It flattens their characters into archetypes when they could be so much more than that.
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